wheee. i hereby conclude that flagday = begday (credits to hannah for crapping that up) and begday is only fun cuz you get to use those stickers and paste it on everyone, their hair, their backs, their bags, whatever!

amusing stuff that happened :
i asked around for donations and then this not so old lady yet she's not that young as well but ohwells..
she told me that she's old. and walked away.
._.

then there's this mother and her little daughter.
mother donated, daughter wanted to donate too and she took out 10cents from her small little pink bag. i said thankyou to them both and the little girl said 谢谢也是. HAHAHA.

then there's this person who apparently gave jiayi a small little ziplock bag kinda thing, there's like alot of five cents coin inside. total is 45cents. he/she just dumped it there and left jiayi stunned.
HAHAH funny la. lols.
and jiayi gave me 5cents or 10cents. she dumped the rest into her own tin.

i tell you people are amusing nowadays.

and there's one more.

this guy gave me a 2$ note and then said 辛苦你了，阿弥陀佛.
lols.

yay i got three 2$ notes altogether.

i tell you i love that traffic light place. next time jiayi and i shall ask for donations over there we dont care xD
got mac somemore so whenever you feel like slacking you can always go there and enjoy aircon and buy some food or whatever.

huili probably din notice that there's a sticker on her ponytail until she reached home.
done by meee :D
and her back too.
then there's jiayi as well. a sticker on her ponytail and on her back.
there's serming too! his hair, and his back.
i feel a sense of accomplishment.
nobody sabo-ed me tho muahaha.

lols.

aiyoh sian diao. D:

swing swing ;
11:43 AM;

flames to dust,
lovers to friends,
why do all good things come to an end?

nice tune. hahah i like. xD
nelly furtado again!
she's hot i tell u.
xD

no sorry im not gna be obsessed la hor. she's a FEMALE. im a female too. no way am i going to turn les.

**

eh abit sot la hor. these few days damn tired. REALLY REALLY tired k.
like.. go sleep not that late leh, but still very tired.
yawns.
D:

then keep taking the later bus.
grah. sucks can?
think it was YTD, i was almost late.
got so damn pissed off cuz the later bus came 10minutes late,
which resulted in me missing the buses93 which will make me reach schl early.
!@#$%^&*
ahah nopes that's not swearing. it's just a chain of symbols. :D
oh &then i still have to run perhaps 6rounds on the field, mug math, and settle other stuff.
how stupid man.
in the end i din get to run,
i din get to mug, only familiarise with formulae,
and i din get to settle stuff.
D:

everyone, please curse bus186.
sucks like hell.
it comes at the wrong time &you've gta make sure you wait 2hours earlier at the correct busstop to ensure that you're early.
yesyes 2hours.
it's really sot la. D:

enough complaining like some crazy typical singaporean.
xD

english lesson,
irony,
sarcasm,
stuff like that.
it's interesting, really.
and yeahs, lit rocks under the correct teacher.

if word spreads out that she _____,
ohno. xD
oops did i just say anything?
OKAY so now you have to reply with 'WHATEVER'!
:D

tata:D

swing swing ;
10:29 PM;

there's the tests coming,
&to tell you frankly, i haven't mugged.
at all.

goodluck to me luh.

sighs,

**

heritage day was okay. our class stall was a success. we had this fishing game, and the person/people who drew all those fish, their art rocks la!
like a HELL! WHATTHEHELL are you sure it's not found on the net and then printed out on a piece of paper and pasted onto the styrofoam?

wahseh. rocks like : D

oh &i kinda think our prizes abit dotdotdot. xD
people can fish so many in 1minute not bad leh!
LOL.
then i think only have sweets and marshmallows and stuff. xD

the grand prize is a little tigger which is like LOVES! ohman rocks.
cute like SOT can?!
sorry. but yeahs, you get my point, it's cute fullstop

&to think i actually thought of painting my face with the blue thingy to advertise.
NO NEED LUH. alot people came our stall yknw!

heh my seniors walked off. they bought tickets, see long queue, got kinda impatient or had other stuff to do, and walked off.
._.
ohman they din get to play. it's kinda nice actually.
if i had the chance to, i'd play. : D

**

i wonder if things had gotten better or worse,
no more roller coaster, going up and down, going left and right.
stable now,
tho im kinda missing all the action.
then there's the other roller coaster, going all the way up,

i really hope there will be no conflicts in the future.
:/
we are one big group, we are pretty close (that's really a very good thing in a big group) and lets just hope it stays that way.

**

headaches, you better stop bothering me.
i have other stuff i needa do, i dont want to entertain a stupid jerk like you.
waste my cells by hurting so much, waste my time for making me not able to do anything.
because of you, you idiot.
D:
at least you wna come you dont be so serious la. i can bear with a slight headache but not a bad one yknw.
GRAH.

i want my sleep ):

swing swing ;
5:48 PM;

it's a damn cold night
trying to figure out this life

wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
i dont know who you are
but im
im with you,

**

in com lab now.
gna mug later.
grah. damn sian these days. again. like, seriously whenever i WANT to pia for mugging and exams and tests and stuff,
i go real emo. &like.. frantic.

things are so unorganised. i cant find stuff until about five minutes later.

i need to buck up la.
like put everything in subj files just like in pschl
somewhat the two years i really stand out in there are p2, p4 and p6.
p6 only for CA1 though.
and i fell again.
i wna be like that again.
like.. maintain that as well.

got to really settle down.

i got emo with the bear on haiwei's pencilbox as well.
it's like any bear in the world has a spell on me.

sighs,

forever friends,
friends forever and a day,
you will always be there for me,
until the journey ends,
forever friends.

some song i sang in choir during my pschl days.
till now i can still remember the lyrics,
the lyrics we sang together,
the lyrics we used to smile and laugh about.

aww man.
dont emo la.

swing swing ;
4:31 PM;

Sleeping Outdoors

Under the dark is a star,
Under the star is a tree,
UNder the tree is a blanket,
And under the blanket is me.

by Marchette Chute

**

(:
koped this from my little brother's textbook.
wahseh. like lols. quite nice :D

aiyah too bad hor, we go obs, no blanket la.
otherwise hor, poem suitable for it leh!
then hor,
the poem never mention dogs one.
that night dogs bark like damn fierce la. then everybody scared. LOL!
aiyoh. super not like obs lo this poem.
but still, nice la.
(i still prefer it to mention some dogs. then will be super suitable for obs la.)

._.
dudiao xD

eh shyt i want to scan nehru pic in la! then will be super nice.

&hor. forget it la. thinking back, i dont really want a mascot in our watch. like what the guys said, what mascot? put one indian as mascot meh!
xD LOL!
aiyoh. but barker's bear is still cute.
haiwei dont let me hug it and still bleah me. D:

swing swing ;
4:53 PM;

chopchop shortshort sweetsweet.
obs. if the activities not in order nvm hor. cuz i kinda shortterm la cant remember. orh &if i never mention anything that's worth mentioning, people please tag and remind me :D

day1
nthg much. think we just got to know each other abit better. &we're called nehru k.
nehru &the nehnehs. :D
then at night we learnt how to pitch tent ba..
wheee &we got to sleep in the tent. with loads of mozzies -shivers
oh &there's this trust fall thing as well? it was pretty scary when you're up there but then once you tried it, it's actually pretty fun! im like the lightest in the group. they dont pull the thing also no diff.

"nehru are you ready, nehru ready nehru pull, fall in (?), fall on!"
woohoo rocks.

day2
eheh! alot of stuff.
got the belaying thing.

"am i on belay? no you aint, that's me, squeeze check, pull check"
yahoo.

then i think still got kayaking. damn scary me and garyim are afraid of water. cried like shyt ._.
then in the end, it turned out to be pretty okay luh. i trust my life jacket. (:
thanks nehneh for encouragement :D

day3
CRAZY SHYT. hated it like whatthehell.
land expedition. eh please lo.
no1 no nice food (yeaps you guessed it. worse food than before)
no2 no nice toilet (wah yucks man. you wna pee you pee in the bushes la. you wna shit you dig a hole with the shit spade and you shit and you bury your shit. like whatthehell man.)
no3 no nice place to sleep
i tell you there hor. only pigs can sleep. ._.
the rock like damn extra there la. ask them walk away also cannot luh since they have no legs.
anw i still sleep la. morning me and yingting scared charlene and garyim cuz we changed place. xD
ya la ya la i pig la.

SPECIAL THANKS TO ZILIE K. he helped me to carry my backpack can? wah whatthehell man i felt frigging guilty la! then he still say can one la can one la. WHERE GOT CAN LA STUPID SAI. TWO BACKPACKS LEH. D:
ohman.
TT i feel useless. why do i get headaches at the wrong time and trouble others man. D:

day4
sea expedition! ^^
rocks like sai. at first sleepy like hell since we had to wake up like damn early. pack here pack there rush here rush there hectic here hectic there in the end we were 20min early. wheee like super rocks.
there were nehru, barker &suisen. the whole group rocks la.
kayaking sucks. paddling damn tiring. aha but shuang like shyt.
then after that rain. WAH ASSHOLE. then the rain like frigging heavy can?
stuck in the mud. go all the way up to my knees.
whatthehell ._.
legA come out leg B go in. legB come out legA go in.
._.
the next time we set off i found two guys on my kayak.
one in frnt one at the back.
wheee. slacked like shyt.
haha i got two paddles in my hand la what you expect. ahah thanks to kexin and zilie i got rid of one paddle and started to paddle as well! wheee.
low kiwi one of the sea ex leader who's a noob and a navigator, kept asking us to like.. dont overtake them. i think we damn hiong la keep going in frnt.
then we started this timing thing. stopped paddling for awhile and wait for 2minutes before we started paddling again. xD
and we still managed to overtake.
see. MUAHAHA.
2guy power plus 1girl power equals to POWER LA! :D

my stupid wound on my feet. damn pain. stupid seawater.

now let us see what i found floating in the sea.
watermelon,
rotten durian,
oranges (thrown to kenneth zoey and daniel's kayak ._. damn funny la)
spoons,
whatever also have lo i tell you.

eh super nice la i want go kayaking again someday (:
but i still scared will capsize. -shivers

day5
LEAVE LE LEH! D: !
i super sad.
we not gna see instructor mauricette anymore, we not gna do things tgt anymore,we not gna have fun anymore. as a team, as we persevere, as we cheer, as we help and encourage one another.
as we work tgt towards a common goal.
D:
i will miss this 5day course.
alot alot alot.

"i've got peace like a river, i've got joy overflowing, i've got life everlasting in my soul.."

i will miss obs ):

extra stuff,
barker got mascot. bearbear. super cute! D:
serming keep calling me noob,
bozhi's omgawd ghost on our tree,
jesslyn's "extra" orange on our tree.
our tree rocks btw ;D

jiayi : eh jennie you sunburn ar?
jennie : nonono. i put blusher.
._.

our nehneh photo next time when i can upload i will put up. keep reading my posts k. so that you can see our nehneh photo. rocks super! :D

based on positions in photo :
zilie, zhengyang, ziwei, youwei, junwen, bozhi, jifang, daniel,
jesslyn, meijie, yingting, yanni, adna, MAURICETTE, jennie, garyim, charlene,

nehneh we rock forever.

i seriously wont forget this camp. (:
never ever.

swing swing ;
9:50 PM;

i finally finally finally completed my PI.
guess what. it sucks.
._.

obs is tmr. it lasts for 5days. which is like terrible horrible vegetable whatever table also can.
i come back, you see me from white to black la.
bbq la. might as well bbq me.
no diff.
chaota i tell you. confirm plus chop

eh mr mosquito. im very unattractive one hor. dont come near me. zzz.
._.

I DONT WANT OBS CAN. sucks like shyt. dont like to try smth new dont like to test out what i can actually do i love my bed i love my house i love my softtoys (lol) i love everything here. my comp too k.
byebye everyone for five days you will have to miss me it's just too bad.
i dont have a choice anw. TT

i dont want outdoor activities la. im an indoor type of girl.
so i can go indoor stadium! okay that was real lame.

eh harry potter rocks. HAHAHA RANDOM. (:

yay i shall see constance tmr she went o.o when she heard that.
xD

tata everyone. must tag otherwise my tagboard's gna die again TT
heh. yeaps. (:

- when you're gone -
i miss you (:

- the day you went away -
song me and haiwhey likes.
yay. (:

swing swing ;
10:07 PM;

today was so tired that i couldn't wake up.
so in the end was kinda late for the 186 that i was supposed to take. so, just in case i will be late, i took a cab to schl.
&reached at 730++ ._.

everything went kinda fine, except for the fact that i got abit nervous during the performance and couldn't remember some of the parts.
but nonetheless, it was fine!

waiting in the bandroom was nice. we played songs and then found our scores and played the parts we were supposed to play the whole band was like WHEEE HIGH! :D
damn nice. clarinets section rocks we were damn comical and funny :D

was in the spotlight during performance. idiot la.
no1 it's so hot can?
no2 it's so glaring can?
no3 i dont want to be seen can?
._.
and 3i people say i very smoreee.
D: then my clarinet looks biggg. D: !
rawr.

constance's solo is LOVES! ;D

went to meet 3i peeps then we went queensway shopping center.
to buy obs stuff. ._.
&then i think choonhoe was kinda pissed. never seen him like that before very scary :/
i want nice choonhoe back.

oh &then we went vivo le! i almost fell down the stairs the overhead bridge there. TT
&then we bought some stuff before going to cinema. they bought loads of stuff i think. and me &haiWHEY bought jellybeans and whatever from candy empire.
(btw, some of the jellybeans taste sucky. ._. )
peed before we went cinema it was funny.
xD then we bought nachos! me and haiWHEY share. super nice la.
the rest also kope kope some.

oh &huili was super nice la! the seats thingy. :/

the movie was so ROCKS LUH!
potter grew so BIGGG.
there's hermoine who's a chiobu as always, &some girl dont know call what with blonde hair blue eyes xD
she super chio too la.
then there's ron. wah his voice damn damn change loads la.
we cried during some part.
have i mentioned that the nachos were nice? xD

credits time. ._. anna say there was this secret ending xD hahaha so we waited altho we wanted to pee real badly.
then after that no secret ending. AHHH! so we went out and rushed to the toilet.

i said, "omg. never in my life have i been so happy to see a toilet before."
haiwei said, "omg. never in my life have i been so happy to see a toilet bowl before."
i think the rest were super dudiao xD

we went home tgt. beishan anna and huili (hope i din miss anyone out >< )
went for dinner.
me haiwei qianhui xinhui huiyuan pamela took train. they took one stop then alight le TT
i went to dhoby ghaut.

ahhh. super nice harry potter.
go watch. damn nice.
:D
byebye!

swing swing ;
10:30 PM;

here it goes again.

on and off.
so many aspects.
just on and off.

sometimes it really helps you if you were a great gigantic cute teddy bear/winnie the pooh or some random soft toy.
that way, you dont have a real mouth, you dont have real eyes, you dont have real ears,

so you just sit there, look pretty, and feel nthg.
nthg at all.

woohoo. how very much i wish to be a soft toy,
one that is given to some little girl or little boy who loves me so so much that they will hug me every night to sleep, that they will tell me every little secret they have, that they will sit beside me thinking of fantasies when they have the time.
how i wish i was there for them as well. to cheer them up, to make them happy.
wouldn't life be more meaningful?

now, life's just a bore.
you come out as a little whining crying dumb little thing, and then as you grow up, you start to mature, and unfortunately, there are things in life you cant avoid, unpleasant things. you start to mature, you go to schl, you face competition, you get more and more stressed all the way till you go to work and then retire.
retire le leh? go old folks home la. go be lao3 ren2 chi1 dai1.
then you stay there till you die.
yay!
._.

okay fine my story telling skills suck la. but really, isn't it?

**

polar bear rocks. but we din play today. super sad. D:
then hysterical,
then laugh and cry,
then act as if you're someone in a mental hospital.
shudders-

dont get me on and off you know i would hate that.
where did all those stuff you said about __________ go?
dont abandon yeahs.

swing swing ;
6:03 PM;

3i polar bear is nice k. im addicted.

but eh too bad lo serming. the game elope is still nice lo. next time really must play. but okay la, i agree with you la. polar bear is nice too ^^

everybody sleep.
okay one tap polar bear two taps guru.
eh dont open yet ar.
okay one tap polar bear two taps guru.
i choose le.
polar bears please raise up your hand. dont so obvious ar.
guru open eyes see polar bear.
guru close eyes polar bears put down your hands.
now polar bear wake up find someone to kill.
okay everyone wake up.
-story begins. some lameo crap story. the ending is someone died la. then that someone is chosen to die by the polar bear-
okay everyone discuss.
then everybody will try to find out who's the polar bear and kill him or her.
the guru will try to kill the polar bear also. but cannot let the polar bear suspect is him or her la.

AHHH! very nice very nice!

3i version.
got coconuts and bananas also!
three taps coconut. then the coconut will be included in the story. a tool to kill the person. ._. hahaha lamecrap!
banana i dont know la.

anw, i keep allying with choonhoe. find that he makes accurate guesses. unless he's the polar bear of course. or the guru.
haha but too bad i was the guru once and he was the polar.
i went against him. &succeeded in killing him MUAHAHA!

._. okay sorry zihigh. haha polar bear rocks k. :D

swing swing ;
9:35 PM;

swing swing ;
4:17 PM;

oh btw, i love you too hahaha

**

HAHAHA i only remember history lesson :D

dont know who and who want to colonise malaya (i think.) so someone lame drew a cartoon. these lines are only similar to the actual lines. it's not exactly ar.
person1 : eh i come here first hor.
person2 : eh?! i never see you when i came here leh!
malaya (i think) : APA ITU?!
*note : the person who represented malaya or whatever had that kinda look that will make you roll on the floor laughing until your ass drops off.
xD

OH AND LANGARTS TOO!
i cant believe we are gna take lit again woohoo!
guess i din make the wrong choice after all, taking history instead of lit.
but still, i dont want just excerpts la.
D:
i hope it doesn't really vary. i hope my writing is still up to standard. i hope i still can score in lit. ahah. altho yes it doesn't matter. but still it really would mean alot to me if i suddenly score badly in lit.
yes i failed once,
but i hope i wont fail again :D

LIT LIT LIT! heh:D
&i could see her enthusiasm can?
how nice to have a cher so very very eager to teach his/her subj.
:D

ahah oh and i guess grilled fish from the western stall deserves to be mentioned in this post as well.
their grilled fish is like a rocks!
class agrees, class got addicted,
and other than that i dont know got who, except for wenhwee who came to tell me that the grilled fish rocks, (if only it wasn't so frigging smore at times.. grah. 2.50$ yknw! is ex one lo.)
haha &milo too la. i drink milo like everyday ahah. lol.

ohoh! band! ^^
wheee hahah.
okay pause. before that,

im amused by constance's ability to say amusing stuff at the correct timing.
like lets say i say smth,
and she has smth to say to rebutt,
so she will say it exactly after the right time i stopped talking.
the pause between when i stopped talking and when she start talking,
it's just right. not too long not too short.
&yeaps. i love constance loads haha! random -.-

ohoh back to band!
we had rehearsals. &i get easily amused when xueqiang is conducting.
oh &i think binsing also rocks as a conductor!
haha wheee highness.
ahh the stage was HOTTTTTTTT D:
grah. i sweated like a frig.

ohoh! and clarinets section we move la! we moved tgt, the balance was great, we improved so much compared to the last rehearsal!
i see hope again in band (:
jiayou every bandsmen that comes along :D

HUALALA.
my bus left me. D:
it drove happily away when it saw me.
i guess it just din like me.

was kinda pissed at the bus, until i saw sylvia. wanted to complain to her then i laughed dont ask me why.
1. perhaps she looked funny?
2. hahah i complain until very funny, to myself.
3. im just amusing myself. -.-

hehhh :D
it's a frrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrriday
you fry things and you pop fried food into your mouth until you feel so FRIED and realised it's a friday.
then you read this crap and realised it's all crap,
not fried crap.
just crap.
grah im talking nonsense xD

swing swing ;
8:38 PM;

&yes im addicted to two songs of christina aguilera.
what a girl wants,
&genie in the bottle.
OHNO stop telling me that i died cuz of anger cuz she din know how to pronounce my name and pronounced it as jeanie instead during cid. -.- we played polar bear today &it was super lame. -.-

sometimes it feels so dumb to have what i had always had in the past and for a period of time, lost it, due to various reasons.
&then to have it back later,
it's just so dumb.
my old habits,
things that belonged to me,
&etc.

both songs actually applied in a sense,
to smth really impt to my life i guess.

**

My body's saying let's go,
But my heart is saying no.

If you wanna be with me,
Baby there's a price to pay,
I'm a genie in a bottle,
You gotta rub me the right way,
If you wanna be with me,
I can make your wish come true,
You gotta make a big impression,
Gotta like what you do,

**

heh &lose my breath by DC!
super rocks.
that time still remember it was drama class with 2f.
&melvinchang was super random &started singing,
"can you keep up,"
-.-

**

polar bear rocks like super.
but i still cant believe that choonhoe and huili are so bad,
i was the first person they killed! D:
SUPER SADDED LA. HOW COULD THEY?!
D:
haha &i killed jiayi too was the FISHHEAD once, &jiayi was the polar.
then i still remember im the polar with sm
and we just decided to kill people.
in the end the fishhead got killed too MUAHAHA xD
we pro polar bears BIGgrins.

im super gna play again some other day.
perhaps next time 3i free period we can play,
instead of staring at constance and jiayi reading manga,
seeing choonhoe and huili talking maple,
and staring at my own table emo-ing.
yeaps im gna play wheee~

tmr's the big day woohoo.
(:
but im still sad, after all, they are leaving, &that's not smth to be happy about,
in any case, i cant wait to get my class and band photos and keep them in a safe place.
&i will love those photos loads.
my first year, i think i dont look as spas as usual, and im with a bunch of great people.
photos rock. they bring back wonderful memories ahh~
:D

swing swing ;
6:14 PM;

listen to the tunes and the lyrics,
&let it all rush inside :D

lyrics have pretty deep meaning,
&as much as i love non-vocal songs compared to vocal ones,
i have to say i actually prefer the vocal ones.
well, those with lyrics of deep meaning.

big girls dont cry,
umbrella, (altho it's a bit noisy at times la heh)
beatiful liar, (lovely song! noisy if too loud too xD )
glamorous,
dont matter,
makes me wonder,
wait for you,
4 in the morning,
etc etc.

i practically koped all these from yahoo music videos la! top 100 hahaha the first few.
but yeahs, these songs are those i like (:
the other titles, either i dont know that it's a song i like, or it doesn't appeal to me i guess. lols.

**

aiyah sian. wonder how everything's gna be like.
&it's pretty annoying to find yourself actually caring bout what others think about you.
i dont know. i really want it.
like, really.
but competition is fierce.
&not like i do it just cuz i want it.

grah.
perhaps it's gna be like what i fear.
sighs.

i hope not.

**

groggy day today headaches are annoying and irritating and grah.
yawns.

swing swing ;
7:13 PM;

FINALLY.
finally i've done what some people have been telling me to do.
i dont link my tagboard. i put it up there. &now,
everyone can finally tag woohoo!
right? :/

grah everyone has been telling me there's a prob with viewing my tagboard,
needless to say,
they cant tag.

that's a relief.
i thought noone ever came to my blog anymore D:

yay. anw, tagboard's there.
you come,
you read this thing,
you tag.
okay?
okay. :D

**

sighs today is probably another emo day ba.
chiong some hmwk, &then can chiong those stuff that i really wna do.

swing swing ;
9:44 AM;

red,

blood? hate? pain? overwhelming?

red is a strong colour, it makes you turn all RARRR inside.
&that's why i seem to be feeling it frequently these days.
:/ dont know.

**

eh was quite a great day i guess.
the weather's good (:

**

swollen.
hope it gets well soon.
otherwise i'll have to close it every now and then,
&it's not like im sleepy -.-

**

SILENCE ;

swing swing ;
9:49 PM;