damn you you remind me of the imbecile from a long time ago.
get lost if you want to,
dont claim that we need you,
when if necessary, we wont hesitate to have you out of here.

that same way,
that same freaking sarcastic way,
like you're way more superior than me,
HAH get the facts right,
im not a small little kid, who will cower away from your words,

ya,
try harming any one of us one bit,
and i make sure i will end your life, or at least add a big twist of misery inside.
either way, i will ensure revenge.

**

i've been in a bit of a daze these few days,
being generally filled with rage.
sleepy,
tired.

zzz.

i guess it's just smth stupid inside me.

swing swing ;
7:15 PM;

tired,
yawns-

**

lemme post bout ytd la yeah?
we had beg day ytd you see,
and everytime i come home from beg day,
it's another new experience gained,

i've noticed a few things while i was collecting donations,

8 great ways to avoid making a donation,
1. whip out your handphone and start faking a call, (yes. wow? o.o )
2. quickly take the today newspaper you had in your bag out, and start reading and look as if you're engrossed in catching up on the latest news. so much for social awareness.
3. RUN AWAY!
4. walk really fast and keep looking at your watch, looking like you're in a real hurry when you look like a big fool in reality
5. walk up to the collector, take out your purse, search frantically for coins, and when you cant find any (fake la, LOL.) try searching in your pocket, and when there are absolutely no coins, tell the collector sorry and walk away, (cheers to singaporeans!)
6. stop walking when you see the collector in front, and when the collector is distracted with another member of the public, walk away as quickly as you can.
7. stare at the collector as if he/she owe you money, and walk off like you've just seen a freak.
8. talk to your companion and wishing like hell the collector wont confront you guys.

well, that's it.
it's half amusing, yet half disgusting.
the ways singaporeans act, they make a perfect example for the cold-blooded award.
how much can a 10cent coin hurt anw? ._.

**

turned out that i could play msn games le :D
super happy.
like WOW, minesweeper flags!
i miss pschl days, alright? ahaha.

oh, talk about homeostasis in bio,
._.
you sweat to maintain a constant internal environment.
you sweat,
A LOT.
._.
SINGAPORE IS DAMN HOT!

**

this post doesn't serve as any hint to the amount of loyalty i have for singapore,
nthg's perfect, and the comments i made are facts anw xD
so dont you come saying im not loyal to singapore and badmouthing it eh? ^^

swing swing ;
5:14 PM;

an old friend, a present foe.
twisted world, eh?
:/

books like that should be written more.
this world certainly needs more of these kind.

time travel doesn't appeal to me,
because i often get confused over how changes in the past can affect and influence the future.
rawr.

anw, i like darren shan :]

LOL.

there's a few tests coming soon,
(the understatement of the year)

add oil everyone (:

(read on the bus or when i feel i dont have to mug anym. otherwise, mug. ohyeah.)

swing swing ;
12:53 PM;

one done, a few more to go :]

**

back to square 1?
i aint saying that anym (:

**

it's been a worthwhile period of time at schl even since this year started.
fruitful year eh? might as well (:

english wasn't bad,
wasn't bad at all,
discussing deep topics and social problems and stuff,
find it smth new and interesting.
besides we have a chiobu for a tchr sia. :]
i'd hate it if they start changing our tchr after a few months okay.
will curse them ._.
(irritating and i like her okay?)

cheena?
must say that i found back the passion for it when i got back my hsk results,
motivation :]
my compo wasn't bad, and that's graded based on CHINA standard sia.
tend to think highly of china's chinese, dont ya?
^^
im gna believe in myself more, cannot lose the passion once more, got it back after 1full year D:

there's bio too,
i guess there's hope for me (:
as long as i switch to CHIONG mode :D
memo like siao.
the tchr's good too love her (:

phy's the same old self,
FOCUS :]
no more losing track rarrr.
hard, but not impossible.

chem,
:/
i love chem,
pracs, and content wise.
but i hate it too. O.O?
dont know why.

hist!
i can love it at times, i can hate it at times.
but i must say his teaching style is really not for me la.

math!
love love love maths.
i hope i distinction everything :]

ss?
._.
see how lo, so far only had ONE pathetic lesson with the tchr.
(and i din really like his teaching style too.)
:/ ahwells, motivation's the fact that im the dumb ss rep.
i HAVE to do well.

grahhhhhhhhhhh :/
am i keesiao or what,
feel shuang then post academic stuff.
what's wrong with me~

oh btw,
darren shan rocks.
:D
dont have book3 ar? :/

craze :]
over music.

swing swing ;
8:29 PM;

seething.

**

ytd saw this asshole from pei hwa,
totally blasting music from his phone or mp3 la.
like go and die la.
emo kia, sit in a way that occupies two seats instead of one.
you want emo can go jump down building la, asshole.
(but the music was nice. jap songs WAHAHA. xD )

**

irritated by the standard.
attitude again, it counts.

kashiwa band performed today.
ROCKING LA!
totally rocks. everyone went totally high.
tell you smth, they have great singers, great dancers, and they are a super great band.
WTH LA,
singapore no need compare with japan liao la ._.

aiyah, can go die alr lo.

**

tomorrow~
:]
i love that song.

**

ohoh!
im bored. xD

swing swing ;
11:24 PM;

shirk responsibility;

**

fed up,
i aint made out to be someone great,
just someone smore smore smore D:

just a short post tonight im feeling damn oh sleepy,
rawr.

sian diao :/
math, huiyuan said that i missed out on quite alot.
im scared.
heng both huiyuan and constance said they will teach me :]
i have really niceee fellow bandsmen as classmates :DDD

man, what worries me the most is that im finding some stuff quite a burden,
i guess i shall have to bear with it.

the ghost stories in class?
my mommy persuaded me they were all just a coincidence.
:D
i rather believe that then believe that ghosts and those scary stuff really exist.
well, why scare yourself?
(im being less of a scaredy cat than i used to ^^ )

ahwells, all that matters now is that i dont lose track,
it's only january this year,
i shall sustain,
like how we aim to in band, during tuning,
and how i run long distance,
that's the best part of it all.
(dont dont dont distracted ya? zzz ._. )

man, shucks i hate my eyes.
(that was a random ending.)

swing swing ;
10:40 PM;

i want to show you the beautiful blue we once knew;

(:

**

deeper shade of blue
by steps

into each life some rain must fall,
i din know i would catch it all,
the clear skies have gone
and you with them too
it's not the same now without you

i used to say you're so beautiful
but it din change a thing at all
there's nowhere to run
got nowhere to hide
i cant forget you if i tried

but im
a deeper shade of blue
and there's nthg i can do
you're so far
far away
yeah im
a darker shade of me
and i just cant be free
you're so far
far away
you're so far away

into each life some sun must shine
well someone else must be getting mine
the days are so empty
nights are so long
awaking to find again that you've gone

i used to say you were wonderful
now i just wonder where you are
it's easy to say
memories fade
but im still missing you
nthg's changed

and im
a deeper shade of blue
and there's nthg i can do
you're so far
far away
yeah im
a darker shade of me
and i just cant be free
you're so far
far away
you're so far away

summer is all over
and all we are is apart
the nights are so cold now
without you in my heart

but im
a deeper shade of blue
and there's nthg i can do
you're so far
far away

oh set me free,

**

wonderful song there. :D
used to hate it though, cuz of the video,
do they have to put so much makeup?!
._.

**

tmr's cca trial for band,
i hope we get great attitude great talented juniors.
:D

swing swing ;
8:56 PM;

you sing a sad song just to turn it around,
[bad day, go away,]

**

perhaps..
what i've been waiting for,
was to learn how to spread my wings and fly.

**

gain and lose, part of life.

ahah,
im slowly turning again,
towards that star (:

yknw it's all a new start,
a new beginning.

darkness? i'll try to aviod that yeah? ^^

**

for now, stick to it,
stick close,
you can do it :]

**

rawr it's gna be 10 soon,
please hurry up so i can at least watch one epi.
please please :/

swing swing ;
9:48 PM;