BEFORE I FORGET,
IM GOING OVERSEAS! FOR ONE WHOLE WEEK! SHYTSAI. ANY PROJECTS OR WHATEVER MY GROUP MEMBERS WANNA DISCUSS, YOU CAN EITHER DISCUSS WITHOUT ME AND FILL ME IN ON DETAILS WHEN I GET BACK, OR WAIT FOR ME TO GET BACK BEFORE YOU DISCUSS xD

**

had some asshole nice time today.
haha. no, really.

SMO sucks no dont talk bout it a hor. it's like noone gave a damn. xD
haha just do lo. then anything la.. xD
altho i had actually wanted to put in effort,
&din do any practice at all,
tsk. too bad jennie :D

band prac? haha not bad. only that i still find my playing very unsteady. can play awhile cannot play awhile. and my mouth gets tired VERY easily. zzz prac girl.

went kinda wild and everything? and i still think i look obscene with BIGBIG black band t and shorts and NO skirt.
OBSCENE LA. -.-
zhiyi said if i went out of the toilet like that and put on my skirt in the canteen,
heling will love me &call me her friend. xD
nthg to say. xD

oh speaking of nthg to say,
i learnt a new chinese term.
credits to qiaoen.
&wenhui for telling us.
long story but anw,
WU YU
as in.. 无语,
if im not wrong,
is just.. speechless or nthg to say or smth.

WU YU. BIGgrins.

went out dinner or perhaps sorta lunching at the same time since i din really had my lunch cuz we have quite a short time to actually eat,
kfc yay hahaha.
cons and LIMjiayi completely koped my phone for the whole bus trip and after that too,
playing flying fingers.
i want cons the music notes game~~

kfc had a crazy time.
it's like cons went NUTS?
and LIMjiayi was like WU YU?
and i was just laughing like some mad idiot,
otherwise, entertaining cons with my dudiao face,
or my comments,
or whatever.
"IT'S LIKE YOU DONT EVEN KNOW HER ANYMORE."
xD

took 97 and reached schl perhaps just in time?
performance by cldds was awesome haha.
LIMjiayi was commenting all the way that the audience shouldn't be us,
but our parents instead.
hmm.. perhaps?
quite true quite true. xD

**

tuned in to 987fm again as usual and heard the familiar tunes of GIRLFRIEND by AVRIL LAVIGNE,
=/ i dont know. it just gave me some sort of weird feeling inside,
and sorta the more you hear it the more tired you are of it.
dont wna listen to it no more rawr.

**

the regret is overwhelmed by those emotions,
get over it soon -.-

swing swing ;
10:00 PM;

yay. turns out that my speaker din sot. how can it disappoint me anw ehh? (:
not plugged in la.
eh not my prob lo. got some uncle from singnet came to check our internet connection what. who knows he will go unplug the speaker wire thingy. -.- whatever im a comp noob anw. so yeahs.
hah whatever xD

anw, im so excited now that my speaker aint sot. i can finally go crazy over songs once more.
:D

movie mania? hmm. not exactly la.. but two movies on the same day? wow that was shiok xD

sorry 3i cant watch pirates with you guys tmr D:
haha got band :D

i want more songs more music more everything,

lols. &old songs too, they are starting to appeal to me once again

this melody,

relive :D
i feel hope once again.

**

sing,

swing swing ;
10:40 PM;

swing swing ;
10:07 AM;

&it's from all these sources of entertainment i actually get a sense of pleasure HAHAHA
i tell you,
GO FIGURE rocks! :D

lols sorry la huh i lag. like after so long then watch.
but always cant finish the whole show,
or never watch.
today i also never watch finish. like around the middle start watching to the end.
but still rocks la!
heh.

and im currently 17.
gna go to 18 soon.
and catch up.
people who are concerned will know what i talking.
people not concerned nvm la hahaha:D

these few days gna so rock la.
tmr movie,
the day after tmr whole day with 3i
SMO -.- ,
pirates,
&xueyixinsheng
!
woohoo:D
and on 30th,
WHEEE:D plane takes off woohoo:D

and of course tmr is hmwk day as well. sorta. in the morn. ahaha:D

gna find out what are the various parts that make up my mount hmwk this holiday soon.
grrr. the thought of hmwk and all those projects and those whatever make me so frustrated ahaha.
nvm. i will try to be like last time, finish quite early woohoo:D
not to forget perhaps have some study dates and get rid of some hmwk as well.

this hols,
hmwk + maple + going out/overseas and WOOHOO.
xD
sorry i abit high.
abit only.

wheee!

swing swing ;
9:05 PM;

this post shall begin with this sentence.

and the following statement would be,

im pissed.

it's always the speakers that will stop functioning properly first.
it's always the speakers. SPEAKERS you know. those things that produce the sounds?
SOUNDS. MUSIC. how am i supposed to live with my speakers not functioning properly you tell me.
HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO LIVE?!

sorry. abit drama.
abit only.

BUT TELL ME WHATTHEHELL IM SUPPOSED TO DO NOW.
i have a silent comp now. and it sucks k. it's supposed to be new?
no i din spoil it dont worry.
zzz.

noone else did. it just decided that jennie would like to get pissed for awhile and went on strike this morning.
i cant hear a thing and that's not because im deaf that's because the comp aint making any sound.
toot la. wahlaoeh.

and this post shall end with a,

IM PISSED.

swing swing ;
5:47 PM;

we'll carry on~
am i like zihighing in my post again? lol. :D


went to disneyland wearing rv schl u
looks pretty nice. xD



see? :D
altho yes, i hate my hair (like always)
and i hate my spas look im just not photogenic la. zzz.

woohoo that's pooh. and it's so cute :D

_______ class was horrible today although i sorta feel nice that i spoke up. if that's the thing he wants, of course i will try my very best to think of smth to say to answer his questions.
and if i cant, it's just too bad. i will just try.

but in a way, i still think he condemns 3i as a whole and that's not nice at all. ohwells we have our own faults too lets just see for a while. we try our best, we do his work, we speak up, and he stops being biased against us, and that's it. good. everything's settled.

chinese was crap i completely played arnd with the chalk and vandalising my own table luh. -.-
well, break was alright i guess.

and the rest of the subjects i dont really remember.

bio was hmm..
take care mr suresh. we'll miss you ):

math? do more practice luh. otherwise.. no i cant flood singapore anymore.

a dance teacher and a band teacher are leaving us soon. so sad and i find her singing quite good leh. but i guess i still have smth against her hair xD
nvm la she's kinda nice.

langarts? another slacking epi with a 'a series of unfortunate events' book and some fooling arnd. sofa isn't the best place to read if you are gna get poked every few seconds. -.-
daddy is bad he keeps poking and i din read as much as i wanted to.
it was not nice when we had to go back. i want read somemore~~

i met this SMALL LITTLE SPASTIC guy in 3a today.
his name is jiaxu i think. i dont know liang is trying to trick me or what, but she keeps saying his name is jiaxun. as in jia1 xun4
ohwells he's in my hist class and he's just as zihigh and spas as me -.-
lols. 3a hor. tsktsk. my first impression of 3a was..
and now?
... xD

twist balloons vs fix comp.
=/

swing swing ;
9:56 PM;

i find my posts more and more disturbing.
lols.

anw, tata everyone im back to tackling my chem ahaha xD

yes those 3i maple peepo, i apologise.
will maple when i have time during the hols ahaha:D
or perhaps tmr. i dont know. see first ya?
esp choonhoe im so sorry.
i will claim my tree branches one day xD
THANKS LOADS YA! :DD !

haha:D

swing swing ;
10:02 PM;

today was okay ba i woke up feeling kinda AIYAH DONT WANT WAKE UP LA SLEEP ABIT LONGER CAN?!
-.-
nvm still woke up anw.
dragged a bag of fruits etc to schl.

kinda tired kept wanting to sleep since i have no more snoopy to entertain me unless you want me to read the whole book again -.-
phy was okay. i kinda find it slightly nicer now i know what is going on and i even find it entertaining. i hope it stays that way ahahs. i needa pull up phy by loads. LOADS k. wont be satisfied till i get a B.
yeahs will try la. kinda hard..

math was another *GROANS~!*
but still, i regret not paying attention to his lecture sometimes. it's just so boring and with his.. hmm.. pride (not sure if that's the right word)
nopes. i dont really like attending his lecture.
but hey,
it's some sort of training. and you get better with math. at least, you're supposed to.
well, i hope i can get a smth from the SMO la. if cant, then.. hmm. dont know.
will try. lols.

history? hah i was glad i printed out last minute my set of info that i just anyhow koped from internet. in the end, we pia-ed scribbling on the paper as we din write what we were supposed to and he asked us to throw everything away at the end of the lesson. din go through ours but ohwells. din think it was of any help anw even if he did. it was all info and all he could ever do with ours is to confirm that the info is correct.
i hate reading up. no im serious. yes it might be because im used to the fact that teachers tend to spoonfeed us with info under the old education system. or perhaps the pschl system? or perhaps the non-IP system. yeahs, definitely.
the problem is, i dont even know what's right and what's wrong. and writing on a piece of paper smth and thinking bout it discussing bout it doesn't really help. to me.
ohwells it's just my view?

fish &chips. ahaha. today wed remember? and again, i din manage to finish -.- you know why? cuz i think we were left with a few minutes to finish and too bad, i dont eat that fast. i dont gobble. with my ulcer, ohno. disastrous.

had some lecture bout mid year results. and *sighs* nvm 3i can continue to jiayou. our music and ss esp ss!
ss woohoo:D
you see, of course la. cuz im the subject rep for ss ma..
AHAHA zihigh! no link. -.- sorry bout that.

gobble fruits and tidbits and whatever was okay although i think i had many many grapes and not really alot of tidbits since my ulcer was hurting so much after i ate the seaweed LOL.
and i couldn't eat the icecream that our dearest form and co-form bought us! T.T stupid ulcers rawr -.-

everything went fine ba.. till.. hah. napfa retest. yes im pathetic. i like to jump i love to jump but i cant jump.
pathetic jennie D:
practised with a sec4 percussionist! if im not wrong her name was geraldine or smth? =X oops.
haha :D

tmr band photo taking! woohoo:D
i bet i will be the shortest. again. -.-
rawr. not nice not nice! but ohwells. can luh.

i find nelly furtado attractive ahaha:D
ohno dont get the wrong idea,
but she's quite chio la. xD

hooked on new songs and new thoughts.
i might be hesitating,
but it wont take long.

swing swing ;
6:33 PM;

i've got to blog. serious.

sec1s no respect. laugh laugh laugh when it's time to get serious they still laugh.
it's not only me. everyone feels the same.
better start to train them. join main band still like that de hua can go bang wall le la.

eflat clar? ohman.
it's super unfair ahaha altho i dont think i'll even stand a chance to play with even if our batch was allowed to play.
congrats sebby. ahahs.

sec4s leaving soon. obviously you would have to wave goodbye to those dearies that you've been tgt with for quite some time.
those people who've sat beside you and guide you.

and of course all my direct seniors or at least those seniors who've sat beside me before and taught me,
real thanks.

wenhui,
hannah,
gimling,
wenjie,
heling,
xiaomeng,

according to the subsections i was in for these few years.

sec2 i realised alr the regret of not working hard in sec1.
thinking that everything is just like pschl.
DREAM ON LUH.
now everyone's more serious bout cca.
alot more.
cca points? mostly ba.
passion?
hmm. some. others? hypocrites.

sec1s really better start to pia.

**

peanuts i read finish le what sai.
goodgrief im just finding everything damn comical.
like im still trapped inside the comic book looking at the four little boxes showing amusing stuff.

haix. sian everyday.
i hope they would want the grapes tmr.
i tried my best ya. -.-

swing swing ;
10:12 PM;

staring at that comic book,
i wonder how life would be like if everybody was so innocent and full of laughter (and dumb, in a way).
really,
snoopy and charlie brown and lucy and patty and violet and schroeder and one more guy.. umm.. lemme think. he's called shermy. :D
they amuse me.

&im really addicted to this goal of trying to pia maple so that i can actually walk ahead and stop people like serming from calling me a noob.
WELL.
i'll show you people im not a noob at all
HUMPH.

everything just feels so comical all of a sudden.
im still in a sort of a trance.
cant seem to get out of it.
and that's bad.
since it's starting to get serious again (when the hols are coming soon. ironic.)
and i just cant face the pressure from various factors.
hope i can start to wake up soon ba.
these few years,
everything counts.
and dont come telling me adults are facing alot more pressure than children.
i'll smack you.
since i doubt it.

ha off to have my noodles before they turn cold.
and before i pia maple, read peanuts, and do some hmwk.
phy? question four left.
im proud of myself at least this topic aint so bad.
right? =/

the fact that im facing fierce competition here doesn't help.
when what you get is just to have you 'be a cheer squad for your betters'
or smth like that in the langarts compre education text.
ha or am i even far away from the so called betters?

she told me no.
she told me i could.
i believed i could.
but now im starting to doubt it.
since i aint working hard at all.
everything's going down and im just a hypocrite constantly breaking my own promises.
rawr.

swing swing ;
4:59 PM;

&it's peanuts, my love <33
ahaha ^^

cip today? hah. woke up startled since i was kinda late. ohwells. nice mommy took a cab with me there and ohboy. i was early. :D
the first in 3i perhaps xD
and then spotted farah and talked for awhile wheee havent talked for ages and she's still as lame and nice as ever xD
next saw a spas hannah and smsed her. got her new number after bout 1year yeahs that's right. 1year. say wow.
decided to do the 'adeedeepoke!' and yeahs i rock i know. xD talked for awhile and got entertained by my ex direct senior for awhile. i wonder if she would be my new direct senior again. will rock if she is. xD and byebye yikai im so sorry to know that you are a CLAROPHONIST now (ohno that's just clarinet + saxophone. and it's his lame talk again dont look at me.) ohwells will still enjoy having your company while waiting for stupid 186s to come. :D after band of course. and perhaps sometimes if i see you after schl.
wait lets go back to hannah. oh there's nthg else bout her xD
ohwait there is. one more. she saved her number in my phone and her name was 'hannah the genius'.
now you see how bu4 yao4 lian3 she is. xD

3i peepos start coming and wheee i had an amusing time practically jumping from this queue to that.. blahs. since we kept getting wrong info bout the queues.
EH THIS QUEUE SEC4 QUEUE!
EH THIS QUEUE 3- to 3H QUEUE!
EH EH EH!
xD ohwells jump arnd like a monkey ba :D

well, we walked from plaza sing to orchard road arnd far east and then took bus to suntec and finally to bugis. ahah sorry lo lols. xD
was kinda happy at first tho i kept getting rejected. okay maybe not.
perhaps.. half the time i got rejected? or maybe more ahaha ohwells too bad.
started spotting some members of the public complaining here and there bout we kids irritating them with whatever we were doing. and no we din force them to donate. just that perhaps everybody was just spread out evenly and we kept asking. since they were just walking they got bombarded by requests for donations and got agitated. ohwells not our fault. dont know what happened dont really care as well.
soon was kinda tired and im still angry at serming for getting more than me xD
okay that 'xD' spoiled the whole effect but that's not the point..

went jec to have lunch was pretty hungry since i din really had breakfast in the morn.
and then we went to the lib, and that's when i got stunned by evan's appearance.
and fell in love with my peanuts as well. :D
PEANUTS MY LOVE <33 lols i probably said that in frnt alr.
but nvm.
anw, now im addicted to comics (to be more specific, peanuts. which is actually snoopy comics ;D ), maple, pirates, skeletons &moonlight. hah that's the few stuff i've been talking bout lately.
and was pretty amused by the comics. peanuts is funny like really. had some great laughs with the rest of them.
according to seating arrangement in quiet reading room or whatever,
haiwei,
jess,
huili,
erjie.
yes most of the time i was the amused one.
xD

**

hadn't really been paying attention to details in my life lately,
and it's kinda getting boring.
monotonous all i can do is maple, laugh and kid arnd, and radio-ing, and sleeping..
and..
hmm..
also reflecting loads ahaha.
habits of mind LUH dont stare at me xD

ohwells. tata.

swing swing ;
8:02 PM;

nono i was wrong.
i thought,
you taught me how,
and why,
i should be optimistic.

you did,
but i guess it just aint good enough.

im still crying over unpleasant stuff.
im still crying like what's the point oh it's just too bad i just gta accept it.
im still groaning and complaining like always,
over what went so terribly wrong.
and refusing to look at the brighter side.

ohno i was wrong.

yeahs so much has happened and it feels as if im in a trance.
everything is just so blurred,
&confusing.
i've lost it,
my sense of direction,
of where to go.

im just struggling to stay happy every single day.

and if that is what you call a sense of direction,
i'd hit you.
cuz it's natural.
it's human nature for us homo sapiens to stay happy. like a duh -.-

i guess i will have to stop crying over spilt milk.
things are like that what else can i do.

im just tired i guess.

anw, gna have to chiong. a lvl 10 (actually i think i can do better) by.. i dont know leh.
pia ba JENnie (:

swing swing ;
7:04 PM;

(please scroll down and look at the RED part :D )

BIGgrin:DD

today BEST day of my life sia..
no im serious.
see that BIGgrin up there?
yeaps. (:

besides the fact that i completely SHOWCASED my cid costume in frnt of the whole schl,
and completely PROMOTED myself (more like humiliated eh if you get what i mean?)
yea.. im pretty much a happy happy girl today (:

you know why? because everybody laughed at me. -.-
no not everybody.
most people are kind and they din laugh at me and said jiayou to me instead.
but there was one person.
laugh at me. D:
that person ar..
EVIL right!
yeahs.. D:

i will not say who it is la..
i will not say it's our form teacher.
yeahs so dont ask me i wont say.

:D

oh and die. i should have put this right in frnt.

CLAIRELU <33
this girl hor.
i love her loads la!
she practically toured the whole schl with me in search for my pinafore,
and lent me her centaur shirt to save me from giving more people the impression that im environmentally friendly.
-.-
anw love her like a whatthehell la.
:DD

next is..

3i <33
i really really love my darling class la. they sooper nice can. ahaha. they give me the impression that they will support me instead of laughing at me. and that's really really nice! :D
hehh but if only SOMEBODY also somewhat part of this class hor.. wont laugh at me.
yeahs it's the same person i mentioned above. ahaha. whatever im zihighing.

hehhh.
im gna TRY to ketchup soon la.
class maple aha.
aim for lvl 25.
at the end of this year, aim for lvl 100.
woah. am i gna ketchup?
MAYBE.. if i really really wna pia.
i hope can la. i noob yknw. like that pia will die one. -.-
aha. will all the other noobs join me in my aim to ketchup?
i dont care you all are forced to join and you all WILL join.
yeaps BIGgrin.
be happy stay happy. and ketchup :DD

swing swing ;
6:08 PM;

actions speak louder than words.
how true how true.

how dare you promise yourself anything when you know you must put in much effort and yet you din.
how dare you promise yourself at all if you know things weren't gna be nice.
im telling you right here right now that you are a bigbig idiot to promise yourself anything at all. if you dont even put in the effort to try.
big idiot.
get that.

damn i got the not exactly the most appealing results i could ever dream of, but nonetheless, still quite acceptable,
and there.
the big red xx.5 i saw on the paper i got back.
wow dont come telling me that i should be thankful i din get a single digit mark.
nono i would throw a fist your way and you would be on the ground groaning in pain if you did.

i must say im happy with langarts.
finally im getting smth i actually like.
and seeing that the class list din exactly have any other mark that is higher,
i wasn't so sure,
i was over the moon.

math? hah forget it. you wouldn't want to know in case i start flooding the whole of singapore with my tears.
yes i do feel like doing that right now yknw.
but still,
i shall refrain from doing so.
there are, after all, lives out there that i cant possibly endanger just because of a dumb grade.

ss? yes i must say im happy. im maintaining the A1 that i promised myself hello? why shouldn't i be happy?
it's good to maintain. and sustain. and whatever.
and get back whatever losses i had along the way.
like that 5/8 ass. im gna remember that forever.

as for chem,
=/
i cant say im exactly satisfied.
and im holding on to the little hope that i will get that half mark I NEED FOR A B3.
you better gimme that half mark i tell you. i dont have to state the state of aqueous ammonia in the paper if i had to write chemical formula.
i just need to write NH3.
so gimme that half mark i tell you.
or i will haunt you when i become a ghost.
RAWR. there. you're scared now. yes. gimme that half mark.

okay sorry that was abit..
erm..
-.- but ohwells who cares.

bio..
hah im getting the grade i deserve. if i dont study much and depend on my stml/ltml/pml or whatever memory loss that i have.
yeaps. quite okay la.. i guess.
im still getting the stupid kinda sucky mark i get for section c. but ohwells like he said, this is what you get when you dont mug.
and i did. just din mug that section so it's too bad for me.

history?
ohyeahs i was kinda stunned when i saw a A2 for my CA. and then the over fifty grade? hmm.. well i wasn't that happy with it.. but still i din do too bad la. compare with other classes and you think you suck.

phy yeahs like i said above.
it was exactly like that time.. ohno im not going to go rambling on about the unpleasant past..
well i guess that time it was math, smth i really have passion for. and it's just that i couldn't accept that a subject i normally scored well in is actually letting me down. as for now? it is really really sucky but then.. comeon it's phy. you dont understand? too bad la. then what you want.
i guess i belong to the silent killer thingy that he talked about. i should ask more and understand. (i thought i did yknw. i really thought i did and could do it. turns out i din. well, learnt my lesson, gna improve so much so that i shock myself. wait cancel the word 'gna'. replace it with 'will try to'.)

chinese ar?
lols. no comments la.
next time, jennie, dont be so blur and leave out the title for your dearest gonghan. you know you are going to be upset with yourself and feel like it's the end of the world if you do.
hmm.. not bad la not bad la. still can la.

yeaps i think that's all of the subjects ba.

but i still think i suck.
im not maintaining and im not getting what i want myself to get.
im far from it in fact.

JENNIE, THIS IS FOR YOU. REFER TO THE FRONT OF THIS POST. YOU PROMISED AR. LEARN YOUR LESSON AR.

yeaps that's enough reflection for today for the exams.

oh speaking of reflections,
MUSIC!
ahhhhhhhhh can i die?
lols. i bet it's gna be super sucky la.

nvm i still love you darling.
im talking bout my saron peking please dont get the wrong idea ya?
-.-

:D yeaps. wish me goodluck for not flooding singapore ba. and for music too. (:

swing swing ;
6:47 PM;

here's a pic i took with mommy xD

yay happy mommy's day :D

im not looking forward to tmr yknw. all the results and stuff. rawr.
but ohwells.
im gna look forward to langarts lesson. first part of the movie i was sitting beside jiayi was super amusing we two kept laughing. second part was sitting beside serming he was amused by me ahaha:DD i wonder who will be sitting beside me for tmr. or dont tell me she will be giving back our papers tmr and go through papers so we cant watch. OHMAN THEN I WILL FAINT OR SMTH! nooo! i want watch T.T
xD im currently crazy over pirates and skeletons right now. they amuse me as much as they frighten me xD
haha AIYAH nice and funny ma. dont care la anw it's better than going through papers. alternative world la nice :D

yeaps still on song mania. (: ahaha random.
tata :D

swing swing ;
9:05 PM;

swing swing ;
10:33 AM;

-edited-
:D

cheered up loads loads.
wheee.

new name for jiayi is AYEE. xD
yeaps yeaps. suggested by haiwei and huili. both very nice dardars. xD
and huili's gna scream at me and say nono i dont want to be your dardar.

lols yeaps it's nice to forget everything and just :D BIGgrins.
and then i will start thinking
ignorance is bliss
(and think of you again.)

lala. my eyes are tired gna sleep soon.
zzz.

HAPPY BDAY TABLEMATE (:

swing swing ;
8:04 PM;

swing swing ;
11:31 AM;

nthg much LUH.
still got what?
i no comments LUH.

damn.
suddenly find that my hobby now has switched back to listening to songs and thinking bout their lyrics and go mad over them, relating them into my life and just..
sing and sing to myself.

no so far i've not found another song as emo as nobody's home by avril lavigne which could make me cry.
once.

yeaps.

these few days feel so pekchek. like nthg's going right. yet im not upset. im just.. pekchek.
you're gone, like duh it's almost confirmed.
everyone is distancing again. (im just paranoid, really.)
and the negative just covers the positive la.

it's not exactly depression yknw.
it's just this feeling inside.
you dont exactly feel upset cuz your tears dont come streaming down like mad.
they come down drop by drop and then fullstop.
stop liao.

and the bad thing is i dont even care anymore.
but really,
what can i do?
WAH CRY AND CRY and then what?
magic change what i get ar?
cannot change what.
tell me how to change?
can change everyone go change get 100 lo.
-.-

and i guess it's always the comparing part. ohman he/she got higher than me! im so upset! -.-
and that's when your seemingly good result at first becomes bad in the end. and you get all anxious and whatever.
whatever.
i dont wna compare.
but still, i aint forgetting what im setting for myself this year.
no i aint gna forget.

3i's playing maple.
i thought huili was only suggesting.
that day on the bus.
i guess they are serious.
haha join in?
duh. of course i will.
:D

and i flared up at choonhoe today im so sorry.
it aint even his fault. *pouts* i din know what was with me okay? it's completely my fault. blame me. no im not being sarca. really. blame me.

i dont want this feeling to stay for long.
go away.

&this time you aren't even with me.

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9:03 PM;

(i edited a little)

this the season to be jolly
falalalala
falalala

no i aint like that no more.

tired.. ba. i guess.

i cant stand i wont stand it if history repeats itself.

just gimme time. i hope it will heal.
like that little red hole there on our arms.
our little jet.
it will heal.
it's gna be just like that,
right?

im not even sure anymore. im not as sure as i should be, as i wanted to be.
im just not sure anymore and i dont like it.

feels like this week just passed the next week will come and time will just pass..

everything just feels so wrong right now.

suspended.

and i guess i will just bottle it up.

swing swing ;
7:20 PM;

woohoo FINALLY.

firstly, i hate my cough. like seriously. rawr. according to everybody, i think i coughed the whole of math paper T.T poor me. i hate cough.
kena fever during the weekend and it was HORRIBLE. felt headache every moment and loads of aches. then 40degree celsius. ohman. sucks la. rawr!

i thought it would just be over like that. but no. now you have to wait till the results come out. and till then, you will just feel as if you are hung up on a string that's going to break any moment. rawr! i hope history doesn't repeat itself. watermelon might know what im talking bout. lols. and those 2f people.

i wont say i mugged alot. seriously. reasons alot. and one main one might be my fever ba. i completely slept and slept like siao cuz it's unbearable. and also tired. wah sian. very leh. then alot things in my mind as well.

nonono we have to settle this once and for all. otherwise it will keep haunting me.
GIVE ME THE CHANCE.

aiyah sian sian sian!

heh lian da i miss lian da. according to everybody who's concerned, im super pro at lian da. hahah:DD that's good that's good. then i got chance to win mini games too woohoo.
i want huiyuan's ps2! T.T
but i dont like the drum game. it's smth like flying finger but i always lose like siao. D:

today went out with 3i after exams was WAH YAY FINALLY and *LETS OUT A SIGH OF RELIEF* and go *WOOHOO~!*
lols.
we took the bus to je mrt then took mrt from je to boon lay. go jp there and watch movie.
spiderman3 (:
okay la not bad but i still like night at the museum more. i think i only know these two movies now seriously im a movie noob D:
ahahs. nice la. but always very ridiculous. first sandman then what harry regain memory then this and that.
and i keep getting popcorn on my cheek. -.-
nvm i took revenge as well.
cried arnd the end. haiwei and jiayi too.
AHHH. lols.
and qianhui was sitting beside me! haha after so many years we know each other this is the first time we watch movie tgt leh ahaha. i also remember kaishi.. and neoprints and stuff. ah.. pschl memories some good some bad but nonetheless good was real good. will treasure them (:

then went to anna's and played mahjong awhile before we left to play badminton. haha my skills are real rusty. then is also kaishi taught me badminton and train me. bicycle? abit la. heh. i miss block521 at jelapang rd and how kaishi lives at the 14th floor while i live at the 9th.

badminton was fun all the way till i cough like siao. and had to rest. lols. poor me right. D:

go home was real tired. on the mrt talked with huili hahah. huili is a nice girl. and erjie too she walked both of us where we could walk to the mrt stn.
haiwei is a nice girl too.
everybody is nice. jiayi too.
anna and huiyuan too.
3i rocks <333 and i mean it from the bottom of my heart. (:

argh im tired now.
someday, some fine day, i will get back all my energy. mentally and physically.

learnt a valuable lesson from you. and i will never make the same mistake again.

wheee to end it off, i got some new family members or darlings or whatever today. xD here are they.

SERMING MY PAPA.
HAIWEI MY DEARDEAR. (and im her dardar. wahaha. lols!)
JUNYI MY GORGOR -.- (dont bully my deardear luh. xD )
and
HUILI MY COMMA. xD (according to papa, huili is extra.)

dudiao. :DD

swing swing ;
9:35 PM;