i'd better watch my words,
or my actions.
they'd hurt someone dear to me one day.
&i'd hate to lose one of the dearest friendships ever.
like, please.
im an anti-social person in the first place.
tell me how many dearest friends have i got?
and to you, if you know im referring to you, if you read this post in the first place,
i wna say a big sorry.
really, i think im just a big stupid dumbdumb who can do stupid things capable of making you hate me forever.

**

mygosh, lay down on the attitude will ya?
we dont need it much, especially since it isn't even what you're supposed to do.

**

lols,
the splitting headache is gone.
at least for now.
(actually i can feel another coming along. rawr.)

the thing i cant stand is how anyone can actually demand for things he/she cant do his/her-self.

like,
talk about practise what you preach (or however it's spelled.)
if you cant even lock your arms when you march on the spot,
you aint got any right to scream at anyone.

besides,
please say that you've got at least some sense to see that you look at the middle person for dressing (it's this dressing hor?)
and not at the side,
because if the whole row is alr screwed up,
you have no right to tell (putting it nicely, btw. it was supposed to be "scold") the person who's doing it correctly that he/she has done it wrongly.

ohya! have i mentioned that this person obviously din lock his/her arms when he/she march?
(i guess i did, but it wouldn't hurt to mention it again, i guess. xD )
and still confidently scream at other people when i scream back to the whole group of people to lock their arms,
it aint fair to them btw, they did lock their arms.
i did it only to save your stuck-up face.
&i have no wish to shout your name in front of the whole section (mind you, my section is pretty big. in fact, it is the biggest section in the whole band.)
so that you can actually SEE what your frigging mistake is.

lols,

the sweet things now,
and i love these people i swear!

sylvia! she gave me this uber cute pooh, loves! ^^
vengyi! i havent open her present yet, dont wna spoil the really nice wrapping paper! :D
liangshixian! she gave me this bigbig eeyore! o.o hahaha uber cuteness?
farah and sarah! very sweet! there's this box full of folded stars and hearts and a little cute slipper (you knw, like those keychain slipper?) just that it's not a keychain.
haha but still very sweet! and the note, hahaha! rofl, they wrote alot of 'poke'
xD

im telling you,
if people like this exist everywhere,
even if any specific place that you have to go to very often in your life is very terrible and full of horrors,
i'd love my life so much more than i love it now.
because im telling you,
they are a bunch of people who can make you smile,
make you laugh,
and basically make you all happy and stuff.

like who had ever thought that band life could be so sweet?
nono, im not saying that cuz of the presents ._.
but the people in there.
like really, a bunch of people with passion for what they do, and with love for everybody,
i wish the world could be like this.

sweet sweet life (:

i guess another headache has really set up camp here,
hope it will be a 2d1n camp in my head,
(i SO dont appreciate my sense of humour, because i dont even find the supposedly funny things i type funny.)

it's balloon hats! i think a little bit more of drilling into me the strength to hold the clar properly again while marching,
and i'd be okay :D
besides, it SO aint okay to see a jennie there holding her clar and marching and doing whatever WRONG.
D:
90DEGREES! :D
andand, to do all the commands properly of course.

ahwells, tata for now,
that headache wants to sleep soon, it wants me to shut up.

swing swing ;
7:29 PM;

WAHAHA am i high now or what?
you see, i even forgot to put a little meaningful smth in front of the post :D
i shall do that right now.

**

phoneless,
i hope those jerks/assholes/whatever they are
are feeling guilty.

**

gosh why cant i send emails?!
rawr!

**

oh okay,
so anw, today was a happy day until the moment i was phoneless.

went je lib ma,
sectionals there muahaha,
lols.

left and i think i left my phone there too ohmygosh.
anw these bunch of gangsters sat at the exact same spot HAHAHA.
(that HAHAHA wasn't supposed to be that at all i swear. it's just, ohwells, to add abit of the word hysterical into my highness.)

i finally realised my phone flew away or disappeared into thin air, either by some magic spell, or from the doings of some gangsters muahaha?

ahwells completely broke down,
well what were you expecting?
me to laugh? ._.

**
serming, gohjiayi, sylvia, heling, wenhui, gim, songhua, zhiyi, vengyi, liangshixian, limjiayi, haiwei,
and somemore that i shant name, most of whom y'all wont know xD

mygosh,
like,
wheee?
hahah.

serming sent bday sms, asking me not to be so noob anym,
like..
._.

ayeee she sent me bday sms and asked me if i wanted to go out someday, on wed if im not wrong, too bad i most probably cant even sms or call her now ._. phoneless.

sylvia bday sms saying she will gimme a pressie on tues : D
and a tag on the tagboard too : D poking me. AHAHA.

wenhui was really sweet.
bday sms,
personal message,
plus a featured blog post.
i love her to bits and pieces :D

gim for two bday smses, when she couldn't find it in her sent messages folder.
heh, she sent it two times then, just to make sure : D

heling,
for bday sms, :D

gor,
for a sms,
and a promised date,
beats staying at home to rot xD

zhiyi,
(she's my yizhi, or chair! or my darling, or stead,
or ohno, am i getting carried away? because i just love her truckloads. ^^ )
no bday sms,
but a tag and a featured blog post, plus a cute little pic of jellies :D
jealous? i bet.
xD

veng,
for a taggy. like, i love her truckloads too! what's equivalent to trucks? OOH, trains perhaps? HAHAHA XD
im gna love her for being high on flagday on 24th,
and then for being my braces partner! :D

liang,
for being my loveliest darling :D
hahaha :D
she promised me a pressie! ^^

limjiayi,
longjohn at commonwealth! xD
and she's like the sweetest ever for a lovely ecard.
please, i dont need the diaphragm of a dragon btw!
i can blow out candles just fine :D

(reminds me, i din even get a bday cake ytd. ohmygosh.)

haiwei,
haha,
a taggy :D
<3

MANMANMAN!

there's still chua and farah and some juniors who sacrificed their lunch for me,
finding phone,
and being scared with me freaking out over my phone.
sylvia too saw her today hahaha,

like please, i hate those jerks.

ohoh!
police report? xD

hahaha,
aww man,
i love everyone in this whole wide world. :D

swing swing ;
5:56 PM;

cheers, love.
it's my wonderful bday today,
and alr i feel so so so lively, bursting with energy, and blahs.

yeah, right.

**

lols,
it's a hot sunny day.
woke up irritated by the stupid sun rays.

loads of bday smses though, thanks guys :]

still,
i HATE silent tension.
it sucks right down to the core.

alright, bro's playing again,
and he doesn't wna restart the freaking thing,

lols, he's like,
HAVENT DONE ANY FREAKING MISSION YET.
._.
that's the aim of the game, doofus.

yeahyeah i've got like smth wrong with my brain,
either some wire gone loose,
running away, escaping from that tiny litle space in there,
i dont care yeah?

whatever,
im like.. in a foul mood.
ohmy.

(oh, P.S. i forgot my bday till i saw those lovely bday smses.
wow.)

swing swing ;
10:03 AM;

hinging on that little hope.

you'd better.

**

it's countdown, a day left.
tmr's the day,
i hope i get loads of belatedies. ^^

**

hadn't been an angel this year,
i wonder what santa will bring me.

hell knows what im doing now,
after all,

im not anti social,
society is anti me.

:D

swing swing ;
4:50 PM;

sorry, klarinutz chalet will be mentioned next? :/

ulcers and braces,
(ouch)
not a very good combi eh.

D:

**

MYGOSH hurts like TOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT okay?!
D:
it was okay at first,
like totally, i was stunned that it wasn't painful.
that's cuz the dentist took a step at a time :D
cuz she knows it's gna hurt esp since i had an ulcer that hasn't healed after 3whole weeks,
and one that has just popped up from nowhere a few days ago (think it started from last week though ._. )
y'see,
I HAD THE NICEST DENTIST EVER K! ^^

okay that was a little random.

hmm,
anw, i think it was a bad bad choice for me to choose light blue and a very nice light purple colour.
it aint very nice to me now leh~

oh oh!
and then it started to hurt like mad,
cuz that stupid ulcer apparently liked those metal wires quite a bit.
and kept touching it ._.
OHMYGOSH, and it hurts okay? D:

oh i wonder how im supposed to survive on friday D:

chua not there, sebby not there,
hmm,
might as well die right?

ohwells cant play,
so i shall TRY my best to take la.

*remembers constance's advice : JUST IMAGINE ME KNOCKING THE BEATS INTO YOUR BRAIN.*

hahaha, yes i shall do that, it worked for me once during warmup! hahaha, :D

ohgosh ohgosh, you guys really better buck up.

chalet wheee hahaha,
ohgosh it was pretty fun, (i guess >< )

on my way there..
(i shall say nthg,
except for the fact that i ignored almost everybody.
ESPECIALLY that kimyee ar.
xD )

haha me and liang kept making trips to cheers :D
to buy stuff and all that.
heh,
and then the whole gang were hungry and they bought INSTANT NOODLES sia!
WAH SEH GG!
bbq? hah, we were left with ALOT of overcooked chicken wings to use as forfeit for card games and heart attack.
WAHAHA, i threw away mine after taking three bites.
TELL YOU EH,
IT WAS WONDERFULLY..
..TASTELESS.
^^
(oh and bloody too xD )

HAHAHA,
card games card games,
ohgosh why does everyone think slapjack is lame?!
I THINK IT'S SUPER NICE LEH!
im like addicted to it la,
and they found it lame when i teach to them D:

(chua say it's snap with poker cards BOOO! D: )

hahaha although i have to admit that was pretty funny.

anw, we had some pretty wild time playing cards and using chicken wings as forfeits.

then ghost stories while i was solving cube ._.
off the light sia,
so i cant solve cube.
then heling and i listened to 987fm xD
ohoh,
after that heling said smth bout some blinking doll (i tried to shut my ears >< )
and then i was like scared,
and then i was like saying how the other time the class chalet, we completely scare each other by saying there's smth behind..
then liang natural reaction told me there was smth behind me,
I SCREAMED MY HEAD OFF.
._.
wenhui started to scream too cuz i scream,
then liang scream cuz she stunned that i scream,
then heling see all three of us scream and she scream.
HAHAHA ._.

okay okay stop it ._.

hmm,
mac,
liang said 123,
and we shouted LAMER xD
ohmygosh that guy completely turned around and stared at us i was laughing like shit i swear!
then after that when we leave then liang kena pangseh xD

ohmy, i so wanted to ride bike in the morn D:
but it was raining D:

(OHOH! WENHWEEEEEEE FINALLY TOOK A PIC WITH ME MUAHAHA,
i want to take with gim next time ohgosh! i still owe her one photo D:
and i took with emily tooo :D )

then hor,
liang and i fell asleep for i dont know how long,
until i heard melvin's voice ._.
and woke up.
WAHSAI and i fell asleep again xD
then they on lights,
i sat down on the mattress,
rubbed my eyes for abit,
and sleep again.
HAHAHA xD
i think heling was amused i roughly heard her commenting xD

sighs,
i wodner what they are doing tonight,
they wanted to rent movie then dont have boo D:
and gim sent me off.
MAN i love her HAHAHA ohgosh she managed to cheer me up for abit cuz i was scared of the dental appointment.
tho i dont think she realises it. xD

sian sian sian D:

well, it's ccs and groaning bout the pain in my mouth for now.
BYEBYE :D

swing swing ;
8:01 PM;

shining bright-

**

it's shut up, or else.

gta keep shutting up those awful thoughts.
because they will only make me depressed someday,
and make my hair white ._.

anw,
today's the chalet chalet chalet we have been waiting for MUAHAHA :DDD

super happy yeahs? ^^

(if everything goes well at home, that is.)

KLARINUTZ! ohmygosh, im like super glad i have an escape finally,
with a few of the bestest people!
actually not a few la,
alot. xD

our section is big, and big = best,
okay? -BIGGRINS :DD

**

lols,
who said rubik's cube was a waste of time,
._.

then what do ya want me to do?
eh?

stare into space and think about committing suicide is it?
the fact that i could even SIT THERE and LISTEN to her speak is alr a very big accomplishment.
take away my cube, you'd have to watch out i dont die right in front of you.

lols,

**

ohoh!
if you dont know how to make electronic devices work,
dont act pro la huh,

got two choices there,
you choose "ka-la-o-ke" (xD) of course no sound right?
dumb,
still can doubt me eh?
when it comes to electronic devices,
im the best in this house so far k.
._.

crazy pair.

one is useless,
actually,
both are useless.
yet one is useless and still can act pro.
the other one useless and feeling insecure but hide it with insanity sia.

mad.

swing swing ;
9:12 AM;

-edited-

im afraid im slowly turning into someone who is losing control over her sense of what is right and what is wrong.

im afraid im now getting rid of those restrictions inside of me,
those teeny weeny ones,

im afraid im gna dare to do smth wrong,
for once.

im afraid..

well of course it aint so dramatic,
i wish it was though.

i wish i could,
and can,
finally find the strength to kill her or smth.
._.

oh
good grief.

swing swing ;
5:00 PM;

it's
throwing you out the window,
literally,
or,
going mad myself.

too bad i will never ever have the chance to gather the strength enough to be able to do the first option?

swing swing ;
7:52 PM;

swing swing ;
7:35 PM;

AP,
Aint what i wanted,
Possibly not what she wanted too.

**

LOL.
talk about bad attitude.

went to kfc, was hungry.
saw these possibly sec schl guys working there,
never seen them before there.
first impression, not good.

lol, the guy who's supposed to be at the counter was talking damn loudly with his friends in the kitchen la.
and then i was like ready to order he din even know i was there ._.
ohwell, anw, he took my order and everything was okay,
until his friend whispered smth and he swore ._.
lol, nice eh,

(heh, i wonder what will happen if it was an adult there,
would have slapped him or complained to the manager xD )

ohwells,
anw this girl with a really short dress and really chio hair and everything came in.
okay la, her face not that chio la, it's just her makeup and all xD
hahaha, ohmygosh she did look chio from the back.

anw, the other counter turned from a closed counter to an open one ._.
cuz apparently the guy at my counter shouted EH CHIOBU CHIOBU!
and this guy from the kitchen came out and took her order.
HAHAHA hilarious if i wasn't one of the customers,

LOL la! ohmygosh the guy at my counter kept laughing like shit i swear!
crazy guy la,
you come kfc work or look at chiobus one ar?

ahaha im just disturbed by the way they act around customers. hahaha but im still thinking what would happen if it was some really serious adult there who would get annoyed by this behaviour xD

ohoh and have i mentioned i had the best record today for doing my puzzle book ^^
3min smth,
rocks eh? xD

junyi did 7min smth,
anna did 5min smth,
jiayi did dont know how long leh ><
cuz by then lesson start liao.
HEH ANW,
i rock ^^

sighs, pretty sian diao.
phy assignment,
and ccs,
and then im off to sleep waiting for tmr to come ^^

&hols too,
&i shall see how long the so-called cold treatment you're giving me is gna take.
im waiting.

swing swing ;
7:06 PM;

editedit :D

hysterics, still cant stand it._.

tmr,
please come faster,
please be better.

swing swing ;
9:01 PM;

swing swing ;
4:18 PM;