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wheee lets go swing swing. ♥

- JENNIE(:
cant trust you,

cant trust me too.


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Or maybe more, because greed's like, human nature? =D

Material
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Impossible, hopefully-turned-possible
♥ WHAT MORE CAN I WISH FOR (:

I'm succinct. Lol.

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Friday, August 31, 2007

highlights of today :
performance rocked. i look blue :]
bpp changed loads o.o
west view changed loads o.o (like the dustbin transforming into a water fountain)
west view people changed loads o.o

chiouyih was funny haha she crapped with him and then while talking snapped a few pics of him with his cube using my phone. AHAHA then she asked me to send her through bluetooth. it was pretty funny.

our schl seems deprived of shuai guys now tsk.

o.o i feel short. and cherylkoo still said that's cuz people dont SHRINK.
BOO DO I LOOK LIKE IM SHRINKING?! D:

haha neos was (:
and then i had to go home. D:

i missed that place. i missed the lrt i missed lot1 i missed bpp.
i missed you and the friendship we once had.

ahaha everyone looked quite chio and shuai la. like,
我们都长大了 (:

**

for once, i feel that the seniors would be proud of us,
for doing a good job,
for assuring them that they can leave without any worries.
:]
we are so gna buck up and make rivervalleyconcertband what it used to be!

xueqiang and chuashixian and liangshixian and i had this little 'scary' joke o.o
i was surprised i din ask them to shut up but instead joined in.
while we were on the stage with the curtains closed,
we talked about how this 'friend' of chua was sitting next to her and he/she was not nervous at all.
after that we forgot all about it.
then awhile later (hey we were on the stage for pretty long waiting for everything to end so that the concert can start can?)
xueqiang went standing at where chua's 'friend' was and then talking to chua.
after that i was like,
eh xueqiang, her friend say you very block the way leh.
then xueqiang looked at the blank space there and said omgawd im so sorry.
HAHA am i scaring myself or what? o.o

ohno im going mad.

swing swing ;
10:00 PM;

Thursday, August 30, 2007

claire's gone,
everyone's emo.

pizza hut date on valentines,
all the horny stuff we talked about tgt, the sec3 klarinutz,
and those hugs we shared.

i will miss them all.

figured i couldn't really hug her today with all the food in my hands and what.
felt so bad for not giving her anything,
i couldn't find a chance to make or buy anything for her,
><

emotionless boo.
&tmr's cher's day &sec3s are performing &i dont know.

kept singing that song.
kept singing chasiew pau too LOL.
some 2c performance damn lame.

stop daoing. ._.

west view tmr ^^

swing swing ;
8:35 PM;

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

funky hair ;D
i just hope my hair is manageable enough to be funky AND nice at the same time boo D:
i got comments that my hair tied up like that is damn erxin. ><><>< takkaire ya. if you see this anw.

:/ grah you know if we started turning into river valley concert gang,
it would suck. ._.
yknw why? CUZ I CAN TELL YOU ALOT OF US HERE ARE GUAI KIAS MAN.
how can we act like gangsters D:
hahah but it will be super cool to streak our hair blue colour,
and get it all in a funky hairstyle.
and i still havent forgot the part about AHAHA WE ZIHIGH THAT PART!
cute la.

shoelace? im gna try tmr perhaps.

hahaha i <3 bro she's amusing.
i <3 cons she's always beside me edging me on.
i <3 liang cuz she's my dar.
i <3 zhiyi cuz she's my chair OO
xD okay sorry.
i <3 zhiyi cuz she's my super duper funny funny funny boyfriend!
okay that was so random and i hope she doesn't mind me calling her my boyfriend.

reminds me of claire. she's leaving soon..
we couldn't even hug each other the damn traffic light humph!

im so long winded today ._.

swing swing ;
7:56 PM;

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

was staring at the mirror in my bathroom,
(NO IM NOT ZILIAN. ._. )
realised that i have OBVIOUS EYEBAGS *gasp*

lols. but seriously damn uglyyy.
zzz.
(like i was pretty in the first place ._. )

haha today was hell for me.

the lessons wheee by. (no they dont go wheee i go wheee. but then i dont wna go wheee cuz they are B-O-R-I-N-G. ._. )
until chinese lesson.
ahaha we were pretty close.
SO CLOSE THAT I FEEL SO RETARDED NOT TO HAVE WON BOO.
actually i din really contribute much to the group boo. it was all haiwei the speaker and the answerer and erjie the thinker and the question and stuff. will feel guilty if we got the chocs anw.
ahhh i dont wna talk bout the retarded and gay guy that spoiled my day.
was pretty much pms-ing at that point in time alr and then,

he pretty much shoved his wonderful box of chocs in my face.
._.
like hello,
whatever? i care?
we din win so? doesn't really give you a right to go around carrying a smug smile on your face and shoving your little box of choc into other people's faces.
&you din really deserve it i believe.
please la hor it was all bozhi,
and anna and huiyuan must have contributed too.
you? hah i dont know. &im not gna guess.

no i swear really.
im pmsing.
ignore.

heyhey i finished major crush today! <3
hahah practically hugged cons for lending me such a great book.
i did btw. xD

band was great :D
i had some great fun starting my habit of poking people.

saturday night first score! <3
haha i would want to play that again.
altho i dont mind playing other subsections de.
cuz i remember that score was the first time i solo when there were only 4sec3s.
and i played not bad :D
(dont start to suan me by saying the score is easy to play.) ._.
i lack confidence you have to console me :D

ahh rocks. i think im gna like this year's cher's day alot. :D

swing swing ;
9:10 PM;

Monday, August 27, 2007

no you must scroll down to read the previous post. MUST. after you read this that is.

there's a cute top a baby t actually,
that used to belong to my mommy.
hahaha.

and now im actually wearing it.
you people do know how small sized i am right now right?
._. this top actually looks like what a four year old kid would wear! (the size, not the design please. the design is chio k.)

O.O
like after i changed into it,
i immediately asked my mommy,

"ARE YOU SURE THIS BELONGED TO YOU ONCE?!"

swing swing ;
9:35 PM;


im telling you this girl cant jump.
everytime the announcement comes,
im still gna tell you this girl cant jump.

im still hating her for what she did.
to think i spoke up for her when i heard those negative comments about her,
now? i just completely agree with them.

major crush <3
soon you'll think im having one on this book.
ya so what if im reading slowly. im just like that D:
slow reader. boo.
got addicted anw.

you know hsk sucks i dont have to elaborate.

we sneaked a few biscuits in the lt,
me haiwei and erjie thanks to serming and zhengyang, zhengyang providing the biscuits when we were DYING of hunger, and serming hiding it xD
the last piece? hahaha.
i broke it into half,
passed half to haiwei keeping the other for myself,
haiwei broke that half into half,
passing it to erjie,
and we all ate happily.
:D

YES I KNOW I WAS DESPO I WAS HUNGRY.
you bet a thousand times JENNIEYIPCHUNYEE wouldn't say that, not even once in a lifetime.
there.
i've said it.
i was hungry cant blame me can you?

i found out that i din have saturday night the score.
boo that song was one of my favourite songs!

to those who are interested btw,
major crush is about these two drum majors in band who start falling ridiculously in love with each another.
amusing story i must say,
nice book.
credits to constance :D
(she finds the nicest books. anna too. :D )

jiayi, you might have to wait abit more for the book i dont think im completing it anytime soon.
have too much in my hands D:
(and im a slow reader >< )

swing swing ;
9:04 PM;

Sunday, August 26, 2007

btw band pics are below. scroll down to previous posts please :D
























































haha. see? these pics hor.. CLASS PICS AR OBVIOUS RIGHT.
._.
lols sorry abit high.

hahah super thanks to zhiyi for helping me resize the pics.
i got really pek chek with paint. so she helped me using photoshop.
SO KIND LA!
i've got super nice sectionmates wheee : D

blogger better not ruin my mood my saying they cant contact blogger which is what it's doing now RAWR.
._.
now what? i hate posting with pics cuz they ALWAYS dont work until after a few hours later.

ooh finally.
say yay. :D

haha.
forth pic's comical. at least two funny stuff in there. :D

haha 3i rocks :D

go down! see band pics :D
tata :D

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1:31 PM;
































see. :D
band pics. click on them you cant possibly see everyone like that. the pics are so damn blur boo D:
we rock :D
lols that was so random but true :D

aww man where's the order list?
hahah they better not scam.

spot me? lols. for the formal one some say im hard to spot cuz i dont look like me ._.
informal? HAH of course im with my section BIGgrins.
that's a big clue.

ahah i love the pics. next shall be class photo ba :D

&again, let out a sigh of relief and say, "finally."
thanks to paint i was damn frustrated just now,
now?
wheee :D

swing swing ;
11:35 AM;

Thursday, August 23, 2007

you know what's the worst feeling ever?
hmm let us see,

1. when you're alr upset enough &some people come rubbing salt into your wound wow that must have hurt, and how some people just dont want to shut up when you hint to them alr, so ignorant until you decided that perhaps committing murder wasn't such a bad idea.

2. when you're feeling okay at first, like oh it's not too bad i din expect this (: , then come along smth and your hopes are POOF dashed. wow that's not magic i assure you you din even buy the ticket to some david copperfield (whatever his name is) show. no way are you going to be the audience of some magic trick demonstration for free that's cheating! wait, back. well, next time, get your results, dont be too happy even if you got full marks, just patiently wait till you get your report card before you jump and cry out in happiness.

reality is cruel yknw. boo.

and some tunes to the songs of high schl musical aint helping much (my teevee is blasting those tunes you see, )

superficial.
(play the song crazy by simple plan in your head now)
woo.
you know everything is just viewed that way and done. chop you dont even get to express what you feel yknw.
._.
oh pathetic humans we are. it makes me think of history yknw. like how suppression and war and blood and whatever comes into your mind..
wait back back.
yes pathetic humans we are.

&you know, sometimes some people out there cant just complain their heads off.
trust me, there are people out there who get it much much worse than you that they decides to cut themselves,
and LAUGH at the blood flowing out of their wounds yes that might be o.o to you now,
but look what's inside,

keep pushing and you might find that you are going towards the wrong direction.

swing swing ;
8:28 PM;

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

felt all stubborn &immature.
got better after.

&i realise how vulnerable one can actually get.

swing swing ;
7:56 PM;


din really had a good chance to test whether i've regained my confidence,
(did i even have it in the first place?)
but nvm, i still thought that was pretty alright compared to the other one the other day.

OFFICIALLY DECLARE I CANT LIVE WITHOUT BOOKS.
see, i practically died today without a book to read.
returned cons that wonderful book and sadly,
THE ENDING WAS KINDA STUPID TO ME.
._.
(btw, mr teo actually borrowed from cons and read abit during our pdp lesson HAHAHA. it was pretty hilarious. xD )

SHIT i wanted to go ______ first one leh!
then i can watch drake and josh.
OHMAN!
okay tata.

swing swing ;
7:28 PM;

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

kinda freakeddd out on my personal message.
wrote the following : WHO'S FREE TMR? SOME CHEENA ACTIVITY : D ._. GRAH

lol. like unless im a big famous superstar who has LOADS of fans,
the result was kinda pathetic.
noone replied to it D:

ohwells din expect anyone to anw,
i just wrote it there for some unknown purposes.
for me to know,
&for you to find out.
:D

ohno ohno hahah liang's still living in the year 2006.
she still thinks im the cheena rep that kena chosen for this activity AHAHA.
nooo! boo D:
haha hey seriously,
im not gna say that lijie rocks so much more than luoyusi k?
like.. no way. why would i tell the whole wide world smth like that?
(oops did i just say it out? you know i din mean it right? :X )

hey parental letter it is :D
you owe me one > =(

sitting there is scary. really. :X

heh i guess im gna 'look forward' to the dental appointment tmr eh?
at least i will feel better by comforting myself that i ponned some stupid activity :D
wheee.

&because tmr is going to the dentist day,
i shant bring my instru tmr to prac.
altho it's a pity. usually i have much more time on wednesday mornings.

cons you better pei me :D
i shall make her take me and make me improve.
meanwhile letting her know that i can be such a retard.
wait, she alr knows that :X WHATTHEHELL.
why am i saying im a retard anw?
._.

ahh ohwells. books are nice, but im hooked on them completely.
it shall take a while for me to kick the reading habit again.
but maybe this time it wont be too hard,
since im really loaded with other stuff D:

BOOKS I LOVE BOOKS I WNA READ BOO D:

swing swing ;
8:48 PM;

Monday, August 20, 2007

i'd tell you i love you,
but then i'd have to kill you.

._.

hahah quite a stupid title for a nice book y'see.
and the pic of the girl on the cover quite chio hahah. :D
im seriously turning into a lesbo ohno D:

i hadn't been having my medicine today ._.
&perhaps that's precisely the reason why im acting like a weird chabor today, laughing like a (gasp) idiot.
*shudders*

&as if yeast cells doesn't appeal to me much,
it was stinking up the whole lab while we were doing the prac test today.
horrible i tell you,
my fingers are smelling like some rotten and decomposed material.
imagine that.
eew.

(actually, no la. i din really had too much of those solution on my hands and i washed them all away before you could say YOUR HANDS STINK.
._.
yes, i've been sounding like that all day, like a pathetic creature trying to crack jokes while failing terribly.
sucks. what has happened to me and my brain man? >< ) &think of old times, &STOP BEING AFRAID. yknw the batman film thingy? ohwow sometimes im stunned by what movies can do to you. scary. *another shudder* wheee im gna go draw some of those damn pictures. DNA Replication? yes i know, it happens in our bodies all the time wait does it? ><

i want you~
this song i heard on the radio shucks i forgot who's the singer/band and title again.
it's tune's been stuck in my head for ages i cant stand it.
hahah it's nice tho. :D

i just cant seem to find a way
to leave the love behind~
OOH AND THAT'S THE SONG STUCK BY STACIE ORRICO!
damn nice i tell you. hahah sorry ._.

ah! bye :D

swing swing ;
7:59 PM;

Sunday, August 19, 2007

they are still going on.
the auction i mean.
it's damn chao. zzz.

YES IM BORED.
:X

im off to sleep soon.
sleeping is the best :D

(yes imma pig.)

swing swing ;
10:02 PM;


there's some auction going on downstairs zzz.
THEY DAMN ASS NOISY LA.
._.
dont they realise people prefer peace and quiet over repeated chantings until someone shouts for a higher price.
yes there it is, a full stop. not a question mark. the above sentence, it's more meant to be a statement than a question.

wow.
someone just shouted real loudly. as in without a mike? and you shout?
he has strong diaphragms i wish im like that as well.
OHMAN SHOUT DAMN LOUD LEH!
ohmygawd.

okay seriously, that was damn random i know.
but still, i get to complain a little dont i?
it's getting kinda boring nowadays ._.
&besides, hello, i dont deny that im a singaporean.
:D
singaporeans complain LOADS :X

ahhh.
i wish tues will come soon.
yknw why?
cuz by then my bio prac test will be gone,
my bio presentation will be gone,

and besides the boring lessons i get everyday,
the stress level gets to do down loads. that's a relief eh?
:D

and then i can start to carry out that crazy idea that crazy guy suggested.
._.

i shall try la.
maybe not everyday. im not that hiong.
but perhaps on selected days.

&im going to go home as soon as im released from school.
to mug and mug and mug (i hope.)
but the promise of going home asap shall be kept.

yawns.
why am i constantly typing out my expectations for myself here.
zzz.
(&in the end, they never really exist at all i guess :X )
zzz.

swing swing ;
8:38 PM;

Friday, August 17, 2007

lol.

zzz.
i dont want any conflicts.

-some info deleted-

okay ego. ._.
im not about to turn into some jiayi.
that will be freaky xD
cuz i will go crazy and sing with myself the windows song.

she's the only one who can sing with me and make me go high btw. cons too haha too bad cons doesn't really like the windows song as much as we do. :D

i like books. :D i dont mind wriggling on the ground being a bookworm. (:

swing swing ;
10:00 PM;


tell myself,
i am confident.
&i shall be confident :]

some inspirational talk.
hahah. &i really would like to thank you.

yes,
after my bio prac test,
i am rather serious about that crazy idea.

thanks to that guy,
im actually considering it yknw.
if it helps,
&if i have the determination,
why not?
i need the practice.

studies and band shall really be my main concerns.
i look emo?
fine. learn to accept it.

i have this urge to take a pic with wenhwee. haven't taken any pic with her before, i realised.
like,
whatthehell? hahah. i loved to poke her and some of my closest bandmates.
&it's not as if she din help me overcome that period of time :X

AHH. i suddenly miss all the sec4s seniors that have been there for us yknw.
it's like, they're so goddamn busy right now mugging for their O's. &i wish them the best of luck,
but then right after everything,
they would be gone. for good. like of course they will come back once in a while,
but still..

**

to prove to others,
my ability.
it all starts with proving to myself that i can do it.
comeon jennie. think confidence.
you can do it :]

swing swing ;
8:35 PM;

Thursday, August 16, 2007

lol.
yeaps i sang the song today again hahah.
&i still find it amusing k. it's like two no link songs and two got abit link and then super funny.
like who throws an old lady sitting in a trishaw out of the window la. (is trishaw right? lols. )
and who throws your dad's friend out the window when you just asked him/her to sit down?
HAHAHA.

wah sian like shit i tell you.
this is shit.
go schl damn tired la.
then AHHH.

after math lesson i completely ko
siao la. then after that wanted to do some math to wake me up and zhengyang went to play right after i sat down to see what math questions he doing.
._.
aww man in the end went out and cons and jiayi (yes those two crazy chabors. xD )
sang me row the boat in the throw window song again.
._.

hahah i tuo pi tuo until siao.
damn fugly la.
zzz D:

oh &there's chem test tmr pretty scared D:

oh &3i hor,

got alot of groups.

1st group : bookworm. either manga, or books.
2nd group : running like mad around the classroom one chasing the other. ._. these people are xD mad. xD
3rd group : sleeping group! yay me belongs here sometimes. :D
4th group : go around discussing schlwork group. WOW HARDCORE!
5th group : taking our class tigger and playing with it group. LOL this group hor, quite small la actually.
6th group : AIYOH still got what group ar? some group i luan luan say one leh xD

hahaha which group do you belong to man?
xD

wah siao i feel like singing the window song again xD

(tmr got band. ;D )

swing swing ;
8:01 PM;

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

there's a price to pay,

blankness. o.o
hahah.
&all she ever wants to do now is to stare into space.

i wna watch movie with zhiyiiiii soon :D
we promised each other a movie.

&there's no chem test today after all (:
hahaha. it's on friday~ boo D:
ohshyt friday when?
rawr.

qing fei de yi is nice k i tell ya.
haha. you know.. the meteor garden show?
the one f4 stars in?
ya. that song is nice :D

im still contemplating,
over what will happen.

ttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot. ._.

**

abcdefg
hijklmnop
qrstuv
THROW YOU OUT THE WINDOW
THE WINDOW
THE SECOND STOR(E)Y WINDOW
WITH A HEAVE AND A HO AND A MIGHTY THROW
THROW YOU OUT THE WINDOW
xD !

twinkle twinkle little star
how i wonder what you are
up above the world so high
THROW YOU OUT THE WINDOW
THE WINDOW
THE SECOND STOR(E)Y WINDOW
WITH A HEAVE AND A HO AND A MIGHTY THROW
THROW YOU OUT THE WINDOW
xD !

san lun che
pao de kuai
san mian zuo ge lao tai tai
yao wu mao
gei yi kuai
THROW HER OUT THE WINDOW
THE WINDOW
THE SECOND STOR(E)Y WINDOW
WITH A HEAVE AND A HO AND A MIGHTY THROW
THROW YOU OUT THE WINDOW
xD !

ke ren lai
zao ba ba
ba ba bu zai jia
wo qing ke ren xian zuo xia
THROW HIM OUT THE WINDOW
THE WINDOW
THE SECOND STOR(E)Y WINDOW
WITH A HEAVE AND A HO AND A MIGHTY THROW
THROW YOU OUT THE WINDOW
xD !

the forth one is damn roflmao la!
im getting addicted and im gna sing it to everyone i see k!
HAHAHA watch out ;D

HAHAHA suddenly so damn high lols.
this song makes me high i shall sing it everyday xD

swing swing ;
3:47 PM;

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

constantly lacking confidence.
that's exactly what my barrier is.
and i guess i've got the motivation and determination to cross this stupid barrier.

once all the tests are over.
studies still stay as my top priority,
and that follows close after.

i need confidence! rawr.

i really wish i've got the support. i want to prove myself.
im taking you as my role model,
&i hope i can reach a goal that high.

**

oh sec1s entered main band today.
yijun wasn't too bad he did quite well!
:D
really.

gim gave me a purple marker. &all the klarinutters have one each!
all different colours. yijun actually wanted purple. o.o
ohman reminds me of what haiwei said about purple and ...
o.o
hahaha. anw, purple's my fav colour hahah. im so gna use this marker loads.
purple score~ lala.
lols.
hahaha &if gim ever comes here,
i said thank you loads and love you loads :D
nopes not half heartedly (:
im saying it from the bottom of my heart.

**

everything's fine. expository essay? everyone said i owned.
well, what do you expect for smth that i dont even know the defination of?
ask us do outline?
apa outline la.
you give us example, we do properly.
you dont,
im sorry. i have absolutely no idea what i can do in 30min.

chem test tomorrow?
or postponed? well, we'll see. zzz.

**

i kinda shouted at serming today ><
sorry? :/
i wasn't really in the right mind at that moment.

aww man,
get all this stupid fog away from my vision.
i cant see clearly anym.
no direction,
no confidence,
im as good as a dead soul.

swing swing ;
9:09 PM;

Monday, August 13, 2007

i can tell you straight.
i aint happy.

din ___ so i cant really say anything.
but i did expect myself to pull it up, ALOT.

from what it seems like now,
it aint enough.

inferiority. zzz.

**

ohoh! there's band tmr hahah. we will see what the arrangement is like la eh?
;D

they wont tell y'all anything, &so dont expect me to tell y'all too.
it's all secret until band prac tmr.

**

grah i cant help but feel all fidgety and edgy and whatever inside these days.
(if such words even exist. you get what i mean.)
dont know why, cant exactly help it.
feel grumpy over nthg at all, and stuff.

nopes i assure you it's not pms.

GRAH.

**

yawns i wonder how life will be like,
as we grow older day by day,
yknw our lives are getting sian.

and like cons said today, (i dont know why i just love to quote cons.)
"life sucks." (or smth along that line.)
well i agree, altho it's a total different context with what she's referring to.
hahaha. pe we had to run, that's when she said that.

speaking of pe, i couldn't run today. cant even run at my normal speed, not to say chiong.
im not a person who can chiong much anw actually,
but yeahs. i din chiong, i was the second runner and i think i ran last among all the second runners (yeahs quite sad la.)
but our team still caught up and became one of the top few teams hahaha. all thanks to kexin la. and her super fast running o.o see her fly around the field &you'll know why.

ohoh im just sian ya. tmr is tues. the only good thing is band and the bad things are cid and stuff.
and tests,
and more tests,
and more and more tests,
all piling up waiting to get the innocent little pathetic whining souls out of us.
._. well that sounded cheem, but wrong. wrong for vocab i mean. ._.
AH whatever who cares bout vocab.
actually, i do. tmr there's a lit test yknw. and you need vocab for that.
OHNO D:

AHH enough of crap. grah i just feel all fidgety inside again. rawr.

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Sunday, August 12, 2007

ohyeahs..
im bored.

(:
yknw smth?
im still bored..

._.

it feels pek chek to do chem sometimes when you dont really know how to tackle certain questions,
that's maybe due to the fact that the whole class also dont understand what's going on,
&you cant even ask.

oh i did those 11 class exercises btw,
&even tho it did help,

THE ASSIGNMENT is !@#^&*
hahaha. ._.

i feel like a chem freak now (:

yay im off to do my 9th question,
and the 10th question is the last question in the assignment.
yay.

**
edited : no im not a hardcore mugger.
i did all these in 3days which is like ._.
hahaha played alot. xD LALA~
lols. so much hmwk left now.

did i mention that im bored?

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go on, click. :D
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Saturday, August 11, 2007

woo.
im like a wheee from ytd's outing.
yeaps like they said, lobsters we are.

they said im all rounded ._.
people only nose red like siao. like rudolph the red nose reindeer~ okay wrong season,
i is whole face red. lol.

sentosa was great. played around with water -.- some games were fun hahah. we got loads of pics of forfeits too woo. i was carried by everyone. some people got worse forfeits MUAHAHA xD
too bad kimberly and i din really get to cycle around. the others were complaining~ hahah i wanted to cycle boo!
(&get even more sunburnt? erm.. yeah kinda. :X )

went to vivo after playing and stuff to eat subway.
huili called me to ask me if i wanted to join cls outing :X
my answer was ... :X
(sorry huili :X )

the whole big group started to get wild &wanted to go to je to take neos and play arcade. LOL.
i take finish neos then me and zhiyi went back home le. damn tired and for other reasons as well.

ohoh!
i want pics i want pics :D

i wonder if my class really did go from harbourfront to je to catch a movie o.o
hahah hilarious.

ohman sucks everywhere hurts like hell im a crabby crabby lobster.

the next post will be IMCB pics :D

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Thursday, August 9, 2007

hahaha just saw ndp `o7 live on teevee.
pretty amazing hahah. kinda reminded me of the first time i was there watching the fireworks :D

lols. eh you know what?
RVCHORALE GOT PERFORM HAHAHA,

saw william, they kept pointing it his way i guess,
&zhengyang,
&a few other people i know.
i couldn't spot charlene! D:
boo D:

hahah pretty wow.
but they din put rv name there on the teevee like label which schl performing and stuff. so sad la. people dont even know it's rv people performing there.
or at least, i din see it. lols. im blind la. whatever.
ohman i sound like some freak who loves rv loads. lol!

im pretty excited for tmr :D
wheee.

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Wednesday, August 8, 2007

quite sad cuz i wasn't informed bout cls outing on fri.
beishan too. she din know until i told her this morning. &even then, i din know what we're going to do, or where we're going to, or whatever details that come along with it.

ohdamn. today was the last day of the attachment &we were really quite sad la.
we did somemore washing and stuff of the embryos and stained them so that we could start to observe.

by the time everything's over, i was kinda reluctant to leave. (altho i wasn't reluctant to take off my lab coat and gloves. the lab coat was like too big for me and the gloves were too big as well. made me feel uncomfortable having to put them back in place nicely ._. )
we had some great laughs the whole big group. and started writing down each other's numbers in our contact list.
at least we'll keep in touch (:

both beishan and me looks dao in the group pic. hahah!

we had lunch tgt as a big group too. and then going to some bus stop tgt. split into two big groups i think, mainly those taking 48 and those taking 74 (is it? :/ )
everyone started squeezing into 74 ._.
hahaha i was dragged along by valerie. ohman. i could have reached home like perhaps one hour before if i had taken 48 instead. D:

anw, we went to buona vista stn and then took a pic using someone's cam :D
the girls had messy hair,
but it was great ahaha.

great experience (: IMCB <3

tho i had to miss the performance,
&tho im really starting to be scared of drifting apart,

it's just so near yet so far.
seems like you achieved your goal, but not quite yet.

i wish i can do a good job in maintaining everything in my life,
&when everything's perfect again,
im no more little miss emo.

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Tuesday, August 7, 2007

like o.o
i actually managed to wake up,
&made my way to IMCB.
think i was motivated by the zebrafish.

i shouldn't have gone la. ahaha. scared beishan loads by having a damn pale face and damn white lips sometime in the morn. we went to the toilet. ahah.

eh today took group photo. hahah that's one good thing. otherwise my face wont appear in the photo &i will be damn sad can. will feel like damn left out.

oh i took quite a few pics with my phone. then got this toxic sign got one skeleton head AHAHA i wanted to take luh! in the end couldn't cuz we had to move on &my phone damn lag suddenly dont know why D:
took some random closeup pics of fishes and got this damn nice aquarium too. nice luh.

ahhh we went to somewhere in biopolis for lunch. and then had some western food. i had spaghetti, soup of the day &some desert which tasted not too bad :D
beishan had fish and chips,
pris had pizza,
&valerie had some noodle which tasted like good la! i koped quite alot xD

ex la. i think my meal costed about 8$.
D:
WAHLAO people see the money also want to faint liao la. might as well go to the damn ex place that they said we shouldn't go to. LOL.

ohoh. and there was this 2hour break, dont know wait for our embryo dont know what,
i spent abit of that 2hours sleeping in my lab coat and gloves ._.
hahah (what's his name again?) one of the "instructor" came to wake me up hahah. cannot sleep in lab coat la. want sleep sleep in the space where we put our bags, where we have alot of comfy seats, and where there's a comp to entertain us.
i went in wore my jacket and trembled. D:
slept abit while beishan was gaming at the comp. half sleep half entertained by beishan hahah.
then later we went to check how much time we had left. about 1hour more. we went 7-eleven and saw most of the other people there. like stunned o.o
hahah beishan couldn't have her mashed potato and i couldn't have my mush soup. so she bought choc and i koped. xD
we went back.
beishan gamed again, i slept again. spent about the last 30minutes gaming myself. we played noah's ark. AHAHA beishan's damn fast.
hey we are bored people what do you expect? ^^

yawns. we poked the outer layer and let the little fish wriggle out! under some microscope. damn nice can. cute la wriggle out. :D

aiyah yawns. i wonder if i can go there tmr. it's my last day there man D:

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Monday, August 6, 2007

zzz sian. stupid fever strikes.
D:
i knew it the moment i was freezing in the lab. and while everyone's feeling cold as well, i was completely shivering.
._.

eh i tell you IMCB is cool k!
first saw pris outside that building and we talked for awhile. then she told me that valerie was still at tiong. wow. xD
in the end, beishan was even later than valerie la! LOL.
so we walked into the building out of boredom.
then we walked out. ._.
too quiet le. *shivers*

eh we got this pass. damn cool lo. the building right, you dont have the pass you cannot go in! unless you intend to break in.
then like tap and the door opens!

then our lab? it's like the door is automatic one sia. it's damn cool la. you wave your hand in front of the sensor, and it opens!
tell me that's like cool?
and then our like so called instructor. there are quite a few.
but one of them is like super funny la. and lame. so we keep laughing at his comments.

yay we tmr can go see zebrafish le. woohoo.
i think it will be super cool la.
except for the fact that i'll be running a fever and feeling uncomfortable. hope my immune system can fight wheee.
must got the what phagocytes monocytes and whatever white blood cell there is. then got antibody also xD
lols.

for a person who's sick, im damn high.

(i wonder how much i got for bio. :/ )

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Sunday, August 5, 2007

*melody plays in my head*

wheee how happy can a person get? the answer is very.

booo how sad can a person get? naturally, the answer is very as well.
D:

you know what? im not going to schl from mon-wed la. so im going to miss all those lessons.
hey im dumb. i cant afford to miss any lessons alright?
and then somemore somemore!

and chuashixian aka brother aka clarinets SL : D said this "are you crazy peanut girl?"

D: ohman i din know.
i cant go band and perform on wed! D: like whatthehell. just when im starting to like.. look forward to performances ahaha. it's been a long while since we had one k. okay maybe not so long, but still.. D: and this is special k. it's like funny la we'll play national anthem in frnt of whole schl and become from concert band to choir band lol ._.

AHHH.
on the other hand tho, IMCB! hmm hope it'll be fun. heard that it's fun. :D
zebrafish you know? i dont even know what they look like ><
hahah ohwells i will know on mon.

AHAHA im high now wheee.
meanwhile there's all those test results i wna know and those notes im gna miss out on. i hope someone kind will lend me his/her notes when i come back. ><

BEISHAN! my dearest lab partner will be with me on these 3days tho. that's a nice thing :D
she's damn amusing and she will make me enjoy my practicals. ;D

I'LL MISS BEING WITH 3I FOR THREE FULL DAYS AND MISS BAND FOR ONE PRAC AND ONE PERFORMANCE AND MISS KLARINUTS FOR THREE FULL DAYS AS WELL! sobs.

ahahah i seriously think im high now. :D
tata :D

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Friday, August 3, 2007

yawns.

just went je with the usual gang. (:
it had been a while since i went out with them to have dinner after band.

din really get what i wanted/expected. i dont know. havent really looked at it yet dont know where i went wrong. could have gotten better i s'pose.

it felt great to be on the train with the two shixians. hahah i tell you they are lame people.
we have great plans for the future :D

just realised i cant perform for national day! cuz of bio attachment. and then i have to miss some lessons too. gta wait till thurs to know my results for the various tests TT

ohman. wrong time sia. was starting to think it's gna be fun and all for the performance and now i cant perform D:

chem test was like. freak out cuz i thought the residue got mixed inside the filtrate and then the whole thing went wrong or smth. so i redo then in the end found out that it's not wrong. it's just a little more blue. ._. grah wasted some time there.
then i was smart k. shant explain ahah. but yeahs i was smart. :D
(i spilled some soln on my pinafore. ohman sucks leh. now it's like.. BLUE? TT )

aiyah yawns so tiring.

no more doubting. we will do our best yeah.

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Wednesday, August 1, 2007

ohoh!

cca leaders.

firstly band!
xueqiang and sylvia

now for people i know.
i just realised there are like thousands of 2f people and 3i people altogether who are cca leaders la!

well im not sure if this list listed down every single one of them my memory aint that good.

2f
yeeshuang
charlotte
yonghong
qianhui
sylvia

3i
qianhui hahah yeaps
zhengyang

we cheered like SOT. xD

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it revolves around silence.

it had been for a period now,
and it's still going.

i'd hate to stop it,
but after all, it's kinda unbearable.

**

who says majority of teens hide behind a mask they painted?
come`on. everyone knows that it's only 0.00000000000000000000000...1% of teens who dont.

yeah dont deny. it's true.
how sad of the society now. our environment, our surroundings,
everything that influences us.

we talk emo during cid now. &so far, it might be the most interesting topic i've ever come across out of the other cid groups.
but i dont deny, this cid sucks. i really cant imagine why they gave us cid groups that were far more (i cant believe im saying this) fun than those they gave us now.

**

ohwells this period of time proved to be a hard one for me,
not like my life has been any better before,
but then again...
(yeahs you get it)

nopes noone exactly understands. that's just exactly what saddens me the most.

it's not the physical pain that hurt me,
it's what i felt inside.

it's those exact words you told him,
it's from those exact words i realised you dont even give a hoot about understanding.
you insist on your own reasoning,
and while i have my own faults,
you never did think about yours do you?

im not a crazy human being who dont talk things out.
i can. im not mad. (perhaps in terms of appetite, i do agree. but definitely not on opinions and values in life)
i can even start to understand what you said, what he said.
but then,
did anyone think about the emotional hurt i felt?

**

phy test went (i have no comments i seriously dont)
it's like those type of tests you cant have any definite answer about it, whether you would be able to get a good grade or not.
it's not as if the society nowadays value the process and not the result tho.
too bad for you if you get a bad grade.

i thought i did badly the other time, but it came out much much worse than i expected.

i dont have to explain the tears,
it's not just because im stressed,
it's not as simple and as an outsider you have no right to come and probe into why.

**

this is starting to turn into some ridiculous &emo post.
&then alvina would come interview me instead for cid. ^^
lols. im not that extreme tho.
i wouldn't want to bring a knife and carve stuff on my arm and laugh at the blood and wounds that come along with it.
i've gotten over mild depression once im not going to sink in again.

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