Sunday, September 30, 2007
wheee!
chocs &sweets &, oh, where's that bitter medicine?
sometimes i find myself making very random comparisons BIGgrins ;
**
you knw i would like to go &buy the exact seedless grapes i bought for 3i for dont knw what day,
those grapes were the best grapes i've ever eaten.
ahaha,
some weird impact it has on you when it's smth rare and not smth often.
eh
e
ei
eoh
eu,
ooh :D
okay that was really weird,
my brain,
is there a circuit inside of you which has somehow gotten disconnected?
why am i not thinking sane?
._.
hahaha,
maybe it's got smth to do with the thought im gna be dead for the next week,
perhaps i should go home asap after all,
it might either be a most productive day,
or the most NOT productive day,
depends.
at least i have 50 50 chance of getting smth mugged efficiently,
im afraid i dont like pain,
because i dont like tears,
but that's the pain i've got to go through,
so i might as well say i dont like my life.
lol.
im off to sweat in this icky condition,
feeling ohsogoddamn uncomfortable,
until this week is over,
jyjyjyjyjyjyjyjy!
that's 8jiayous there,
7 for me,
and 1 for whoever needs them! ;D
chocs &sweets &, oh, where's that bitter medicine?
sometimes i find myself making very random comparisons BIGgrins ;
**
you knw i would like to go &buy the exact seedless grapes i bought for 3i for dont knw what day,
those grapes were the best grapes i've ever eaten.
ahaha,
some weird impact it has on you when it's smth rare and not smth often.
eh
e
ei
eoh
eu,
ooh :D
okay that was really weird,
my brain,
is there a circuit inside of you which has somehow gotten disconnected?
why am i not thinking sane?
._.
hahaha,
maybe it's got smth to do with the thought im gna be dead for the next week,
perhaps i should go home asap after all,
it might either be a most productive day,
or the most NOT productive day,
depends.
at least i have 50 50 chance of getting smth mugged efficiently,
im afraid i dont like pain,
because i dont like tears,
but that's the pain i've got to go through,
so i might as well say i dont like my life.
lol.
im off to sweat in this icky condition,
feeling ohsogoddamn uncomfortable,
until this week is over,
jyjyjyjyjyjyjyjy!
that's 8jiayous there,
7 for me,
and 1 for whoever needs them! ;D
swing swing ;
5:02 PM;
5:02 PM;
Friday, September 28, 2007
you know it's karma,
so get on with the trauma;
**
wheee today was somehow great and not great at the same time.
i feel like a loser,
i dont like that,
lols.
oh andand!
i went eating porridge with tao pok with cons jiayi and serming again.
lols, and serming had the last bowl of porridge so i had only tao pok instead. D:
went for physics makeup lesson.
like whatthehell,
got, dont have, got, dont have.
im kinda pissed off cuz i brought along both my orange files.
and then plus all the math,
thank goodness i carried my backpack and not my pink bag,
otherwise i think i will die. my back's alr breaking from the weight.
not very constructive lols.
but i think now i know how to do those type of pressure questions alr!
constance taught me and im surprised at how that girl can think.
hahah,
left and i was kinda pissed again,
serming's bag and mine flew away. ._.
&serming went up to the top level to those classrooms there to get a banana.
xD
went huiyuan's hse play again!
lian da and yan zhou!
wahaha. my lian da not so good alr i damn sad la.
but i like the mini game you have to race plus bonus to get there.
HAHAHA I WON TWO TIMES!
i wna be mvp leh..
D:
stupid anna and huiyuan keep getting.
rawr.
ahaha yanzhou i improved!
thank goodness, i was like damn demoralised everytime cuz of my yanzhou.
and being a band member doesn't give me any reason to be good at it okay?
D:
okay perhaps abit. it's all about rhythm and stuff. but some are damn quick la.
boo but nvm today i was okay leh!
anna (experienced) only beat me by a little bit,
and i think i won haiwei once or smth :D
heh, see. i know how to comfort myself.
HEH I LIKE DAMN DAMN DAMN ADDICTED ALR LA.
can go crazy over that game.
:D
man, there's still one week of the damn exams,
im not sure whether i'll survive through them.
im like dead by now, with eyebags and everything.
damn tired la.
sian,
think the greatest reward for me shall be my results (i hope),
and those games i promise myself at the end of the year!
:D
so get on with the trauma;
**
wheee today was somehow great and not great at the same time.
i feel like a loser,
i dont like that,
lols.
oh andand!
i went eating porridge with tao pok with cons jiayi and serming again.
lols, and serming had the last bowl of porridge so i had only tao pok instead. D:
went for physics makeup lesson.
like whatthehell,
got, dont have, got, dont have.
im kinda pissed off cuz i brought along both my orange files.
and then plus all the math,
thank goodness i carried my backpack and not my pink bag,
otherwise i think i will die. my back's alr breaking from the weight.
not very constructive lols.
but i think now i know how to do those type of pressure questions alr!
constance taught me and im surprised at how that girl can think.
hahah,
left and i was kinda pissed again,
serming's bag and mine flew away. ._.
&serming went up to the top level to those classrooms there to get a banana.
xD
went huiyuan's hse play again!
lian da and yan zhou!
wahaha. my lian da not so good alr i damn sad la.
but i like the mini game you have to race plus bonus to get there.
HAHAHA I WON TWO TIMES!
i wna be mvp leh..
D:
stupid anna and huiyuan keep getting.
rawr.
ahaha yanzhou i improved!
thank goodness, i was like damn demoralised everytime cuz of my yanzhou.
and being a band member doesn't give me any reason to be good at it okay?
D:
okay perhaps abit. it's all about rhythm and stuff. but some are damn quick la.
boo but nvm today i was okay leh!
anna (experienced) only beat me by a little bit,
and i think i won haiwei once or smth :D
heh, see. i know how to comfort myself.
HEH I LIKE DAMN DAMN DAMN ADDICTED ALR LA.
can go crazy over that game.
:D
man, there's still one week of the damn exams,
im not sure whether i'll survive through them.
im like dead by now, with eyebags and everything.
damn tired la.
sian,
think the greatest reward for me shall be my results (i hope),
and those games i promise myself at the end of the year!
:D
swing swing ;
7:23 PM;
7:23 PM;
Thursday, September 27, 2007
woke up earlier than usual,
for the first time in a very long time.
cuz needa mug chem it's like cmi.
took the double decker 93 was like sian..
until i saw sebby at a busstop then i was like stunned.
hahaha he din take 93 he took a 51/61 behind 93.
DAMN funny sia cuz his bus overtook mine.
then he was like standing facing the windows and smiling spasticly.
xD i was like burst out laughing la.
that idiot is comical. xD
im still liking my keys and all the keychains hanging from it.
oh &then zhiyi me went to mug.
haha was being hysterical and talked to her about many stuff.
most turned out to be damn comical and we were like laughing away.
was on 131 on my way home.
just found out that my bro pschl the kids ar,
DAMN HORRIBLE LEH!
they were like screaming and shouting then there's this guy chasing after these two girls and the girls boarded the bus.
one girl was like, you dare come up you come up lo. no need go home alr and then laugh at him.
he stick out his tongue at her.
then after that the girl also stick out her tongue and did smth really horrible!
she *gasp* pointed middle finger sia!
okay like who cares.
but pschl sia! and she look like she's lower pri.
wahseh hahaha.
i guess i was too innocent and cute and angelic in pschl,
so i dont know that pschl kids are like o.o
wah crazy.
i thought sec schl then start like everybody so bad one lo!
pschl only got a few here and there like that one leh!
hahaha. nvm.
im too innocent that's why.
:D
ahwells tmr math,
muggy time.
for the first time in a very long time.
cuz needa mug chem it's like cmi.
took the double decker 93 was like sian..
until i saw sebby at a busstop then i was like stunned.
hahaha he din take 93 he took a 51/61 behind 93.
DAMN funny sia cuz his bus overtook mine.
then he was like standing facing the windows and smiling spasticly.
xD i was like burst out laughing la.
that idiot is comical. xD
im still liking my keys and all the keychains hanging from it.
oh &then zhiyi me went to mug.
haha was being hysterical and talked to her about many stuff.
most turned out to be damn comical and we were like laughing away.
was on 131 on my way home.
just found out that my bro pschl the kids ar,
DAMN HORRIBLE LEH!
they were like screaming and shouting then there's this guy chasing after these two girls and the girls boarded the bus.
one girl was like, you dare come up you come up lo. no need go home alr and then laugh at him.
he stick out his tongue at her.
then after that the girl also stick out her tongue and did smth really horrible!
she *gasp* pointed middle finger sia!
okay like who cares.
but pschl sia! and she look like she's lower pri.
wahseh hahaha.
i guess i was too innocent and cute and angelic in pschl,
so i dont know that pschl kids are like o.o
wah crazy.
i thought sec schl then start like everybody so bad one lo!
pschl only got a few here and there like that one leh!
hahaha. nvm.
im too innocent that's why.
:D
ahwells tmr math,
muggy time.
swing swing ;
4:34 PM;
4:34 PM;
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
&it's ironic how ridiculous i find war, while people around me are waging wars on each other. LITERALLY.
i swear im bringing my math notes to mug at kfc alone tmr.
until 6+
&even then, it might not be safe.
i wish i had somewhere else to go to.
chem, im sorry.
i think im going to flunk.
unless i have some brilliant memory or smth.
perhaps i can make it.
math, you too.
im not going to smile,
not for tonight.
wars,
history.
i've learnt alot,
conflicts? i definitely understand the whole concept now.
i swear im bringing my math notes to mug at kfc alone tmr.
until 6+
&even then, it might not be safe.
i wish i had somewhere else to go to.
chem, im sorry.
i think im going to flunk.
unless i have some brilliant memory or smth.
perhaps i can make it.
math, you too.
im not going to smile,
not for tonight.
wars,
history.
i've learnt alot,
conflicts? i definitely understand the whole concept now.
swing swing ;
7:10 PM;
7:10 PM;
spare me,
it's exam week.
**
pardon me,
but i feel like swearing right now.
it's so noisy and unpleasant and whatever,
is this one of those concentration camps hitler had for the jews or whatever?
nono im serious.
if yes, make me die soon.
cant help wanting to steal a gun from somewhere,
and shoot you.
peace forever.
hey,
the people from long time ago had the same thoughts,
they were like,
"EH I HATE YOU!"
then in the end they take whatever weapons they have and start killing each other.
WOO!
rocks sia.
i was still thinking this morning it was ridiculous,
and im like wondering why im mugging for history,
such a horrible subj.
now?
HAHA wheee i love it.
the violence and everything?
comeon,
those are what happened that led to ww2,
why not i start a ww3?
i dont give a damn if i go to prison or not.
wttoot dont push me.
someday,
it might come true.
it's exam week.
**
pardon me,
but i feel like swearing right now.
it's so noisy and unpleasant and whatever,
is this one of those concentration camps hitler had for the jews or whatever?
nono im serious.
if yes, make me die soon.
cant help wanting to steal a gun from somewhere,
and shoot you.
peace forever.
hey,
the people from long time ago had the same thoughts,
they were like,
"EH I HATE YOU!"
then in the end they take whatever weapons they have and start killing each other.
WOO!
rocks sia.
i was still thinking this morning it was ridiculous,
and im like wondering why im mugging for history,
such a horrible subj.
now?
HAHA wheee i love it.
the violence and everything?
comeon,
those are what happened that led to ww2,
why not i start a ww3?
i dont give a damn if i go to prison or not.
wttoot dont push me.
someday,
it might come true.
swing swing ;
2:06 PM;
2:06 PM;
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
man i could have sworn i felt like swearing right into your face,
**
today went well.
except for the freaking out over what the "formula" for utility question is.
MAN i completely forgot.
so, being trained to be exam smart students,
i guessed what we would normally write.
i remember got what inference or ck/cr or smth.
and tone/purpose.
LOL.
wheee there. i think im right :/
ss! ss ss ss lalala.
._.
went super super high after the exam,
AGAIN.
hahaha :D
went je to mug.
so at first there was anna asking me,
then also asking serming,
then after that asking beishan,
then after that asking choonhoe and his two wives qianhui &xinhui,
and then jesslyn too!
:]
we were HAPPY HAPPY,
boarded 97, there was beishan, serming, choonhoe, anna and me!
and then alighted,
hahah beishan choonhoe and anna stood in a horizontal line yknw! and then the bridge's too narrow for 4people.
then i was like behind D:
then after that beishan asked anna to stand in front,
and then asked me to join the line.
HAHAHA i love anna's dudiao face.
we had to say byebye to my dear lab partnerrr,
cuz she needa make ic.
D:
keep calling her name D: ahaha she said it got abit disturbing after awhile even though it's her name.
xD
rawr. so we went koba eat first,
just choonhoe me and anna.
like so sad la.
then we ate and all,
and gossipped like mad people!
xD hahaha.
jesslyn joined us later &then we started talking about every single scandal in sec3 MUAHAHA.
hahaha i tell you,
rocking sia.
choonhoe had to leave too RAWR.
he said he cant study constructively with friends.
D:
we went lib then hardcore mugging leh!
EVERYTHING history!
o.o
hahaha greatgreat!
i even got anna's notes, which she typed in hours.
and gawd her essay got full marks.
i only got 3/4 of the marks luhhh.
D:
WHEEE going home was great,
with stunned by that xianglonn,
crapping awhile with anna jess and xianglonn,
then after that sleeping in the mrt for like super long.
rawr i swear it was a great time :D
i feel sleepy now D:
**
crazy. go down liao wor.
funny eh?
too bad i cant call mommy and start *&^%$#@!
lols.
**
today went well.
except for the freaking out over what the "formula" for utility question is.
MAN i completely forgot.
so, being trained to be exam smart students,
i guessed what we would normally write.
i remember got what inference or ck/cr or smth.
and tone/purpose.
LOL.
wheee there. i think im right :/
ss! ss ss ss lalala.
._.
went super super high after the exam,
AGAIN.
hahaha :D
went je to mug.
so at first there was anna asking me,
then also asking serming,
then after that asking beishan,
then after that asking choonhoe and his two wives qianhui &xinhui,
and then jesslyn too!
:]
we were HAPPY HAPPY,
boarded 97, there was beishan, serming, choonhoe, anna and me!
and then alighted,
hahah beishan choonhoe and anna stood in a horizontal line yknw! and then the bridge's too narrow for 4people.
then i was like behind D:
then after that beishan asked anna to stand in front,
and then asked me to join the line.
HAHAHA i love anna's dudiao face.
we had to say byebye to my dear lab partnerrr,
cuz she needa make ic.
D:
keep calling her name D: ahaha she said it got abit disturbing after awhile even though it's her name.
xD
rawr. so we went koba eat first,
just choonhoe me and anna.
like so sad la.
then we ate and all,
and gossipped like mad people!
xD hahaha.
jesslyn joined us later &then we started talking about every single scandal in sec3 MUAHAHA.
hahaha i tell you,
rocking sia.
choonhoe had to leave too RAWR.
he said he cant study constructively with friends.
D:
we went lib then hardcore mugging leh!
EVERYTHING history!
o.o
hahaha greatgreat!
i even got anna's notes, which she typed in hours.
and gawd her essay got full marks.
i only got 3/4 of the marks luhhh.
D:
WHEEE going home was great,
with stunned by that xianglonn,
crapping awhile with anna jess and xianglonn,
then after that sleeping in the mrt for like super long.
rawr i swear it was a great time :D
i feel sleepy now D:
**
crazy. go down liao wor.
funny eh?
too bad i cant call mommy and start *&^%$#@!
lols.
swing swing ;
3:40 PM;
3:40 PM;
Monday, September 24, 2007
it's been a while boy ;
**
HEH today's language day!
i guess it went okay generally. i heard noone complain.
haha but then i din hear from everybody just a few before everyone excitedly rushed out of the clsroom and stuff.
WHEEE ^^
yknw smth? i wrote my cheena essay until i CRY.
...
first time seh!
i knw i get emo frequently but over some cheena essay?!
._.
HEH funny funny.
ahwells lets hope i get not too bad grades for language day! ^^
oh &tmr's ss day! ^^
**
WHERE'S THE DUMB THING?!
please come out wherever you are,
i need you so.
MAN. i've gta start being organised.
(like whoever in this hse hadn't been helping me organising stuff before.)
MAN i cant find my stuff when i need them yknw.
that's like saddening.
rawr i cant wait to hang all my FAVFAVFAV keychains and my new house key and my whatever from my wallet again!
not too many though that experience with the water bottle and the five things i got from those machines except for mickey D:
I STILL WNA GET THE DUMB MICKEY FROM ANNA BANANA AND BEISHANNN labby partner!
D:
RAWRRR.
ohwells i'll make do with this for the time being.
winnie the pooh wallet,
sorry again D: you aint big enough to put everything.
and you're too soft D:
my coins and everything will drop out before you say BOOYA!
._. crazy.
HEH!
im high im high im damn super high!
**
HEH today's language day!
i guess it went okay generally. i heard noone complain.
haha but then i din hear from everybody just a few before everyone excitedly rushed out of the clsroom and stuff.
WHEEE ^^
yknw smth? i wrote my cheena essay until i CRY.
...
first time seh!
i knw i get emo frequently but over some cheena essay?!
._.
HEH funny funny.
ahwells lets hope i get not too bad grades for language day! ^^
oh &tmr's ss day! ^^
**
WHERE'S THE DUMB THING?!
please come out wherever you are,
i need you so.
MAN. i've gta start being organised.
(like whoever in this hse hadn't been helping me organising stuff before.)
MAN i cant find my stuff when i need them yknw.
that's like saddening.
rawr i cant wait to hang all my FAVFAVFAV keychains and my new house key and my whatever from my wallet again!
not too many though that experience with the water bottle and the five things i got from those machines except for mickey D:
I STILL WNA GET THE DUMB MICKEY FROM ANNA BANANA AND BEISHANNN labby partner!
D:
RAWRRR.
ohwells i'll make do with this for the time being.
winnie the pooh wallet,
sorry again D: you aint big enough to put everything.
and you're too soft D:
my coins and everything will drop out before you say BOOYA!
._. crazy.
HEH!
im high im high im damn super high!
swing swing ;
3:27 PM;
3:27 PM;
Sunday, September 23, 2007
standing on the rooftops
everybody scream your heart out ;
**
wearing a tie around your neck just for fun is pretty nice.
you get to have this sense of achievement that you finally know how to tie a tie.
credits to constance for teaching me so,
and no credits to her for calling me a noob when i din get it the first few times.
._.
i feel like.. bored?
really really bored.
man all the insane shouting and screaming,
i have to bear with that shit once everyday.
it would be a miracle if i dont hear it on a particular fine day.
getting this pit down here.
it aint pretty.
feels as if im dropping deeper and deeper down,
HAHA i actually find the book hao zuo wen nice!
inside got some stories pretty nice.
got one talk about giving up,
two cases.
one's about this couple breaking up,
doing so by going to a dinner tgt and promising each other that they will still be friends.
another's about this couple breaking up,
but the guy not giving up on the girl,
and follows her EVERYWHERE.
till the girl gets depression,
and the guy gets into prison for harassment.
LOL.
hey pretty good story there.
but not the whole compo's about couples breaking up.
theme is giving up,
and only one para is on couples lols.
wheee.
tell me i will reach my goal,
i know i can (:
(i hope. :/ )
tomorrow's language day~
everybody scream your heart out ;
**
wearing a tie around your neck just for fun is pretty nice.
you get to have this sense of achievement that you finally know how to tie a tie.
credits to constance for teaching me so,
and no credits to her for calling me a noob when i din get it the first few times.
._.
i feel like.. bored?
really really bored.
man all the insane shouting and screaming,
i have to bear with that shit once everyday.
it would be a miracle if i dont hear it on a particular fine day.
getting this pit down here.
it aint pretty.
feels as if im dropping deeper and deeper down,
HAHA i actually find the book hao zuo wen nice!
inside got some stories pretty nice.
got one talk about giving up,
two cases.
one's about this couple breaking up,
doing so by going to a dinner tgt and promising each other that they will still be friends.
another's about this couple breaking up,
but the guy not giving up on the girl,
and follows her EVERYWHERE.
till the girl gets depression,
and the guy gets into prison for harassment.
LOL.
hey pretty good story there.
but not the whole compo's about couples breaking up.
theme is giving up,
and only one para is on couples lols.
wheee.
tell me i will reach my goal,
i know i can (:
(i hope. :/ )
tomorrow's language day~
swing swing ;
6:49 PM;
6:49 PM;
Saturday, September 22, 2007
dotdotdot.
yknw, getting too suspicious of every single detail in your life gets you nowhere.
i seriously dont know what's wrong with you,
&if only i know how those insane people in woodbridge act,
sometimes the mere thought of bringing you there is rather tempting.
at least we get to wash our hands off this matter.
&it will do you good too.
yes, im still young and immature and whatever.
but still, WHAT KIND OF A PERSON ARE YOU ANW?!
._.
you drive us insane all the time,
'entertaining' us with your little emotion imbalance over things when you get bored,
and then making some of us cry and claiming it wasn't even your fault and that you dont understand why we are shedding tears.
sighs,
the whole world's so topsy turvy it's going RAWRRR.
especially for me.
hey, stress can do much to you.
i wasn't feeling anything at all,
but yet i snapped at everyone that comes in talking to me.
i need time,
and i need the grades,
desperately.
exams are becoming more of a torture,
besides being an unfair judgement of how well we are learning,
the timings and all are seriously wrong.
im not complaining,
im not whining.
im not anything.
it's just that whenever these monsters come our way,
i get into a nervous wreck.
what we are getting is based on an unfair system of determining where we are on the intelligence scale,
and what we are getting determines what kind of attitude we get, in schl, at home, wherever.
dont have time?
who cares.
studied but got nervous?
who cares.
din study due to VALID reasons,
who cares.
got careless?
WHO CARES?!
&in the end it determines everything,
your fate,
whatever you grow up to become,
fair? i might say a no.
education ;
what it has become,
&what it has failed to do.
somehow everything starts defeating its own purpose,
&that's where the irony is.
SO RAWRRR.
yknw, getting too suspicious of every single detail in your life gets you nowhere.
i seriously dont know what's wrong with you,
&if only i know how those insane people in woodbridge act,
sometimes the mere thought of bringing you there is rather tempting.
at least we get to wash our hands off this matter.
&it will do you good too.
yes, im still young and immature and whatever.
but still, WHAT KIND OF A PERSON ARE YOU ANW?!
._.
you drive us insane all the time,
'entertaining' us with your little emotion imbalance over things when you get bored,
and then making some of us cry and claiming it wasn't even your fault and that you dont understand why we are shedding tears.
sighs,
the whole world's so topsy turvy it's going RAWRRR.
especially for me.
hey, stress can do much to you.
i wasn't feeling anything at all,
but yet i snapped at everyone that comes in talking to me.
i need time,
and i need the grades,
desperately.
exams are becoming more of a torture,
besides being an unfair judgement of how well we are learning,
the timings and all are seriously wrong.
im not complaining,
im not whining.
im not anything.
it's just that whenever these monsters come our way,
i get into a nervous wreck.
what we are getting is based on an unfair system of determining where we are on the intelligence scale,
and what we are getting determines what kind of attitude we get, in schl, at home, wherever.
dont have time?
who cares.
studied but got nervous?
who cares.
din study due to VALID reasons,
who cares.
got careless?
WHO CARES?!
&in the end it determines everything,
your fate,
whatever you grow up to become,
fair? i might say a no.
education ;
what it has become,
&what it has failed to do.
somehow everything starts defeating its own purpose,
&that's where the irony is.
SO RAWRRR.
swing swing ;
7:42 PM;
7:42 PM;
i just cant seem to find a way,
to leave the love behind ;
**
hmm. currently being sian diao.
and pretty tired.
these two days needa damn chiong i can seriously tell you i really havent mugged much.
and then there's this long chain of exams coming.
rawrrr.
and im not even mastering those subj that i did mug! probably cuz i only mugged abit rawrrr.
why was i so slacky and all?
>< man i kinda regret it.
pretty impt.
i must remember what gor said,
not to freak out.
then can do well.
MUG.
to leave the love behind ;
**
hmm. currently being sian diao.
and pretty tired.
these two days needa damn chiong i can seriously tell you i really havent mugged much.
and then there's this long chain of exams coming.
rawrrr.
and im not even mastering those subj that i did mug! probably cuz i only mugged abit rawrrr.
why was i so slacky and all?
>< man i kinda regret it.
pretty impt.
i must remember what gor said,
not to freak out.
then can do well.
MUG.
swing swing ;
9:47 AM;
9:47 AM;
Thursday, September 20, 2007
you cant hold me down,
not now ;
**
noone tags hah. but i have this feeling that people do come here,
humph, fine.
lols..
i seriously think im starting a few new trends in 3i,
one : TAO POK! (man.. is it spelled like that? >< )
two : POKE JIFANG!
ahaha okay fine part two not really a trend yet, but jiayi had told me that she will poke jifang tmr as well.
._.
today lo.. hahaha i had a great time framing serming,
kept poking jifang then when jifang turned around, i will feign innocence and serming will take the blame.
xD so fun!
and huili asked me to poke too HAHAHA.
the first trend eh? hahaha huili that day wanted to share food so we decided to buy porridge plus tao pok.
then in the end she decided not to share after all since she's hungry LOL!
so in the end she keep tempting me with the tao pok until i went to buy one,
AND FIND IT REALLY NICE! :D
._. hahaha now everyone eats porridge with taopok cuz of me and huili la! xD
okay maybe not everyone.
hahaha, that's like so random and lame.
P.S. jiayi is a bean,
she flew up into the sky one day, and crashed into an aeroplane,
then dropped down.
and it was reported in the jiayi news.
ohno. poor bean,
i ate a few of them in my western food meal today,
they tasted nice :D
pretty random, but yeahs, i cant help it if jiayi is a lame bean which cant walk.
IT CAN FLY THO.
...
and what? im still an ant la.
siao..
and then everytime i carry alot of stuff,
they say i look like an ant carrying alot of food.
lalala. dar never told me that she booked klarinutz chalet alr! im so hurt boo D:
and MAN,
i feel as if my poking habit is coming back again.
GAHHHHHHH
GET IT AWAY FROM ME!
SAVE ME!
ohno.
*pokes*
sorry i think those pokes just love me too much.
not now ;
**
noone tags hah. but i have this feeling that people do come here,
humph, fine.
lols..
i seriously think im starting a few new trends in 3i,
one : TAO POK! (man.. is it spelled like that? >< )
two : POKE JIFANG!
ahaha okay fine part two not really a trend yet, but jiayi had told me that she will poke jifang tmr as well.
._.
today lo.. hahaha i had a great time framing serming,
kept poking jifang then when jifang turned around, i will feign innocence and serming will take the blame.
xD so fun!
and huili asked me to poke too HAHAHA.
the first trend eh? hahaha huili that day wanted to share food so we decided to buy porridge plus tao pok.
then in the end she decided not to share after all since she's hungry LOL!
so in the end she keep tempting me with the tao pok until i went to buy one,
AND FIND IT REALLY NICE! :D
._. hahaha now everyone eats porridge with taopok cuz of me and huili la! xD
okay maybe not everyone.
hahaha, that's like so random and lame.
P.S. jiayi is a bean,
she flew up into the sky one day, and crashed into an aeroplane,
then dropped down.
and it was reported in the jiayi news.
ohno. poor bean,
i ate a few of them in my western food meal today,
they tasted nice :D
pretty random, but yeahs, i cant help it if jiayi is a lame bean which cant walk.
IT CAN FLY THO.
...
and what? im still an ant la.
siao..
and then everytime i carry alot of stuff,
they say i look like an ant carrying alot of food.
lalala. dar never told me that she booked klarinutz chalet alr! im so hurt boo D:
and MAN,
i feel as if my poking habit is coming back again.
GAHHHHHHH
GET IT AWAY FROM ME!
SAVE ME!
ohno.
*pokes*
sorry i think those pokes just love me too much.
swing swing ;
6:22 PM;
6:22 PM;
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
the school is designed in a way such that once you dont have a worksheet,
YOU'RE DEAD.
example : chem prac.
HAH. dont ask me why i dont have it.
anw, three practicals are stapled tgt into one worksheet.
WHEEE.
YOU'RE DEAD.
example : chem prac.
HAH. dont ask me why i dont have it.
anw, three practicals are stapled tgt into one worksheet.
WHEEE.
swing swing ;
10:32 PM;
10:32 PM;
here and now,
i wna be the one for you ;
**
from now on i think i'll try to keep the habit of typing some crap or meaningful words or song lyrics for the front part of my posts.
**
yknw, it was pretty good although it wasn't very pleasant having to wait,
(i did some math tho!)
and being in a sec1 classroom (i recognise some band juniors there mind you).
and then having to stand the comment that i look just like a sec1 anw, for TWO times.
EH I SURVIVED LEH! : D
at least i got smth out of there.
i din waste my time.
because what i desperately need these days is time!
i havent had chance to mug much, and im not the type that can stay up till after 12 and revise.
im frail and fragile ._. (according to everyone.)
i cannot tahan one. otherwise next morning i will fall ill.
math?
hah. yay i got smth out of today's lesson as well!
smth bout graphs and all.
finally i know more about quadratic inequalities,
smth that need to be filled inside my brain so that i can DO some questions.
chem was another erm.
sighs,
assembly was good.
very good.
some laughs here and there (okay fine every single minute i was laughing like extreme hell. huili says his grammar got problem tho. SERIOUS problem. i kinda agree at times xD )
i think i should say sorry to _____ though,
it's like completely not even what he's supposed to do and he just came.
so inconvenient for him lo.
zzz.
eh i dont know leh,
maybe _________ can enlighten me tmr,
about ___________.
what should i do?
HAH.
im trying my very best to bear with the shit you give me.
eat finish nthg to do.
._.
mooncake? HAH. dont want eat ar? fine. i want leh. how?
BUY LA.
and somemore buy then you eat finish then dont give us eat then say not nice dont buy anymore.
you abit funny ar. abit only.
crazy. dont deny, you admitted the other time.
and since you're aware of it,
CONTROL LA asshole.
being crazy so nice meh?
siao chabor.
zzz
**
SIAN1 SIAN2 SIAN3 SIAN4
hahaha
SIAN4 sounds funny.
you know chinese hanyupinyin?
xD HAHAHA.
._.
that was so random i almost couldn't laugh.
i wna be the one for you ;
**
from now on i think i'll try to keep the habit of typing some crap or meaningful words or song lyrics for the front part of my posts.
**
yknw, it was pretty good although it wasn't very pleasant having to wait,
(i did some math tho!)
and being in a sec1 classroom (i recognise some band juniors there mind you).
and then having to stand the comment that i look just like a sec1 anw, for TWO times.
EH I SURVIVED LEH! : D
at least i got smth out of there.
i din waste my time.
because what i desperately need these days is time!
i havent had chance to mug much, and im not the type that can stay up till after 12 and revise.
im frail and fragile ._. (according to everyone.)
i cannot tahan one. otherwise next morning i will fall ill.
math?
hah. yay i got smth out of today's lesson as well!
smth bout graphs and all.
finally i know more about quadratic inequalities,
smth that need to be filled inside my brain so that i can DO some questions.
chem was another erm.
sighs,
assembly was good.
very good.
some laughs here and there (okay fine every single minute i was laughing like extreme hell. huili says his grammar got problem tho. SERIOUS problem. i kinda agree at times xD )
i think i should say sorry to _____ though,
it's like completely not even what he's supposed to do and he just came.
so inconvenient for him lo.
zzz.
eh i dont know leh,
maybe _________ can enlighten me tmr,
about ___________.
what should i do?
HAH.
im trying my very best to bear with the shit you give me.
eat finish nthg to do.
._.
mooncake? HAH. dont want eat ar? fine. i want leh. how?
BUY LA.
and somemore buy then you eat finish then dont give us eat then say not nice dont buy anymore.
you abit funny ar. abit only.
crazy. dont deny, you admitted the other time.
and since you're aware of it,
CONTROL LA asshole.
being crazy so nice meh?
siao chabor.
zzz
**
SIAN1 SIAN2 SIAN3 SIAN4
hahaha
SIAN4 sounds funny.
you know chinese hanyupinyin?
xD HAHAHA.
._.
that was so random i almost couldn't laugh.
swing swing ;
6:52 PM;
6:52 PM;
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
&im such a fool,
ahah. it is one, will always be one.
<3 ! ;D
**
aw man,
the frequency of how much everyone pms-es these days can be formed in one equation,
frequency of pms = every single second,
okay i dont have to elabo,
look around you, listen to what some people have to say,
and there, this equation holds true.
(:
of course, it's some random thing i formed just a minute ago lols.
&since im the one forming this equation,
therefore it must be true.
:D
tmr's the day,
i wonder what he will say lols.
like seriously the pieces of draft paper are like so full of random and raa-bishh comments that i think he will be speechless.
AHAHA. who cares?
sighs,
haha the best will be saved for the last, you'll see.
and then you'll start to realise how big the chance that you have missed.
ahah. it is one, will always be one.
<3 ! ;D
**
aw man,
the frequency of how much everyone pms-es these days can be formed in one equation,
frequency of pms = every single second,
okay i dont have to elabo,
look around you, listen to what some people have to say,
and there, this equation holds true.
(:
of course, it's some random thing i formed just a minute ago lols.
&since im the one forming this equation,
therefore it must be true.
:D
tmr's the day,
i wonder what he will say lols.
like seriously the pieces of draft paper are like so full of random and raa-bishh comments that i think he will be speechless.
AHAHA. who cares?
sighs,
haha the best will be saved for the last, you'll see.
and then you'll start to realise how big the chance that you have missed.
swing swing ;
5:48 PM;
5:48 PM;
Monday, September 17, 2007
caught up in insanity,
and the harsh truths of reality,
you're never gna realise that aren't you?
and the harsh truths of reality,
you're never gna realise that aren't you?
swing swing ;
9:45 PM;
9:45 PM;
hum to the tune of soft melodies ;
chair, :D
HAPPY BDAY ALRIGHTIE :D
<3 ya!
**
i have a real bad feeling about this,
used to have the same similar feeling,
and always the outcome din turn out so well,
but then again,
i cant afford to have it not turn out so well this time.
i really cant afford it.
short post eh?
ahah. it's good enough that im posting LUH.
._.
chair, :D
HAPPY BDAY ALRIGHTIE :D
<3 ya!
**
i have a real bad feeling about this,
used to have the same similar feeling,
and always the outcome din turn out so well,
but then again,
i cant afford to have it not turn out so well this time.
i really cant afford it.
short post eh?
ahah. it's good enough that im posting LUH.
._.
swing swing ;
6:09 PM;
6:09 PM;
Saturday, September 15, 2007
lols. hsk was dumb.
ESP the oral.
ahah. stupid tape recorder DIN record what i said i dont know whatthehell was wrong with it.
i did whatever i was told, checking here checking there,
should be nthg wrong one whatthehell.
alvi asked if i purposely one.
._.
lols.. still going crazy over a few songs here and there,
and mentos too. i popped three into my mouth and finished the whole packet.
during the break before compo and oral that is.
rawr.
sian like SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
ESP the oral.
ahah. stupid tape recorder DIN record what i said i dont know whatthehell was wrong with it.
i did whatever i was told, checking here checking there,
should be nthg wrong one whatthehell.
alvi asked if i purposely one.
._.
lols.. still going crazy over a few songs here and there,
and mentos too. i popped three into my mouth and finished the whole packet.
during the break before compo and oral that is.
rawr.
sian like SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
swing swing ;
8:52 PM;
8:52 PM;
Friday, September 14, 2007
you make me wanna ;
u make me wanna call u in the middle of the night
u make me wanna hold you till the morning light
u make me wanna love
u make me wanna fall
u make me wanna go surrender my soul
i know this is a feeling that i just cant fight
u're the first and last thing on my mind
u make me wanna love,
you make me wanna fall
u make me wanna go surrender my soul
this song uber nice,
sighs, i din really listen to the songs in my phone after cons sent ALOT to me :D
haha until today that is,
there's this stanza,
well i know that these feelings wont end
they get stronger if i see u again
baby im tired of being friends oh
i wanna know if u feel the same
&could u tell me do u feel my pain
dont leave me in doubt
tomorrow's hsk,
no matter what luoyusi says,
i dont think i will ever gain the confidence to think that i will actually pass this time.
the last time was tyco man..
><
goodluck to me, 75$ is depending on me to not waste it,
&most probably i will :/
sighs,
stay with me,
(the uber cool song, with a dj, damn nice effects)
but if u wanna cry
cry on my shoulder
if u need someone
who cares for u
if u're feeling sad ur heart gets colder
yes i'll show you what real love can do
sighs, all the songs are lovely,
:D
haha,
there's also 天天夜夜 by fir
i din know it was this song can? ._.
hahaha.
sian,
everything gta chiong now, especially since phy there's still the kinetic thingy,
i thought only stop until pressure.
zzz. they abit not last minute teach la hor.
._.
u make me wanna call u in the middle of the night
u make me wanna hold you till the morning light
u make me wanna love
u make me wanna fall
u make me wanna go surrender my soul
i know this is a feeling that i just cant fight
u're the first and last thing on my mind
u make me wanna love,
you make me wanna fall
u make me wanna go surrender my soul
this song uber nice,
sighs, i din really listen to the songs in my phone after cons sent ALOT to me :D
haha until today that is,
there's this stanza,
well i know that these feelings wont end
they get stronger if i see u again
baby im tired of being friends oh
i wanna know if u feel the same
&could u tell me do u feel my pain
dont leave me in doubt
tomorrow's hsk,
no matter what luoyusi says,
i dont think i will ever gain the confidence to think that i will actually pass this time.
the last time was tyco man..
><
goodluck to me, 75$ is depending on me to not waste it,
&most probably i will :/
sighs,
stay with me,
(the uber cool song, with a dj, damn nice effects)
but if u wanna cry
cry on my shoulder
if u need someone
who cares for u
if u're feeling sad ur heart gets colder
yes i'll show you what real love can do
sighs, all the songs are lovely,
:D
haha,
there's also 天天夜夜 by fir
i din know it was this song can? ._.
hahaha.
sian,
everything gta chiong now, especially since phy there's still the kinetic thingy,
i thought only stop until pressure.
zzz. they abit not last minute teach la hor.
._.
swing swing ;
6:02 PM;
6:02 PM;
Thursday, September 13, 2007
sighs, like yeahs,
nthg goes right when you're like.. SHAKING.
no i dont mean the earthquake, altho it does apply here too hahaha.
huili was like saying she felt it,
then she was like "WHY AM I VIBRATING?!"
HAHAHA roflmao.
lol made me laugh like sot i swear.
i reacted to the shaking by thinking that im having a headache and the whole world is like moving.
turns out it was the whole building moving and im not moving.
._.
walao eh completely stupiddddd.
hahah. shaking? you cant even write.
i was having some kind of mental block i couldn't THINK AT ALL.
first time seh. and somemore is that leh.
zzz.
liangshixian,
she completely screamed tgt with me after it.
hahaha so cute.
&fooled by your charm ;
hmm radio mania again, as long as there's no book entertaining me, AND i dont feel like falling asleep.
:D
they say hsm2 is nice,
jiayi kept singing the songs inside i was like eh very familiar leh.
._.
sian cons today not feeling well. the way she rubs her nose is funny tho :D
get well soon dear :D
mommy's bday today haha,
(they're so super whatever zzz.)
and beishan's bday!
she was like saying,
math test on my bday?
CAN LA.
hahaha, tsk.
really sian the only nice toilet break i had today was after our chi test and i went with erjie ahah.
grahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
feel so sian,
nthg goes right when you're like.. SHAKING.
no i dont mean the earthquake, altho it does apply here too hahaha.
huili was like saying she felt it,
then she was like "WHY AM I VIBRATING?!"
HAHAHA roflmao.
lol made me laugh like sot i swear.
i reacted to the shaking by thinking that im having a headache and the whole world is like moving.
turns out it was the whole building moving and im not moving.
._.
walao eh completely stupiddddd.
hahah. shaking? you cant even write.
i was having some kind of mental block i couldn't THINK AT ALL.
first time seh. and somemore is that leh.
zzz.
liangshixian,
she completely screamed tgt with me after it.
hahaha so cute.
&fooled by your charm ;
hmm radio mania again, as long as there's no book entertaining me, AND i dont feel like falling asleep.
:D
they say hsm2 is nice,
jiayi kept singing the songs inside i was like eh very familiar leh.
._.
sian cons today not feeling well. the way she rubs her nose is funny tho :D
get well soon dear :D
mommy's bday today haha,
(they're so super whatever zzz.)
and beishan's bday!
she was like saying,
math test on my bday?
CAN LA.
hahaha, tsk.
really sian the only nice toilet break i had today was after our chi test and i went with erjie ahah.
grahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
feel so sian,
swing swing ;
8:49 PM;
8:49 PM;
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
so tired i slept on the bus today instead of READING.
obviously the bus 186 aint receiving as many complaints as it deserves,
because it aint improving its service.
i like bus 93,
although there was this once it has been kinda crazy and made me freak out because i was almost late,
but its service is :D
i left my ezlink card in the schl lib ytd you see, so i couldn't board the bus. frantically searched for coins but not enough, think only got 30cents or smth TT
in the end he just say got how much then give how much lo.
SEE THE UNCLE IS NICE! omgawd la i was like ORHORH then i completely forgot to thank him ><
man,
mschew better start teaching us again how to write complain letter though,
i wna complain 186!
stupid, supposed to come at 624, it comes at 634.
although that's just 10minutes to you,
but then,
for a person like me who's not taking a direct bus to schl,
YOU THINK THE 10MINUTES NOT SIGNIFICANT TO ME AR?!
._.
i completely angry lo zzz.
anw, today's a nice day,
chem prac we got to see our crystals, ours was crap cuz we din make it exaporate to dryness ._.
still got some blue liquid inside but since we were late,
ohwells. then we get blue sand instead of blue big nice looking crystals.
beishan &i completely loved using our pens to scrape off those that's stuck on the surface.
pretty sparkly solution we made btw!
it was super PRETTY! :D
i couldn't help but omgawd at it.
wanted to bring the whole boiling tube home you see,
figured it would make a great deco :D
we added distilled water just to cheat abit hahaha,
then there's this yellow thingy and then the sparkly stuff like spiral out on top of it?
OHMAN! haha then there's this lighting effect you see,
it's super pretty.
of all the chem pracs that i've done, i must say this impressed me the most,
and the purple pinkish pretty solution that was somehow formed.
:D
math was rawr.
hist was okay.
asshole i din feel emo enough,
was just like keeping this really angry emotions inside of me until jiayi and i went to photocopy the stupid form.
oh i realised smth, our class unofficial mascot, the tigger,
is officially,
from orange,
to black :D
man its fur is all, ugly and whatever D:
i cant help but feel sorry for it you see.
like just because i dont play with it so often anymore,
doesn't mean i dont like it anymore.
the guys like to bully it D:
sighs, sian.
obviously the bus 186 aint receiving as many complaints as it deserves,
because it aint improving its service.
i like bus 93,
although there was this once it has been kinda crazy and made me freak out because i was almost late,
but its service is :D
i left my ezlink card in the schl lib ytd you see, so i couldn't board the bus. frantically searched for coins but not enough, think only got 30cents or smth TT
in the end he just say got how much then give how much lo.
SEE THE UNCLE IS NICE! omgawd la i was like ORHORH then i completely forgot to thank him ><
man,
mschew better start teaching us again how to write complain letter though,
i wna complain 186!
stupid, supposed to come at 624, it comes at 634.
although that's just 10minutes to you,
but then,
for a person like me who's not taking a direct bus to schl,
YOU THINK THE 10MINUTES NOT SIGNIFICANT TO ME AR?!
._.
i completely angry lo zzz.
anw, today's a nice day,
chem prac we got to see our crystals, ours was crap cuz we din make it exaporate to dryness ._.
still got some blue liquid inside but since we were late,
ohwells. then we get blue sand instead of blue big nice looking crystals.
beishan &i completely loved using our pens to scrape off those that's stuck on the surface.
pretty sparkly solution we made btw!
it was super PRETTY! :D
i couldn't help but omgawd at it.
wanted to bring the whole boiling tube home you see,
figured it would make a great deco :D
we added distilled water just to cheat abit hahaha,
then there's this yellow thingy and then the sparkly stuff like spiral out on top of it?
OHMAN! haha then there's this lighting effect you see,
it's super pretty.
of all the chem pracs that i've done, i must say this impressed me the most,
and the purple pinkish pretty solution that was somehow formed.
:D
math was rawr.
hist was okay.
asshole i din feel emo enough,
was just like keeping this really angry emotions inside of me until jiayi and i went to photocopy the stupid form.
oh i realised smth, our class unofficial mascot, the tigger,
is officially,
from orange,
to black :D
man its fur is all, ugly and whatever D:
i cant help but feel sorry for it you see.
like just because i dont play with it so often anymore,
doesn't mean i dont like it anymore.
the guys like to bully it D:
sighs, sian.
swing swing ;
6:42 PM;
6:42 PM;
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
came across this phy question and asked cons,
then it's the 4irritating formula again.
s = 1/2 (u+v) t
so after some working,
u + v = 6
and it turned out that u = 6
._.
she said,
"okay that's disturbing."
IF V = 0 LIKE WHATTHEHELL?! the dumb thing STOPPED MID AIR?!
like it's mid air when the velocity was 0,
zzz.
anw, i at first got the answer of
square root of NEGATIVE 36
._.
sighs, when will i get my phy right again?
im planning to bombard with loads of questions,
see how he can say i should be more vocal with my doubts anymore.
ahah, im enjoying myself thinking over how sarca and how constance i can actually be.
._.
my statements are becoming more and more like..
._.
hahah, i <3 cons lols that's random.
and the more random thing she will reply is,
"yeahs i know i <3 myself too!"
BIGgrins ._.
you know,
she continues to amuse and amaze me ._.
then it's the 4irritating formula again.
s = 1/2 (u+v) t
so after some working,
u + v = 6
and it turned out that u = 6
._.
she said,
"okay that's disturbing."
IF V = 0 LIKE WHATTHEHELL?! the dumb thing STOPPED MID AIR?!
like it's mid air when the velocity was 0,
zzz.
anw, i at first got the answer of
square root of NEGATIVE 36
._.
sighs, when will i get my phy right again?
im planning to bombard with loads of questions,
see how he can say i should be more vocal with my doubts anymore.
ahah, im enjoying myself thinking over how sarca and how constance i can actually be.
._.
my statements are becoming more and more like..
._.
hahah, i <3 cons lols that's random.
and the more random thing she will reply is,
"yeahs i know i <3 myself too!"
BIGgrins ._.
you know,
she continues to amuse and amaze me ._.
swing swing ;
8:53 PM;
8:53 PM;
it's pretty scary,
the way i try to avoid so many things now.
well it's kinda easy once you realise that you have got actual THINGS to mug/do,
and that's kinda a good distraction from your life that's turning into hell.
i've come to realise,
no matter how hard i try,
i still have to carry on what.
so i will just have to bear with shit until this period is over.
dont get paranoid,
seriously.
you're lucky that even though people do hate you,
they at least hide it,
and they hide it well.
so well that you cant even tell, by right.
but too bad you get to be abit paranoid sometimes,
i take that back,
you get to be EXTREMELY paranoid sometimes,
and that kinda makes you unhappy instead of the othey way,
you know,
your life is actually pretty nice,
you should enjoy it instead of,
GROANING YOUR HEART AWAY,
._.
i need to cool off.
jiayi told me some stories today that weren't exactly what i called pleasant.
&please,
im not the normal ohmygawd im scared of ghosts or things of that sort,
im worse than that.
i can prove it to you, once you get to know me well enough,
that kinda comes to you as a fact naturally.
sighs,
now IM paranoid,
thinking once i get distracted,
about whether those stuff EXIST.
o.o
*shakes that thought off*
hmm..
cid lesson?
our survey?
interesting.
QN : How did you self-injure?
ANS : i think is saw a cat or something, then i went to play with it, then it want to attack me, i ran and knocked into something
._.
anonymous,
but yeahs i wouldn't know who did it anw, lols.
still,
haha very funny.
mstan practically jumped out of her skin when she found out that some people self-abuse to keep awake in class o.o
no not pinch themselves only,
some slap themselves and all,
and then there's the way of..
...
QN : Do you know of anybody who self-injure?
ANS : u.
eh lols whatthehell?
QN : Have you ever thought about hurting yourself intentionally?
ANS : No. its stupid to do such a thing. only noobs do that.
kinda bad la lols.
i mean, noobs dont do that. unless you call them noobs cuz they are noobs at controlling their own emotions.
well, some people did go through hard times, it's better to symphatise (although they probably dont want anybody's pity unless they are not truly emo.)
than to call them noobs.
this just proves that you're luckier than them and you havent really experienced anything bad enough to really make you go bonkers and harm yourself.
it's actually rather natural for those who really really have got their lives screwed yknw.
that's why there are alot of cases in our society these days.
sighs,
the way i try to avoid so many things now.
well it's kinda easy once you realise that you have got actual THINGS to mug/do,
and that's kinda a good distraction from your life that's turning into hell.
i've come to realise,
no matter how hard i try,
i still have to carry on what.
so i will just have to bear with shit until this period is over.
dont get paranoid,
seriously.
you're lucky that even though people do hate you,
they at least hide it,
and they hide it well.
so well that you cant even tell, by right.
but too bad you get to be abit paranoid sometimes,
i take that back,
you get to be EXTREMELY paranoid sometimes,
and that kinda makes you unhappy instead of the othey way,
you know,
your life is actually pretty nice,
you should enjoy it instead of,
GROANING YOUR HEART AWAY,
._.
i need to cool off.
jiayi told me some stories today that weren't exactly what i called pleasant.
&please,
im not the normal ohmygawd im scared of ghosts or things of that sort,
im worse than that.
i can prove it to you, once you get to know me well enough,
that kinda comes to you as a fact naturally.
sighs,
now IM paranoid,
thinking once i get distracted,
about whether those stuff EXIST.
o.o
*shakes that thought off*
hmm..
cid lesson?
our survey?
interesting.
QN : How did you self-injure?
ANS : i think is saw a cat or something, then i went to play with it, then it want to attack me, i ran and knocked into something
._.
anonymous,
but yeahs i wouldn't know who did it anw, lols.
still,
haha very funny.
mstan practically jumped out of her skin when she found out that some people self-abuse to keep awake in class o.o
no not pinch themselves only,
some slap themselves and all,
and then there's the way of..
...
QN : Do you know of anybody who self-injure?
ANS : u.
eh lols whatthehell?
QN : Have you ever thought about hurting yourself intentionally?
ANS : No. its stupid to do such a thing. only noobs do that.
kinda bad la lols.
i mean, noobs dont do that. unless you call them noobs cuz they are noobs at controlling their own emotions.
well, some people did go through hard times, it's better to symphatise (although they probably dont want anybody's pity unless they are not truly emo.)
than to call them noobs.
this just proves that you're luckier than them and you havent really experienced anything bad enough to really make you go bonkers and harm yourself.
it's actually rather natural for those who really really have got their lives screwed yknw.
that's why there are alot of cases in our society these days.
sighs,
swing swing ;
7:23 PM;
7:23 PM;
Saturday, September 8, 2007
sighs,
haha for those who dont really know me,
really, i dont seem to remember anything at all lols.
your bday?
remind me beforehand if you want a pressie.
not thick-skinned enough?
ask someone else to remind me then xD
ahah lols.
huili's bday stuck in my head now. cuz she said her's on hsk.
o.o
unlucky girl. tsk. xD
my comp starting to rock even more these days,
besides the fact that i still cant play audi (i think i cant. i dont know why either >< )
and the fact that i cant play msn games those games you play while you're having convo.
but the speed super fast now. WHEEEEEEEEEEE :D
BIGgrins.
siannn.
some red little dot here and there,
hope they are not pimples ><
cant even zilian these days. boo D:
rawr sian.
haha for those who dont really know me,
really, i dont seem to remember anything at all lols.
your bday?
remind me beforehand if you want a pressie.
not thick-skinned enough?
ask someone else to remind me then xD
ahah lols.
huili's bday stuck in my head now. cuz she said her's on hsk.
o.o
unlucky girl. tsk. xD
my comp starting to rock even more these days,
besides the fact that i still cant play audi (i think i cant. i dont know why either >< )
and the fact that i cant play msn games those games you play while you're having convo.
but the speed super fast now. WHEEEEEEEEEEE :D
BIGgrins.
siannn.
some red little dot here and there,
hope they are not pimples ><
cant even zilian these days. boo D:
rawr sian.
swing swing ;
9:46 PM;
9:46 PM;
Friday, September 7, 2007
imba.
._.
took the wrong luggage, &now of course the usual freaking out scene.
ohoh not to mention that she got unpleasant even before we reached the house.
lols..
ah wait those who are supposed to do the quiz,
PREVIOUS POST PLEASE! : D
okay let me continue ranting,
imba i think this is gna be some weird wacky and unpleasant period of time,
like always.
sighs,
suddenly the hse is full of zzz.
sighs,
have a good time 6h peeps,
D:
&sighs,
heyhey i've got some pretty cool gifts though,
hahah my dearest cousin gave me and my lil bro two cute huggable toys! : D
my bro of course got the not so gay one while i of course din get the little doggy cuz my bro din want the gayer one,
._.
a little cat, (which is uber cute can?)
and a little dog, (which is uber cute too but since it aint mine, it's not as cute as the cat! :D )
pics pics i try upload now.
you see how cute they are now? :D
haha you see this is my cat. uber cute :D
yeahs this is his dog.
not as cute as my cat! :D
hahah well tata :D
._.
took the wrong luggage, &now of course the usual freaking out scene.
ohoh not to mention that she got unpleasant even before we reached the house.
lols..
ah wait those who are supposed to do the quiz,
PREVIOUS POST PLEASE! : D
okay let me continue ranting,
imba i think this is gna be some weird wacky and unpleasant period of time,
like always.
sighs,
suddenly the hse is full of zzz.
sighs,
have a good time 6h peeps,
D:
&sighs,
heyhey i've got some pretty cool gifts though,
hahah my dearest cousin gave me and my lil bro two cute huggable toys! : D
my bro of course got the not so gay one while i of course din get the little doggy cuz my bro din want the gayer one,
._.
a little cat, (which is uber cute can?)
and a little dog, (which is uber cute too but since it aint mine, it's not as cute as the cat! :D )
pics pics i try upload now.
you see how cute they are now? :D
haha you see this is my cat. uber cute :D
yeahs this is his dog.
not as cute as my cat! :D
hahah well tata :D
swing swing ;
4:29 PM;
4:29 PM;
hahaha.
i forgot one big part about the book tho. smth along the lines of..
i kept focusing on his eyes, and thought i saw a flash of green.
wow special colour, for eyes. i couldn't be sure though, and i realise im not focusing on the lesson lols.
(that lols was added by me hahaha obviously the book din say that.)
suddenly someone late came in from the back door and he turned around,
*gasp*
and caught me staring at him with a huachi look.
(THAT PART WAS ADDED BY ME TOOOO! : D )
first thought : yeaps, blue eyes, just as i thought.
second thought : uh-oh.
HAHAHA super funny? lols. like that's stupid la.
and that's blaine btw, that guy. hahaha eh seriously, this guy's described so wonderful here that i cant stand it when it comes to the practically raping part ._.
okay for those who have NO CLUE at all about what im talking about and is stunned when you see the word "raping" up there,
read the previous post, you can skip to the last story if you want. hahaha.
ohyeahs lols.
and here's the big news.
EVIL WENH TAGGED ME TO DO A QUIZZZ.
boo i havent been doing quizzes for a long time alr. D:
&besides the answers to my quizzes are all not entertaining one booo.
lols ohwells.
wenh <3
lols so im gna do this quiz :D
Each player of this game starts off with TEN weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own TEN weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose SIX people to be tagged and list their names. NO TAG BACKS
haha :D
#o1 im a bookworm. like really really. i can get hooked to books once you give me one, and i'll start reading like sot. (the romance comedy type of books not too bad :D ) ohyeahs, :D
(books are nice okay.)
i realise im sounding more and more like an english tcher.
#o2 ahah i was from choir in pschl? ._.
hey do i look like a person who seriously cant sing? why is everyone stunned by this fact? boo D:
#o3 ohoh i have loads of huggable stuff :D
not on my bed though :X just enough to make me go crazy over them everyday :D &i still <3 huggable stuff. BIG ones :D
(jennie's bday : 2511 :D )
*hints*
;D
#o4 i dont know bout this fact, but others have commented that,
i go for intellectual.
o.o
#o5 hmm im becoming more and more like a lesbo? :X
all gimgimgim's fault! boooo.
haha nvm i still <3 her loads she said i always make her happy :D
#o6 (rawr somehow im running out of brain juice to think of smth stupid about me)
i eat loads when im pms-ing,
sometimes.
hahah i can get all hungry when i cry too hard (so hard that i get cramps everywhere,) and get all angry i can actually gobble. doesn't sound like jennie does it? :X
#o7 OOH I LIKE THE NUMBER SEVEN! : D
#o8 im a song maniac. crazy about songs and cant stop listening to them when i feel like it :D
#o9 I LIVE AT THE NINTH FLOOR! : D
#1o i have a thing for wild stuff, even tho i might get all nervous if i did get a chance to try them out. just love challenges but hate them at the same time :X
&i shall choose,
zhiyi, ahaha my darling chairrr :D
heling, hahah yeaps tho i dont know whether she will do the quiz. jiayou mugging tho lols :/
ohoh and there's dar! i shall make her do this quiz :D
veng veng! :D i suddenly miss her loads :/
haiwhey! hahaha i can imagine her saying WHEY lols!
jiayi that keesiao girl who turned 15 a few days ago :D
rawr man,
life's getting sucky. :/
claireee. :/
i forgot one big part about the book tho. smth along the lines of..
i kept focusing on his eyes, and thought i saw a flash of green.
wow special colour, for eyes. i couldn't be sure though, and i realise im not focusing on the lesson lols.
(that lols was added by me hahaha obviously the book din say that.)
suddenly someone late came in from the back door and he turned around,
*gasp*
and caught me staring at him with a huachi look.
(THAT PART WAS ADDED BY ME TOOOO! : D )
first thought : yeaps, blue eyes, just as i thought.
second thought : uh-oh.
HAHAHA super funny? lols. like that's stupid la.
and that's blaine btw, that guy. hahaha eh seriously, this guy's described so wonderful here that i cant stand it when it comes to the practically raping part ._.
okay for those who have NO CLUE at all about what im talking about and is stunned when you see the word "raping" up there,
read the previous post, you can skip to the last story if you want. hahaha.
ohyeahs lols.
and here's the big news.
EVIL WENH TAGGED ME TO DO A QUIZZZ.
boo i havent been doing quizzes for a long time alr. D:
&besides the answers to my quizzes are all not entertaining one booo.
lols ohwells.
wenh <3
lols so im gna do this quiz :D
Each player of this game starts off with TEN weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own TEN weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose SIX people to be tagged and list their names. NO TAG BACKS
haha :D
#o1 im a bookworm. like really really. i can get hooked to books once you give me one, and i'll start reading like sot. (the romance comedy type of books not too bad :D ) ohyeahs, :D
(books are nice okay.)
i realise im sounding more and more like an english tcher.
#o2 ahah i was from choir in pschl? ._.
hey do i look like a person who seriously cant sing? why is everyone stunned by this fact? boo D:
#o3 ohoh i have loads of huggable stuff :D
not on my bed though :X just enough to make me go crazy over them everyday :D &i still <3 huggable stuff. BIG ones :D
(jennie's bday : 2511 :D )
*hints*
;D
#o4 i dont know bout this fact, but others have commented that,
i go for intellectual.
o.o
#o5 hmm im becoming more and more like a lesbo? :X
all gimgimgim's fault! boooo.
haha nvm i still <3 her loads she said i always make her happy :D
#o6 (rawr somehow im running out of brain juice to think of smth stupid about me)
i eat loads when im pms-ing,
sometimes.
hahah i can get all hungry when i cry too hard (so hard that i get cramps everywhere,) and get all angry i can actually gobble. doesn't sound like jennie does it? :X
#o7 OOH I LIKE THE NUMBER SEVEN! : D
#o8 im a song maniac. crazy about songs and cant stop listening to them when i feel like it :D
#o9 I LIVE AT THE NINTH FLOOR! : D
#1o i have a thing for wild stuff, even tho i might get all nervous if i did get a chance to try them out. just love challenges but hate them at the same time :X
&i shall choose,
zhiyi, ahaha my darling chairrr :D
heling, hahah yeaps tho i dont know whether she will do the quiz. jiayou mugging tho lols :/
ohoh and there's dar! i shall make her do this quiz :D
veng veng! :D i suddenly miss her loads :/
haiwhey! hahaha i can imagine her saying WHEY lols!
jiayi that keesiao girl who turned 15 a few days ago :D
rawr man,
life's getting sucky. :/
claireee. :/
swing swing ;
12:19 PM;
12:19 PM;
Thursday, September 6, 2007
lols.
first, there's this story about some girl who has a spy as her father, and they're helping this super cute guy called blaine by protecting him from i dont know who? haha. wow that's lame.
ohoh then there's this spy girl who goes to a spy schl which actually dont want the people to think it's a spy schl becuz duh,
spies sia.
lols..
._.
then this girl finds a guy (normal guy btw) one day and falls in love with this guy lols while on a MISSION. ._.
yes that's REAL lame.
then after that the story ends with a super stupid ending,
they fell in love with each other,
but they cant be with each other,
because one's a spy and one's not! &they are from complete different worlds.
wow. *claps for the ending*
._.
ohohoh!
there's another super nice book,
major crush?
these two drum majors fell in love with one another?
super sweet story, &i think it's called major crush since i have one on the book itself! :D
(not to mention that there are clarinets mentioned inside, but too bad clarinets aint the main topic here obviously. ._. )
oh and now?
hahaha this STUPID BOOK.
getting to third date (title of book)
Could a forgotten cutie be Katelyn's newest catch?
Katelyn Spears is a firm believer in the two-date rule. First dates are so awkward; every guy deserves a second chance. But a third? Not unless he's got serious Romeo potential.
Enter Tyler. Tyler thinks Katelyn's rule is too harsh. He dares her to go back through her Little Pink Book and grant a third date to all the two-date duds. Oh, and she should report back to the whole school via her newspaper collumn.
Determined to prove Tyler wrong, Katelyn makes a few phone calls. But will any of her old flames rekindle a romance?
wow. great book,
except for the lame ending.
okay some of the things desribed here are SO in the book, dont look at me.
okay so this girl Katelyn took up Tyler's challenge right, and yeaps she went out with Third Date #1.
this guy is such a loser he din act like a gentleman, (din open the door for her, yes that's so last season but yeahs. OHMAN WHY AM I TALKING LIKE THAT?! moving on.) his car is a blasted bloody going to break down anytime soon machine. ._. he koped all of the popcorn whenever they went to the movies, and she even had to sneak out, buy popcorn, and stuff it down her throat in the TOILET. talk about desperate.
now, Third Date #2 din turn out to be better either.
at first it went okay, cuz he's charming and all, (AND HE'S CALLED BLAINE -.- ) and he's just super sweet and everything, the perfect boyfriend material.
then he ruins it all by practically RAPING her ._. okay not that what la but it's described like that in the book, he only touched her bare back that's all.
&plus, when they make out, the girl doesn't like to make out in public you see, so she like indirectly wanted him to bring her to somewhere not so public, and he practically pinned her down to the bench. hey guy vs girl? ohman..
thank goodness for her whatever self protection skills she punched him and ran and whatever.
causing a teacher who teaches human sexuality ._. to discuss about that incident in class and said that was wise otherwise it would have turned out to be REALLY raping okay. ._.
ohoh haha but that's kinda dumb. xD
Third Date #3?
wheee bingo. she found out that the nerd was actually a pretty sexy and cute guy lols. haha they fell in love wheee that's good,
UNTIL HER ROOMMATE STOLE HER BOYFRIEND AND SWITCHED SCHOOLS.
the ending?
you dont want to know.
or perhaps you do,
but im so NOT gna tell you that in the end Katelyn's guy was Tyler and they had the best relationship ever.
wttoot.
haha enough of book crazy. i still have perhaps 3 more books to devour?
heh.
today's mugging was fun!
we ate and ate and ate hahaha.
:D
life's so screwed,
but it kinda lessens the pain when you know that you've got friends like them :D
first, there's this story about some girl who has a spy as her father, and they're helping this super cute guy called blaine by protecting him from i dont know who? haha. wow that's lame.
ohoh then there's this spy girl who goes to a spy schl which actually dont want the people to think it's a spy schl becuz duh,
spies sia.
lols..
._.
then this girl finds a guy (normal guy btw) one day and falls in love with this guy lols while on a MISSION. ._.
yes that's REAL lame.
then after that the story ends with a super stupid ending,
they fell in love with each other,
but they cant be with each other,
because one's a spy and one's not! &they are from complete different worlds.
wow. *claps for the ending*
._.
ohohoh!
there's another super nice book,
major crush?
these two drum majors fell in love with one another?
super sweet story, &i think it's called major crush since i have one on the book itself! :D
(not to mention that there are clarinets mentioned inside, but too bad clarinets aint the main topic here obviously. ._. )
oh and now?
hahaha this STUPID BOOK.
getting to third date (title of book)
Could a forgotten cutie be Katelyn's newest catch?
Katelyn Spears is a firm believer in the two-date rule. First dates are so awkward; every guy deserves a second chance. But a third? Not unless he's got serious Romeo potential.
Enter Tyler. Tyler thinks Katelyn's rule is too harsh. He dares her to go back through her Little Pink Book and grant a third date to all the two-date duds. Oh, and she should report back to the whole school via her newspaper collumn.
Determined to prove Tyler wrong, Katelyn makes a few phone calls. But will any of her old flames rekindle a romance?
wow. great book,
except for the lame ending.
okay some of the things desribed here are SO in the book, dont look at me.
okay so this girl Katelyn took up Tyler's challenge right, and yeaps she went out with Third Date #1.
this guy is such a loser he din act like a gentleman, (din open the door for her, yes that's so last season but yeahs. OHMAN WHY AM I TALKING LIKE THAT?! moving on.) his car is a blasted bloody going to break down anytime soon machine. ._. he koped all of the popcorn whenever they went to the movies, and she even had to sneak out, buy popcorn, and stuff it down her throat in the TOILET. talk about desperate.
now, Third Date #2 din turn out to be better either.
at first it went okay, cuz he's charming and all, (AND HE'S CALLED BLAINE -.- ) and he's just super sweet and everything, the perfect boyfriend material.
then he ruins it all by practically RAPING her ._. okay not that what la but it's described like that in the book, he only touched her bare back that's all.
&plus, when they make out, the girl doesn't like to make out in public you see, so she like indirectly wanted him to bring her to somewhere not so public, and he practically pinned her down to the bench. hey guy vs girl? ohman..
thank goodness for her whatever self protection skills she punched him and ran and whatever.
causing a teacher who teaches human sexuality ._. to discuss about that incident in class and said that was wise otherwise it would have turned out to be REALLY raping okay. ._.
ohoh haha but that's kinda dumb. xD
Third Date #3?
wheee bingo. she found out that the nerd was actually a pretty sexy and cute guy lols. haha they fell in love wheee that's good,
UNTIL HER ROOMMATE STOLE HER BOYFRIEND AND SWITCHED SCHOOLS.
the ending?
you dont want to know.
or perhaps you do,
but im so NOT gna tell you that in the end Katelyn's guy was Tyler and they had the best relationship ever.
wttoot.
haha enough of book crazy. i still have perhaps 3 more books to devour?
heh.
today's mugging was fun!
we ate and ate and ate hahaha.
:D
life's so screwed,
but it kinda lessens the pain when you know that you've got friends like them :D
swing swing ;
8:08 PM;
8:08 PM;
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
yawns,
but today was fun :D
hmm ytd jiayi's bday? cons helped me buy a pressie for her since i couldn't find a chance to go present hunting.
haha she helped me got her a VERY VERY CUTE AND SQEEZABLE little beancurd keychain of some sort.
hahaha :D
cute like sot. jiayi also went mad over what cons gave her.
she claims it's TREASURE.
._.
yeahs, &i claim that's overreacting.
xD
but it's pretty nice la. if i was crazy over that anime character, i would like that pressie too, like sot.
hahaha
the lib was like alr open at 10 and cons told me that it opens at 1030 or 1100.
hahaha then jiayi and i reached je at 10 ma.. so we might as well go check lib. alot of people heading there y'see.
in the end tadaa :D
haha ohwells we went keesiao in the lib. saw some rv peeps there as well lols.
tmr too tmr too.
im looking forward to it.
i wonder how ratatouille was :/
missed my cls outing y'see. they went to watch rata2e.
haha it was really pretty fun mugging at the lib.
and besides we really did get things done.
i hope tmr will be more efficient mugging for me tho :/
today marks the first day of my mugging. &i din do much actually rawr.
tmr,
then after that i dont know leh..
somehow i think i will kena distracted instead.
running against the tide of time ;
dropping hints like bombs,
why cant you get it?
sighs,
ahah borrowed some books. think i can only read when i got free time ba..
which is abit little la. :/
great books what a pity.
break you,
but today was fun :D
hmm ytd jiayi's bday? cons helped me buy a pressie for her since i couldn't find a chance to go present hunting.
haha she helped me got her a VERY VERY CUTE AND SQEEZABLE little beancurd keychain of some sort.
hahaha :D
cute like sot. jiayi also went mad over what cons gave her.
she claims it's TREASURE.
._.
yeahs, &i claim that's overreacting.
xD
but it's pretty nice la. if i was crazy over that anime character, i would like that pressie too, like sot.
hahaha
the lib was like alr open at 10 and cons told me that it opens at 1030 or 1100.
hahaha then jiayi and i reached je at 10 ma.. so we might as well go check lib. alot of people heading there y'see.
in the end tadaa :D
haha ohwells we went keesiao in the lib. saw some rv peeps there as well lols.
tmr too tmr too.
im looking forward to it.
i wonder how ratatouille was :/
missed my cls outing y'see. they went to watch rata2e.
haha it was really pretty fun mugging at the lib.
and besides we really did get things done.
i hope tmr will be more efficient mugging for me tho :/
today marks the first day of my mugging. &i din do much actually rawr.
tmr,
then after that i dont know leh..
somehow i think i will kena distracted instead.
running against the tide of time ;
dropping hints like bombs,
why cant you get it?
sighs,
ahah borrowed some books. think i can only read when i got free time ba..
which is abit little la. :/
great books what a pity.
break you,
swing swing ;
10:15 PM;
10:15 PM;
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
people can get so self-centered sometimes,
they expect you to be there for them when they are down and low,
and then they let you down.
like,
what can informing do any harm to you anw?
._.
cant you just spare a few drops of your saliva just informing?
you kinda owe us big time.
and it's super wttoot wrong timing.
like i was so damn excited and then.. ._.
fine i should be lucky that it wasn't last week.
what kinda defence can you put up when your side is the one to blame?
lols. like whatever. what's your prob open your eyes big and see that it's your fault,
and the right thing to do is to admit your mistake,
not trying to defend him.
we din protest (at least i dont think so.)
that's good enough.
wow now i see what a big jerk you are.
dont talk about respect i kinda hate your whole family.
cant help it. you guys just aint worth my respect.
(except for him perhaps. PERHAPS.)
i cant believe in just three days,
my life will change dramatically again,
and start turning to its normal self perhaps a few months later.
i would still <3 y'all tho,
if only one of you wasn't MAD,
and the other wasn't influenced and now mad as well.
:/
i really kinda hate it.
**
oh studydate with jiayi and cons tmr.
that's pretty wheee.
i spend my countdown off nicely.
thurs? please tell me you guys are free.
i've got only that day left to go out. D:
they expect you to be there for them when they are down and low,
and then they let you down.
like,
what can informing do any harm to you anw?
._.
cant you just spare a few drops of your saliva just informing?
you kinda owe us big time.
and it's super wttoot wrong timing.
like i was so damn excited and then.. ._.
fine i should be lucky that it wasn't last week.
what kinda defence can you put up when your side is the one to blame?
lols. like whatever. what's your prob open your eyes big and see that it's your fault,
and the right thing to do is to admit your mistake,
not trying to defend him.
we din protest (at least i dont think so.)
that's good enough.
wow now i see what a big jerk you are.
dont talk about respect i kinda hate your whole family.
cant help it. you guys just aint worth my respect.
(except for him perhaps. PERHAPS.)
i cant believe in just three days,
my life will change dramatically again,
and start turning to its normal self perhaps a few months later.
i would still <3 y'all tho,
if only one of you wasn't MAD,
and the other wasn't influenced and now mad as well.
:/
i really kinda hate it.
**
oh studydate with jiayi and cons tmr.
that's pretty wheee.
i spend my countdown off nicely.
thurs? please tell me you guys are free.
i've got only that day left to go out. D:
swing swing ;
8:24 PM;
8:24 PM;
IM VERY SAD NOW D:
booooooooo.
ohwells at least i got some stuff i kinda confirm le.
bbq on fri. get to see 6h people again :D
studydate with jiayi and cons
studydate with zhiyi and heling (wait this one i not so sure who going.)
but studydate's called a studydate only when you study on that day.
lols.
shall keep downing mentos and chips and seaweed and peanuts,
and also chocs!
and perhaps abit of icecream :D
lols.
yes im bored now. bored until i buitahan.
BORED!
ahh. tata.
booooooooo.
ohwells at least i got some stuff i kinda confirm le.
bbq on fri. get to see 6h people again :D
studydate with jiayi and cons
studydate with zhiyi and heling (wait this one i not so sure who going.)
but studydate's called a studydate only when you study on that day.
lols.
shall keep downing mentos and chips and seaweed and peanuts,
and also chocs!
and perhaps abit of icecream :D
lols.
yes im bored now. bored until i buitahan.
BORED!
ahh. tata.
swing swing ;
10:02 AM;
10:02 AM;
Monday, September 3, 2007
lols yes i know my cid proj is kinda disturbing.
it's about psychology.
and sometimes the minds of humans can do terrible stuff :/
whoever heard of one cutting himself or herself in class just cuz he/she is bored?
that's :/ sick.
rawrrr hahah ohwells it's too late to change topic anw.
and it's kinda interesting too ahah. in a sense. you get to realise that there are people even more emo than you LOL. and you suddenly dont feel so emo yourself and start feeling sorry for them.
AND start telling yourself you cant be like them.
AHAHA. that's reverse psychology! :D
you see, i've learnt alot :D
im so proud of myself ^^
haha today's jiayi's bday.
yes i know im crazy to be posting at 1206 on 4th sep.
:D
happy bday jiayi! :D stay happy you siao chabor :D
ohoh. thanks for those people who did my surveys anw.
._.
no link.
ahaha.
if i dont go sleep soon,
im gna die with my black black eyebags boo D:
looking forward to study dates and whatever dates that might be coming my way :D
it's about psychology.
and sometimes the minds of humans can do terrible stuff :/
whoever heard of one cutting himself or herself in class just cuz he/she is bored?
that's :/ sick.
rawrrr hahah ohwells it's too late to change topic anw.
and it's kinda interesting too ahah. in a sense. you get to realise that there are people even more emo than you LOL. and you suddenly dont feel so emo yourself and start feeling sorry for them.
AND start telling yourself you cant be like them.
AHAHA. that's reverse psychology! :D
you see, i've learnt alot :D
im so proud of myself ^^
haha today's jiayi's bday.
yes i know im crazy to be posting at 1206 on 4th sep.
:D
happy bday jiayi! :D stay happy you siao chabor :D
ohoh. thanks for those people who did my surveys anw.
._.
no link.
ahaha.
if i dont go sleep soon,
im gna die with my black black eyebags boo D:
looking forward to study dates and whatever dates that might be coming my way :D
swing swing ;
11:59 PM;
11:59 PM;
wooooooooooooooooooooooooo :]
you know thinking back..
i actually kinda miss blk 521 (shit was it 521? i have real bad memory.)
and the playground nearby.
i miss ranti and going to greenridge there to buy stuff and go mad over hilary duff (yeaps yeaps her idol, mine was avril.)
i miss kaishi and how she always came down from 14th floor or i went up from 9th floor.
i kinda miss her hamsters lols.
hahaha but ohwells thinking back,
those times weren't exactly that perfect either.
i think i shall go for the bbq on fri ba.
hey comeon it's not everyday i get to go to cck.
**
let the disco music blasttttttttttttt :D
loves ;D
i actually feel like dancing and going mad and whatever.
so high. :D
sang like mad,
started with wall to wall by chris brown and thought the video ridiculous.
._.
then potential breakup song,
and next was break you.
hey im that addicted to that song AHAHA.
jump around,
make a sound,
get so high..
then go and die ._.
(some comical scene playing in my head. the first three lines show this comical thingy and then a neighbour start shouting at you cuz you are so noisy. she actually wants you dead ohmy :/ )
aiyoh and to think it actually rhymes. but abit no link la hor.
AHHH i want liang and start planning with her for klarinutz chalet.
then 3i chalet must book soon too! otherwise no more good chalets anymore.
woooo im definitely high now :D
haha wonder wonder hmm..
then i shall grab the chance to go borrow and grab some romantic books again.
major crush's still in my head :D
you know thinking back..
i actually kinda miss blk 521 (shit was it 521? i have real bad memory.)
and the playground nearby.
i miss ranti and going to greenridge there to buy stuff and go mad over hilary duff (yeaps yeaps her idol, mine was avril.)
i miss kaishi and how she always came down from 14th floor or i went up from 9th floor.
i kinda miss her hamsters lols.
hahaha but ohwells thinking back,
those times weren't exactly that perfect either.
i think i shall go for the bbq on fri ba.
hey comeon it's not everyday i get to go to cck.
**
let the disco music blasttttttttttttt :D
loves ;D
i actually feel like dancing and going mad and whatever.
so high. :D
sang like mad,
started with wall to wall by chris brown and thought the video ridiculous.
._.
then potential breakup song,
and next was break you.
hey im that addicted to that song AHAHA.
jump around,
make a sound,
get so high..
then go and die ._.
(some comical scene playing in my head. the first three lines show this comical thingy and then a neighbour start shouting at you cuz you are so noisy. she actually wants you dead ohmy :/ )
aiyoh and to think it actually rhymes. but abit no link la hor.
AHHH i want liang and start planning with her for klarinutz chalet.
then 3i chalet must book soon too! otherwise no more good chalets anymore.
woooo im definitely high now :D
haha wonder wonder hmm..
then i shall grab the chance to go borrow and grab some romantic books again.
major crush's still in my head :D
swing swing ;
12:02 PM;
12:02 PM;
Sunday, September 2, 2007
heh.
cute! hmm.. im hungry. ._.
then,
gobbling choc wouldn't work, but.. *bites* EH NICE LEH! i <3 strawberry choc ^^ (what's wrong with me man.)
that's anti(e)-climax and stupid and no link and whatever.
**
me poor eyes. im gna have to stop making them red,
and black too. but then black not i purposely one la hor. since they just come even when i sleep early and wake up late.
zzz!
man today is a wonderful sunday. i want food.
._.
im hungry la zzz.
breakfast please come back soon ^^
oh btw meiji strawberry choc rocks :D
was hungry so i went hunting for food in the fridge. and saw this box of chocs my family bought the other time.
hahah i went ooh :D
nice chocs nice chocs. :D
GRAH.
cute! hmm.. im hungry. ._.
then,
gobbling choc wouldn't work, but.. *bites* EH NICE LEH! i <3 strawberry choc ^^ (what's wrong with me man.)
that's anti(e)-climax and stupid and no link and whatever.
**
me poor eyes. im gna have to stop making them red,
and black too. but then black not i purposely one la hor. since they just come even when i sleep early and wake up late.
zzz!
man today is a wonderful sunday. i want food.
._.
im hungry la zzz.
breakfast please come back soon ^^
oh btw meiji strawberry choc rocks :D
was hungry so i went hunting for food in the fridge. and saw this box of chocs my family bought the other time.
hahah i went ooh :D
nice chocs nice chocs. :D
GRAH.
swing swing ;
9:26 AM;
9:26 AM;
Saturday, September 1, 2007
break you ;
bet you never thought that i could break you,
did you think that i would look the other way,
yeah you had it all figured out,
but tell me who's the one who's crying now,
(:
sighs, the noise of construction downstairs,
when will the hawker centre ever be ready again?
and look at the pile of schl stuff,
it's like OHNO not more than one month to exams le,
and i havent mugged.
grah the stress's coming again and ><
another phy assignment completed with pride,
except for that one toy question i had to copy from cons before handing in to teo,
since i was rushing for band and really had no idea how to explain.
><
i actually did almost the whole thing without copying!
so this pressure phy assignment better be the same.
i wna have pride in my work hahaha.
the last time i had pride in my phy assignments was like.. the first two assignments?
im always consistent in my work at the beginning of the year and starts slacking at the back.
boo ><
my grades better be pulled up LOADS this time. i hope. since i havent mugged.
DOUBLE ><
"is getting an A so difficult?"
and i was thinking getting a B was gna be easy if i pushed myself.
no more Cs for me.
chiong! &i give up on my eyebags le. rub my eyes more and they will turn from black to red.
i want new specs!
boo ><
and braces? :/
scared leh~
i wna post neos we took ytd yknw. but i cannot seem to scan too small pics. :/
bet you never thought that i could break you,
did you think that i would look the other way,
yeah you had it all figured out,
but tell me who's the one who's crying now,
(:
sighs, the noise of construction downstairs,
when will the hawker centre ever be ready again?
and look at the pile of schl stuff,
it's like OHNO not more than one month to exams le,
and i havent mugged.
grah the stress's coming again and ><
another phy assignment completed with pride,
except for that one toy question i had to copy from cons before handing in to teo,
since i was rushing for band and really had no idea how to explain.
><
i actually did almost the whole thing without copying!
so this pressure phy assignment better be the same.
i wna have pride in my work hahaha.
the last time i had pride in my phy assignments was like.. the first two assignments?
im always consistent in my work at the beginning of the year and starts slacking at the back.
boo ><
my grades better be pulled up LOADS this time. i hope. since i havent mugged.
DOUBLE ><
"is getting an A so difficult?"
and i was thinking getting a B was gna be easy if i pushed myself.
no more Cs for me.
chiong! &i give up on my eyebags le. rub my eyes more and they will turn from black to red.
i want new specs!
boo ><
and braces? :/
scared leh~
i wna post neos we took ytd yknw. but i cannot seem to scan too small pics. :/
swing swing ;
3:15 PM;
3:15 PM;