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- JENNIE(:
cant trust you,

cant trust me too.


GRANT ME THREE WISHES

Or maybe more, because greed's like, human nature? =D

Material
♥ WHAT MORE CAN I WISH FOR (:

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♥ WHAT MORE CAN I WISH FOR (:

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Tuesday, October 30, 2007

it's
friends forever
or
friends or never.

**

one thing's for sure,
everyday's becoming a routine,
&routines, suck.

lectures,
lectures,
lectures,

actually lectures aint that bad :D
i prefer them to lessons leh!
heh, unless i cant keep up with the pace that is,
then a class would be much better.

anw, today dont have cheena,
and i was glad,
because i swear im like bored to death ytd,
for cheena.
swear okay?

sighs,
did i really score that bad for cheena?
zzz,
plus,
is she biased or smth?
>:(
they say chers will choose who's not that good to go for cheena yknw,
and if she doesn't like you, too bad for you sia.

okay good anw there's no cheena,
but there's the usual problem,

erm, got despo ba?

zhiyi and liangshixian rocks yeahs ^^
i love them to bits and pieces i swear.

anw, after their 2b mates were gone,
the three of us walked around vivo,
and had loads of fun,
window shopping and stuff,

haha,
i spent loads today!
bought zhiyi her bday pressie ^^
hope she likes it :D
(i was totally giving myself away hahaha)
sorry for belatedness tho,
:/

and liang and liang!
yknw, we bought this bone like long long thing supposed to be some keyboard thing,
but got a zip ma,
and besides it was real cute,
so we bought it at 3 for 10$,
and shall use it as a pencilbox xD
i swear it's big like mad k :D
spent 5$ each,
gna give the last one to (heh, but i doubt she will read this) chuashixian!
xD

liang said she's gna be surprised, cuz we're giving it to her for nthg!
^^
LOL.

aww man, thank goodness there was no good movie anw, otherwise i would have FORCED zhiyi so that all three of us can watch movie (at that time it was still kinda early yeahs ^^ )
haha, with the help of liang of course.
she was the one who suggested a movie ^^

had loads fun, &i think there's smth wrong with me and pooh.
i had my hands on every single pooh i swear ._.

zhiyi kept warning me ^^

ahwells anw, ccs rocks btw :D
im still crazy over sakura and li :D

sighs,
i bet it's gna be a boring day tmr.

(ohoh, additional part. loves to zhiyi for lending me her cube! im getting better at it i guess. can even do one side now ._. okay that's like no biggie compared to pros, but still, im pretty proud of myself ^^ )

swing swing ;
8:21 PM;

Sunday, October 28, 2007

be strong?

**

those two words can be used on me?
wow.

if there's one thing im not,
it's strong.

i break easily,
i fall easily,

sometimes, though,
i was the reason everything falls,

while at other times,
i cant exactly say the same.

be strong?
nopes,
that cant be right,

i am strong,
just not strong enough to withstand everything that collapses,
just not strong enough to put on a brave front,

have alot of stuff on my mind,
just cant seem to let go,

two times i've heard,
to not bottle things up,

i'd rather,
since i have the choice,
i'd rather,
since things aren't that easy.

wishes i had the control,
wishes there were things i could change or replace,

but i'd slap myself,
because,
just by wishing,
i aint thinking for those people who actually envy me,
those who actually have a life that is so short it gets destroyed in just a second,
or perhaps a few years, that's short enough,

i guess i have to be contented,
right?

swing swing ;
8:22 PM;

Saturday, October 27, 2007

the forgotten truth,

**

just had a row with bro again,
over his practice math paper,

i guess i was feeling sour over having to help him when i obviously had other better things to do,
(that was a childish thought, but still, yeahs..)
&it din really help when i was still feeling snappy over what happened earlier,
plus my bro wasn't cooperating alot,

*snaps*

anw,
whoever heard of a girl who hates to shop?

well, i have,
and that girl was surprisingly,
me.

it's getting tiring, having to go out,
and running the risk of getting humiliated,

at least you dont know the people there,

im glad enough i dont bring her to places where there will be people who knows me,
or whom i know,

or perhaps having to coincidentally meet someone when you're with her,

either way,
it's unpleasant,
it has always been.

it's time to get a life,
but can i?

lols,

swing swing ;
5:24 PM;

Friday, October 26, 2007

think it's enough motivation, but am i gna keep on going? or get tempted to walk another path, again.

**

3wishes, what will they be?
3wishes, 1, 2, 3,

ohgosh why am i singing to a hi-5 song?

anw,

piano,
sustain,
prove,

right now,
great friends (that, i have.)

good,
i've put down everything,

now it's time to move on,
&start to prepare,

time for anime (:

swing swing ;
7:43 PM;

Thursday, October 25, 2007

it's a very very very unpleasant habit that we have,

**

i've never realised how much i hate boredom,
not until today, that is.

discovered the wonders of a rubik cube,

&perhaps how a really depressing mix of emotions could be gotten rid of when you've got the nicest friend in the world,
&a really nice companion too, to attempt to kill your boredom with when you are stuck with a job stamping (STAMPING! i cant believe i got sick of STAMPING! i used to LOVE stamping, like MAD, i tell you. ohgosh, how can i HATE stamping?!)
and watching two particular cheena presentations over and over and over again,

(even when you find them kinda interesting at first, to your shock,)

yeahs, life is rockingly cute till you wna take a knife (well, a knife will imply hatred, right?)

i actually spent some time getting addicted to erjie's rubik cube,
and stared at the cube and her hands as she does everything within a few twists and turns.
heh she taught me the trick too! (or maybe one of the trickS ba.)
just that i dont quite get it,
maybe i need the practice?
i want a rubik cube ^^

ohoh, have i mentioned that my craze for flying fingers is back again?
i've gotten surprisingly sick of my 6games in that samsung phone,
and am actually missing the game i love the most ^^

change back?
hahah, maybe. i shall consider ^^

nice time at the lib too, with 3i girls.
they mostly read manga all the way,
while i had difficulty finding the greatest books ever,
until later, and even then, the books i found weren't THAT great.

ohwells,
be sad.
be very sad.

oh have i mentioned that i saw TWO old friends of mine?
wow, one looked unrecognisable,
and the other, well, looked tall. even taller than the last time i saw him which was on teacher's day when i went back to pschl.
._.

(why do i get the feeling that everyone's destined to be giants while im fated to be a little elf?)

ohplease, i aint that short.
i shouldn't underestimate my height,

(except for the fact that statistics have shown im shorter than average, at my age.)

boohoo D:

swing swing ;
6:58 PM;

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

until i am prepared again,

swing swing ;
6:46 PM;

Monday, October 22, 2007

i swear im wondering why im so worked up on some freaking oral exam of my bro's.

i wonder why im helping that ungrateful brat in the first place.

some tip that i got from my teacher in pschl was to
start the whole thing by saying what the picture shows,

(since he's p1, maybe using simpler words will work.)
"This is a picture showing (hmm..) a family on the beach."

ya, smth like that &he might get full marks alr ._.

and then talk about the weather,
and move in an organised pattern &not jump around the whole picture in a haphazard manner as if your pants are on fire ._.

hey wait, i thought the whole point was teaching him, not getting into a freaking argument with him?
&ohgosh, i even got scolded after TRYING to help.
wheee i was so happy okay? (practically snapping now, so you could see the sarcasm in that particular remark.)

i havent even brought my point across when he started to scream,

oh btw, you're losing out because i've got loads of great tips and i did pretty well in MY oral last time, after awhile.

just because you're p1 doesn't give you the excuse.

ohwells, i guess i should help him later so tht i wouldn't be accused of being an immature sister who wouldn't help her bro even if someone points a gun to my head.

but right now, it's my book and me &nthg else.

swing swing ;
8:59 PM;


the same piano,
the exact portal,

&the string that held their love together.

**

perhaps im just dreaming eh?
what exactly happened today was kinda o.o

firstly, i just knw im trudging to schl, wondering why my life can be so damn messed up.
&then i knw that our classroom is temporarily CO room, (not band room D: )
&lastly i knw that mrteo let us watch secret,
(which was really really WHEEE~! )
i remembered i wanted to watch with zhiyi but had no chance.

okay firstly, that was really nice of him hahah,
in the end, math lesson, and then english, and then pe too.
we had free period watching secret,
and then fooling around with songs songs and more songs,

i cried by the way,
it was so goddamn saddening.

ohgawd,
i can still hear the melody of all tunes that were played on the piano.

**

wheee so that's it.

we had bio after that which was kinda stupid it was the only stupid part of the day, we did food tests. which thankgoodness, i felt that i could do it for once.
hello, it's bio prac,
normally i dont really put in effort oops. :/

was lab partner with haiwheee haha she was damn nice she drew the lines of the table for me.
while i washed up, oh damn have i mentioned how much im obsessed with washing up now? o.o
no really. it's like washing up is nice you keep scrubbing and whatever.
(oh you must think im mad now.)
yeahs, right. i dont like washing up, for one simple reason,

i hate getting my hands all wet and wondering what chemicals might still be on my hands (somehow i just thought that way although i know it's water and it will wash whatever chemicals off.)
and my watch?
HAH that dumb watch.
it gets wet and i have to put it into my pocket,

sighs, that's kinda irritating when you feel a wet mark on your arm yknw.
&it's evaporating.
._.

ohgawd then it was SO time to go have fun.
we went to huiyuan's house!

HAHAHA ohmygoodness :D

we played the old drum game again, cuz the new one doesn't seem to work again.
D:

so anw, my team won :D

hahah it was nice la, we had really loads of fun.

then after that was the other game,
dont know whatever game la,
is fight one.

i wasn't interested, then tried playing for once since i felt bored.
got addicted in the end ._.

so HAHAHA i only lost 1 out of 4 games i played.
i lost to.. ohshit who did i lose to?

i think i won jiayi though, and i particularly remember my last game, winning anna :D
hahaha please! she played so many times alr and i think she's great at the lian da part and plus she knws her character's combo ba.
hahaha i just keep attacking her xD
(din knw what i was doing tho, just kept pressing the buttons and going crazy.)
i din even knw that i won, couldn't believe it. cuz anna's so pro. hahaha!
was stunned when i saw her dead ._.

played with serming once too.
i think he's the one i lost to ba.

i played with AYEEE :D twice.
hahahaha wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

anw, serming got a dumb chick again from the machine.
xD

anw, i lost to junyi twice for yan zhou (i think.)

anw, im pretty sad that tomorrow might not be a good day tho,
dont know. just have this bad feeling bout it.

swing swing ;
6:59 PM;

Sunday, October 21, 2007

now i dont even know if i can make it for klarinutz chalet.

*bawls*

i feel bored,
to the extent that i feel a little urge to go to the wall and bang my head against it.

of course,
i gta start telling myself im not an idiot,
and the urge will go away.

wheee, (i think i sound like an idiot though.)

please please let me find some more good books tomorrow, i cant live without good books and entertainment sources,

(&please let some miracle happen so that at least my birthday might be spent nicely and everything. i pity my brother.)

(&please let things like yo-yo disappear from the face of the earth in my life.)

i want a bigbig plushie to hug tonight! D:

swing swing ;
8:35 PM;


currently obsessed with getting rid of what i loved,
&adding hatred into my already hatred-filled life.

**

realised smth,
when im hungry,
and i NOTICE im hungry (cuz sometimes i dont, then i dont eat, so in the end im the all skin and bones freak i am right now.)

i get GRUMPY.

very GRUMPY.

._.
i start getting irritated over stuff.

ahwells, im gna go eat soon, so hope the irritation and whatever goes away soon.

i feel real bored btw,
listening to songs, and then after awhile,
actually close the whole damn thing and walk off!
ohmy,

not very good books (for my taste that is.)
cant entertain me for very long,

in fact,
they irritate me even more.

lols.

i suppose i should stop blogging now eh?
damn sian.

swing swing ;
1:21 PM;

Friday, October 19, 2007

&it's all because of you,

**

huili huili huili~
hahaha ohno im not supposed to say i love her she will whack me for that D:

-

the morning was another lying encounter,
&i gladly had big breakfast from mac for breakfast (duh. ._. )
while doing the damn zuowen.

met up with huili afterwards at the busstop in front of the schl,
kinda bored while i listened to 987fm,
&huili told me she was going to be a little late hahaha,
ohwells she sang a song for me via sms though!
it was so super cute hahaha.

she arrived and i went into schl to put our zuowens into her pigeon hole then i scurried out again
we took 97 which came like immediately xD
and both of us played :D

we walked terribly fast when we alighted and saw haiwei,
who says that she has waited forever (we were late, and she doesn't see anyone else xD )
turns out the rest were in POPULAR.
._.

haha i was so stunned that jifang and bozhi came!
haha although we kinda din really talk to them much but then it was so nice that they came!
we had some great fun :D

whole bunch of us (noisily) walked to sciencecentre hahaha
lols, we were a noisy bunch, yes we were.

sakura restaurant kinda rocks :]
though it was kinda like my first time eating there and im kinda like a noob.
dont usually eat buffet y'see.
whole family seems to 'avoid' buffet for a pretty long period of time,

haha i love their eclair!
mygawd rocks k!
and then there were loads loads loads stuff and everything just came and rock rock rock!
okay i shall say the icecream pebble, since i cant possibly say everything rock.
choc mint icecream tastes like toothpaste, &i dont like.
mocha pebbles tho!
:D

changed after that, really desperately, cuz we were going to arcade next and i cant possibly wear schl u alrightie? ._.
besides,
i am such an INNOCENT LITTLE girl.
wearing schl u makes me feel like i pon schl okay!
which is totally not true D:
boo D:

waited for a rather long time for a card to be available,
and played dont know what game
like o2jam,
like flying fingers,
that kinda game.
hahaha there were 9buttons y'see?
and then there were more than 8people at first,
so we were thinking each person take 1, and i wanted to take 2!
HAHAHA,
in the end found zilie but he din want to play D:
&we dragged for a pretty long time before we settled down on playing,
&THERE WERE ONLY 5CENTS LEFT IN THAT DUMB CARD D:

...

sighs everyone started to debate going to huiyuan's house or imm,
LOL.
until it was decided that it was getting late so huiyuan's house was striked off D:
went imm and completely WHEEE there.

i saw this baby pooh plushie kinda cute and COMPLETELY attractive.
but hey,
what can i do with it?

rather buy a keychain or whatever then i can use it right.
besides, bday pressies!
heh :D mygawd then i will be jumping for joy :D
(kexin said she buy for me, haha but perhaps she was just kidding la. but anw, we saw this real ugly pooh bear okay! and we were commenting bout it.. okay that's not the point.)

hahaha we pretty much rock until i really had to go.
&huili was super nice! she bought her sweettalk and when i rushed off she simply followed me hahaha.

(i love huili :D )

hey i din say that, i typed that out.
:D

today was a fun day, :]

&i love 3i :]
part of them, at least.

**

btw,

HAPPY BDAY :D
YOU CRAZY 7 YEAR OLD BRO.
:D

swing swing ;
7:46 PM;

Thursday, October 18, 2007

whisper,
into my ear-
&tell me,
everything's gna be okay.

**

i aint really okay today.

when i wasn't crying until my eyes became so bloody red,
i was frowning away like somebody whose dearest dog just died,
or pretending to zihigh for abit and became hysterical soon after.

just wasn't feeling very good.

it was during cheena lesson that the idea that my schl really sucks hit me.
after cheena lesson i was kinda controlling not to burst out into tears,
and then went to the toilet with toiletmate &labpartner,
and we completely screamed our heads off with how unfair we thought everything was.

15 cheena compos to write during the hols,
haha.
i like that.
in fact,
i LOVE that.
smiles-

yknw, if you guys wna give us less misery,
at least hand out every single damn paper and go through them before our tear duct dried up yeah?
rawr, i SO dont like my tears.

crazy i was a terrible mess alright.
math lesson was kinda okay after i bawled my heart out in the toilet,
was alone so i felt kinda better, and it din really hurt that much anym.

of course i would never really want to jump down some damn building and end my life,
i've gotten past that stage.

but still, the idea was rather tempting and it sorta reminded me of the reason why i even thought of doing that in the first place last time.
(and almost did it btw, i was THAT mad.)

oh noway, mychoy's "speech" of some sort set me thinking,
it was mad,
real mad,

lalala im happy now anw.

**

told haiwheee stuff about book2 of diary of a crush,
those crazy stuff.
was rattling away like some idiot,
i've decided she was one of those people who i can just talk like mad in front of.
:]
while for some people, i cant talk a single thing.
which was pretty sad since sometimes i dont think the friendships between us aint that bad.

anw, that deardear borrowed the book from me heh :D
ohmygawd i was so glad to hear that she actually read those kind of books man!
haha,
but it's kinda addictive i guess :]

i hope tmr's class outing would be rocking :D
3i completely cheered me up,
or more specifically,
some 3i girls :]

biscuits from huili
gave out some to haiwei, huiyuan,
and then i was like OHMYGAWD I WANT!
huili : yes jennie you can have one.
and i took one :D
anna was waiting for hers.
huili took out one biscuit and then,
huili : yes i can have one.
XD!
and anna was like super super dudiao as she watched huili pop the biscuit into her mouth xD

HAHAHA i tell you these bunch of girls,
i love them loads,
it's like im supposed to put a smile on everytime im with them.

i was quite perky and whatever,
mentioned haiwheee just now cuz we went to the lib tgt.
haha and ate koba tgt,

i've decided.
i really would put in an effort to put on a grin everytime,
&that's when the hurt will go away.

swing swing ;
7:38 PM;

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

ohgawd i've got to stop crushing on that book like i did on 'major crush'

**

how surprising was that eh?
WOW you've suddenly become the one who's shouting and whatever.
did aliens like kidnap you and send some alien like creature to earth which looks just like you to fool us?

WOAH.

**

ohwells i feel so screwed anw,

cid went well/not well/...
OKAY i would like to say NOT WELL AT ALL.
since i completely nervous like mad and screwed up the whole thing,
and it wasn't only me who suffered in the end.
SOPH TOO! mygawd in the end she din have enough time to say her part :/
apologised and apologised to her after the whole thing &was feeling kinda upset until i had my book with me.

sighs, how screwed can life get?

especially when a yo-yo appears into your life and you just cannot stop stop stop thinking.

i think im not focused enough.
might as well give up,
and really wait.

**

there's been a general urge to shout at everyone.
like,
rawr.

ohwells.

swing swing ;
6:41 PM;

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

the art of coming but not too much, &going so that it wont really be too unpleasant, is easy for you to say, but really,
the hardest ever to master.

**

ohgawd,

twinkle twinkle little star, you're my dear, yes you are.

can i slap myself or smth.
stars have always been my dear(s),
i din have to say that one more time.

(being dumb here)

swing swing ;
11:21 PM;


i feel restless without a niceee book,
rawr.

btw, beware.
this particular post will make me sound like a really really really whatever girl fixed with mentalities about bgr, so you really better not read this hahaha.

**

yknw, dylan's such a jerk,

(why do guys all act like that anw?)

he went out with another girl, supposedly his new girlfriend,
just to make his supposedly ex girlfriend JEALOUS.

what a jerk tsk.

oh but that edie's not much better either.
i think she's a bit of a (the b word) yknw.
there was simon,
and nat (WHO WAS A GAY._. omgawd and he was one of her bestest friend ever and i din know that he's a GAY until much later in the book. nono she had nthg with nat, just that he's her friend that's all. a very close friend okay.)
and carter

WHO WAS A COMPLETE JERK ALRIGHT?
>:(

he completely treated edie like a toy alright.
completely completely! im super angry D:
rawr just to keep her away from dylan whose new girl was carter's sister._.
wthell! dylan doesn't even love veronique D:
why cant he and edie be tgt then? rawr.

oh not to mention dylan too of course.
they had a completely happy ending. it was kinda lame,
dylan decided he really aint being himself with veronique and since that bitch completely slapped him and whatever him im not surprised he ditched her.
HAH TO YOU, VERONIQUE.
:D

ohoh simon's story was funny.
you should have read that less than one page part.

edie so so so wanted to find out bout dylan and veronique that she asked simon (who was dylan's best friend) out so that she could squeeze answers out of him.
turned out that they both got drunk at a bar and then made out ._.
say wow ohmygawd this story really sucks to the core.

THERE'S A LES TOO ALRIGHT?
to complete everything.
lols there's grace, poppy's sister, who's 15 and (i think) 'in love' with edie.
O.O

lols ohmygawd the supposed to be censored parts in the book alright?

heh i particularly like this line.
goes smth like this :

yknw, if you continue to treat me like a yo-yo, i've decided my string will break someday.

hahaha.

one more one more. edie's pretty upset during the period of time dylan was with the veronique bitch,
that she actually got despo and started asking her MOM for opinions. (hey that was in the book yeah, i dont actually call telling your mom bout this type of stuff despo.)
and her mom said smth like this :

i know dylan's your very first dear, and it's gna be hard to forget bout him, but do move on yeah?

and she wrote in that dumb diary of hers :

yay way to go mom.

HAHAHA.

ohmy im so so so carried away with this book sia.

ohmy seriously, i really wna read the first and third book as well.
it's horrible that i have to read the second one yknw. (this book's the second. it's a series y'see.)

WAHAHA im so going to the lib someday and hunt and spend hours in the lib reading those books okay!

wheee,
im so into romance stories now :D

swing swing ;
7:28 PM;

Sunday, October 14, 2007

&i bet losing my mind during the process comes along with the sacrifice and letting you go ;

**

was feeling lousy,
DAMN LOUSY.
dont know why, kinda emo-ed,
when i attempted to delete some files in my comp cuz i thought that it was cuz my comp too loaded with stuff i cant install cmap ._.
looked through chat logs.
kinda thought back about why i always tell myself to do it and then gave up on it.
i was damn guai1 at the beginning of the year!
and then i started skipping hmwk o.o
and do it and do it till i kinda went overboard :/

rawr. that explains why im getting lousy grades yeah?
i always realised my mistakes when i look through assignments and everything.
&it's true, for example physics,
you do need the practice.

math? yes. you need it too, and i kept skipping hmwk for drawing graph D:

chem? i understood everything after i even glanced at my notes._.

i really regret. but what can i do?
it happens to me every year.

rawr. dont lose yourself la._.

deardear cheered me up!
she sent me one of the nicest songs ever in the drum game.
DAMN NICE DAMN NICE ^^

haiwhey i love you :D

**

it's back to square1,
where i left you,
when i had other goals,

**

i guess it's better if i stayed silent.
or zihigh. like before.
zihigh everyday,
at least it's happier that way.

swing swing ;
4:45 PM;

Saturday, October 13, 2007

:D

windows live messenger is finally back wheee.
i dont know why the hell i couldn't sign in anym,
until my mommy gave me a great idea to delete the whole program and reinstall it._.

discovered windows live messenger beta 8.5 along the way,
pretty. :D

sighs, now i feel bored all over again.

**

ooh beautiful soul by jesse.
promised to sing with heling one.

&just gave out chocs from heling,
some people left before i gave out,
so there are still some here.
unless you guys want me to eat your share,
better come get it from me xD

alumni concert,
rawr,
please chua go go?
nobody else's going, then i not going le.

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11:09 AM;

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

.
.
.

**

im sorry gim, if you read this,
i just wna tell you,
im really sorry.

felt kinda guilty after i said i dont wna take pic,
just kinda freaked out cuz i hate taking pics sometimes,
><

but i din know what came over me,
usually i will want to take pics if it's really meaningful one ><

im super super sorry ><

**

din take pics with wenhui and gim before
><
really dont know what's wrong with me man zzz.

i will make it up to you someday,

**

heling made these uber cute lil cards for every one of us sec3s klarinutz,
and these chocs too!
i was kinda o.o at the idea of her buying anything for us,
since she had really helped us alot and there isn't really any need,
sighs.
zhiyi uber touched,
i also.
and those cards were uber cute alright?

dar still ask me how,
cuz our pressie for them have to be given at a delayed date.
tsk.

**

played hangman with serming and anna during hist class,
since cher din come.
neopets._.
then HAPPYBIRTHDAYTOYOU~
and then alot of other random stuff.

fish &chips today ^^
rocks.

tried the uniform.
HAH, chaos.
lols, and most probably i'll be wearing s ba.
like duh._.

and the skirt too.
but size s for the skirt is like too small for me according to cons o.o
i think maybe it's cuz of the pinafore and my shorts inside ba.
lols!

man >< i havent tried the pe t yet.
doesn't look pretty to me._.

ahwells, there you go.
hey, dont you even dare to say im badmouthing rv in a way.
i din.

(our school rocks! ^^ )

lols, there you go.

**

cid?
hah throw it away ya?
i feel sian alr.

gameboy-ing. i think im addicted? ._.
helping my bro, then after that getting addicted.
HAH,
lets go wheee :D

eh damn lame._.

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5:46 PM;

Tuesday, October 9, 2007

was pretty moody today,
to the extent that if i continued being like this everyday,
soon,
everyone will run away from me.

no im not scary in that ooh im scary sense, im scary cuz i damn emo.

lols.

it was till english i started to feel better,
with our dearest teacher showing us a movie :D
okay i tell you i was damn slow.
HELLO, THINK PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN? (eh whatever la, until now i still dont know how to spell or pronounce that word correctly. im dumb yeah?)
lols.

sighs, then was emo again,
until band.
went kinda crazy kind of high.

with zhiyi's FEENAY :D
i think i will NEVER stop laughing HAHAHA.
i love zhiyi :D

the two shixians rock too haha they made my day :D

and of course there's veng and farah i poked them today hahaha.

then there's candy,
who amuse me,

and i guess i still have to say i miss claire alot D:
alot alot,

&im gna miss alot of people soon,

our cards,
our effort,
gone, perhaps due to lack of planning,
and plus dragging the deadline D:

there's still hugs,
i guess that will be fine.

breakdown confirm,

ZZZ emo again.

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8:42 PM;

Monday, October 8, 2007

tell yourself everything's fine now ;

**

&im a victim of my own lies,
it's ridiculous.

really,

zzz forget it.
im supposed to live like that everytime anw,

dont take the risk,
because for all i know,
it's 99.999... % chance that i will never be able to succeed,
&im not exagerating.
really.
i really aint no good when it comes to talking sense to people,
much less insane people.

aint there any sense left in this bit of my life anym?
._.
zzz.

RAWR,

btw,
my new comb's cute.
it's winnie the pooh again, &it's yellow (:
haha &i'd say the sparkly part is sparkling nice :D

hey, i'd have to add in bits and pieces of happy parts no matter what._.

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6:23 PM;

Sunday, October 7, 2007

damn fed up okay?

zzz.

it's a rainy day,
&i dont like rainy days.

you knw tht dont you?

anw, im real fed up.
zzz.

oh then again, pokemon-ing all day long is kinda nice.
._.

have i mentioned how fed up i am?

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1:48 PM;

Saturday, October 6, 2007

lols,
im surprised at how people change.
rly surprised.

look at avril now._.

sighs,

i still dont rly like the songs in her latest album,

then again,
look at hilary._.

people change yknw,
and it's like for singers,
the songs they sing aint even nice anym.
how sad is that?

sian,
now everyone's over britney, some dont even know who she is,
not that i like her of course,
but yeah, her songs not bad la,
last time one.

im like a bored,
is this the after syndrome of the end of exams?
man, it's actually unpleasant yknw,
like im supposed to do smth but i aint.

bro's having exams soon,
i cant maple._.

minesweeper?
EEYER._.

other games?
cannot also wad,
later bro see then play how?
my fault sia.

ZZZ la.
go out also cannot.
(not unless with a lie,)

lets spell out sian again yeah,
it's
s
i
a
n

i cant believe such wonderful letters can form such an unpleasant word.
zzz.

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12:05 PM;

Friday, October 5, 2007

&im feeling pretty sourrr `bout it ;

**

quizquiz. :D
(lols hahah)

1.the person who tagged you is
huihui. hahaha. that siao chabor who called me a siao chabor LOL.

2. your relationship with him/her is
fellow 2f bansmen! 2funkists ;D

3. 5 impressions you have of him/her
crazy girl - ahah, i told you she's a siao chabor
sandwich - LOL. &im jelly sia.
not nice to poke - boo she will poke me back &she aint even scared of pokes! D:
partner for singing yi shi de mei hao - hahah we used to sing everytime la
comp lab partner - LOL she damn pro in comp stuff la

4. the most memorable thing he/she has done for you
LOL she made this flash animation for me yknw! ask me to cheerup :D

5. the most memorable words he/she has said to you
ooh. smth along the lines of :
"you dont cheerup i'll pull down your pants and whack your ass."
actually she wrote that down, ahaha.

6. if he/she becomes your lover, you will
AHAHA laugh like sot everyday to make her dudiao

7. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be
hey stop calling me siao chabor you siao chabor, (xD)

8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will
poke her everyday until she reverses her immune-ness to pokes

9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be
she lives in the other end of the earth, which is ._. so she will never become my enemy :]

10. the most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is
heh dont know? talk about stuff lo.

11. your overall impression of him/her is
SIAO CHABOR!

12. how do you think people around you will feel about you
erm,
emo.
D:

13. the characteristic you love about yourself is
i dont love myself,
otherwise ego,
&i dont ego :D

14. on the contrary, the characteristic you hate about yourself is
i dont love myself,
but i din say i hated myself._.

15. the most ideal person you want to be is
ahaha yknw, you shouldn't ask too many questions.
otherwise people call you busybody then you know xD

16. for people that care and like you, say something to them
WHEEE.
(&the following is quoted from constance._. )
i know, i care and like myself too :D

17. pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you
aiyoh why so mafan one ar? xD
anw, i see any name in my links then i type hor :D

1. haiwheee
2. helinggg
3. AYEEE
4. sexymama xD !
5. vengvenggg
6. chairrr :D
7. huiyuannn
8. dar
9. char
10. qianh

who is no.6 having a relationship with?
zhiyi? haha she's having a relationship with me la. we are steading ya? dont you dare steal her away from me!

is no.9 a male or female?
charlene? FEMALE! and she's the best singer ever i swear.

if no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
huiyuan and qianhui? hahaha both of them are hardcore muggers! and they're tgt in the same class what :D

what is no.2 studying about?
heling? hahah she's studying crapology. i love her alright? for her lamest comments and her entertaining jokes (:

when was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
chat? does playing with her and exchanging sarca comments and high-ing with her count? we did that today. xD

what kind of music does no.8 like?
liangshixian! she's into 987fm, like me, so i guess she's into english songs ba :D

does no.1 have any siblings?
haiwheee? ohno die i dont know! what i know is i'll gladly be that girl's sister hahah, she's such an entertaining person!

will you woo no.3?
jiayi? ohnono. whoever heard of a person woo-ing a flying bean anw? xD

how about no.7?
hahaha huiyuan? yeahsyeahs sure! tho she will lame diao at this hahaha. but she's clever &nice &everything! will have alot people woo :D

is no. 4 single?
hahaha sm? i dont know you ask him la. actually, why not? he's sexymama anw xD

what's the surname of no.5?
vengyi! korean fan sia! she's auvengyi :D

what's the name of no.10?
qianhui lo. haha ohya we classmate for at least 8years yknw! :D

what's the hobby of no.4?
sm ar? being lame lo. wood. xD

do no.5 and 9 get along well?
ooh they're in the same class now if im not wrong! haha dont know should be ba

where is no.2 studying at?
heling studying at rvhs la! lame q sia.

say something casual about no.1
HAIWHEEE! :D

have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
why do you think she's my dar then eh?

where does 9 live?
char? should be around cck that area ba,

what colour does no.4 like?
sm i dont know leh. hahah.

are no.5 and 1 best friends?
haiwei and vengyi, hmm im not sure if they know each other

does no.7 like no.2?
huiyuan like heling? one's from trombone one's from clar :D hahaha that's no link la.

how did you get to know no.2?
heling! rvconcertband! she's one of my dearest seniors ever :D

does no.1 have any pets?
haiwheee? i dont know. i just know she loves lumps xD

is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
HAHAHA huiyuan will definitely dudiao at this one xD

**

donedone!
awwman i feel so energetic ._.

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9:48 PM;


disclaimer : long post, pardon me, i can get rly carried away :]

**

&nobody wants to be lonely,
nobody wants to cry,

**

lols, lyrics.

eh..
i have this weird feeling inside,
like WHEEE EXAMS OVER!
everyone's like happy,

&im waiting for my results to come,
&im waiting to see whether some of my effort paid off.

im not planning to be too disappointed.

math today, was kinda zzz. i was tired, i was blur, and i've got weird answers &im rly scared they're wrong cuz of careless mistakes here &there.
i hope not,
cuz that was what happened to me ytd when i was doing some coordinate geog questions from amath txt.

lalala anw,
went to huiyuan's hse play drum!
:D

cons and ayee came along,
and boy, i swear.
those two girls are a bunch of funny girls.

cons SCREAMED in the bus, cuz jiayi collided into her.
HAHAHA i was stunned,
and everyone laughed after that.

huili scolded me D:
for being too noisy on the bus D:
but she said sorry later and pinched my cheeks AHAHA.
it's hard to be angry or sad with this girl alright.

was pretty sian diao all the way,
and i shared some fried kway tiao (?) with the crazy retarded girl (xD)
felt kinda noob lols shant elab.

EHEH! we were like MAD okay?!
i <3 drum game,
i <3 being a worm (o.o?)

&i DONT <3 not being mvp. D:
that stupid idiot sm never come,
cuz yknw, this time, the nicer drum game cd worked!
hahaha he keeps claiming it's anna and choonhoe whose presence made the cd not work.
I THINK IT'S HIM LUH HAHAHA!

YAYYAYYAY :D
please la we were jumping for joy?

ohoh, i've met my match for lian da,
there's the pro haiWHEEE who is best at lianda-ing with everything,
(im only good at lianda-ing with two keys D: so yan zhou sucks for me)
then i realise that ayee also quite pro!

both of them hand pain after playing tho._.
jiayi even got a bigbig blister D:

HAHAHA TODAY ROCKS. ^^

anw, gna miss sec4s i think today's their last day ba.
:/
i din know this day would come so soon,
it's the end of a series of two weeks of horrible exams,
and the beginning of a rather sad period of time D:

ZZZ SIAN. i feel full after eating choc waffle but i've got to eat dinner D:

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7:59 PM;

Tuesday, October 2, 2007

&im actually at home now hahaha.

kinda gets sian sometimes doesn't it?

sighs,

:DDDDD
i still think jiayi is high even though she keep saying she's not.
she made up all this idiotic monsters,
there's pink monster i think,
and black,
and orange,
and i think there's green too.
that's like idiotic.

she started talking,
and then im like "off the teevee"
and then she said it was a live concert,
so i said i left the concert hall,
and then one of the monsters was outside so it started talking to me._.
(that's dumb)
and i ran away,
and two monsters caught me,
WAHLAOEH.
jiayi is a lame bean i tell you i cant stand her idioticness,
xD

you know,
this would get more exciting if only they weren't here,

at least i could play around for awhile, like go mad or smth,
then start mugging,
would be much happier.

tmr's phy,
goodluck to me.
im aiming pretty high this time.

swing swing ;
1:00 PM;

Monday, October 1, 2007

wheee by the time it's over,
everything will be back to normal.

**

is it me? or am i starting to rhyme again?
heh, i guess i am.
those pschl days,
that very poem sparked off everything.
im so glad i can rhyme.
at least i dont talk gibberish.

eheh!
waterbabies are the most wonderful things ever!
jess bought some of the seeds or whatever, and then put in water. ahaha super rocks sia.
btw, xianglonn crushed one.
D:

man i cant wait for this crap to be over leh.
it's like creeping past,
slowly,
slowly.
i cant take it leh.

some scandals here &there once again,
and it's super fun in the lib i tell you,

'if you are _____, please press 1,
if you are ____, please press 2,
if you are... "
I TELL YOU DAMN CRAP.
beishan got me laughing like MAD.

anna too that banana.
jesslyn too la.
i tell you this whole bunch of people can make you laugh until your stomach pain until like cramp like that.
LOL.

i want a new pencilboxxx,
and some waterbabies to fascinate me when im bored,

;D

&im not missing you,
im not going thru the motion,
waiting &hoping you'd call me,
im not missing you,
you might have had me open,
but i must be going cus
i've got life to do,
i know im usually hanging on,
i used to hate to see you go,
but this time it's different,
i dont even feel the distance,
im not missing,
im not missing you :)

have i mentioned how lovable waterbabies are?

swing swing ;
6:04 PM;