im kinda out of it right now.

sucks.
yes, i want straws with that.

**

OH AND I LIKE MY APPETITE THESE DAYS.
it's definitely improving (:

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9:51 PM;

when you can live forever,
what do you live for? ♥

**

besides being hyped up over a movie that's only gna be released on 12DECEMBER this year,
there's nthg much happening in my life at the moment.

ohyeah, and 12december is impossible.
i will probably get to watch the movie much later after that date,
unless i travel on a plane to.. hmm, wherever, on that day, just to catch a movie based on a book.

if you still cant see what the problem is, you're a retard.
movies made based on books are sucky. in general.

i wonder why im still so hyped up over it.

maybe im hypnotised by robert's at-some-angles shuai-ness, as expected from edward's role.
or perhaps stunned by how perfectly kristen will fit into bella's role.
not to mention the really adorable ashley (playing alice), who, i think, is more chio than nikki playing rosalie btw.

ohwait, im gushing about twilight again.

*changes topic in progress*

ohyes.
i like sugar rush.
makes me high.

and speaking of sugar,
think carbohydrate.
i just ate two meals worth of food for lunch cum dinner.
at 5 to 6?

handmade noodles,
mac fillet o fish,
kfc cheese fries,
kfc popcorn chicken.

the noodles are considered one meal, the fast food considered as another.

seriously,
and i dont feel full after finishing!

it's some miracle huh?
^^

but this means i will skip dinner,
and so, that two meals will be lunch and dinner ._.
makes no diff.

guess that's all for now :D

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9:47 PM;

i rarely listen to chinese songs.
haha but serming sent me this emo song (i dont find it emo leh. if this is considered emo, then most of the songs in the world are emo AHAHA)
and i find it pretty nice. :D

不作你的朋友
慢慢失忆
所有和你的事情必须忘记
爱的盆地
深怕再一滴眼泪就会决堤
我也不想
被你肯定
在这个时候
说我让你感动过

*别握住我的手
说我一定会懂
作不成的爱人变成最好朋友
别牵着我的手
想着别人脸孔
换个方式牵手并不会更好过
可不可以不作你的朋友*

慢慢心痛
没有人发现我和从前不同
你的眼中
看得见另一个人给的感动
我也不要你心疼我
在这个时候
对我比从前温柔

**

应该放晴的天气
还下雨
别这样下去
我难过
但是说不出口

一直逃避
我以为闭上眼睛就能忘记
我的记忆开始在雨天的七月二十三
慢慢经过我们一起绕过的十字街口
怎麼走都走不到尽头

别握住我的手
说我一定会懂
作不成的爱人变成最好朋友
别牵着我的手
想着别人脸孔
换个方式牵手并不会更好过
可不可以别回头
可不可以就放手
可不可以不作你的朋友

-

hmm, so the holidays are here eh?
how fun!
shall we eat spiders for breakfast,
scare the shit out of people in the afternoon,
and hunt for vampires at night?
:D

i think i read too many vamp stories le.
zzz, it's starting to get to me.
though i still find edward cullen and eric sinclair pretty charming.

not to mention bella swan and elizabeth taylor (aka betsy alright? dont think too much.) too.
and then again, i shall announce my status of being a hardcore fan of alice cullen,

hahah :D
i like my green hairband,
but i cant seem to wear it without rebonding my hair again.
cus apparently,
my hair's too messed up to be considered as nice when i let it down.

so i got lime green braces today too :D
pretty bright,
but well,
heh, they're nice :D
(although a little attracting attention)

&
so i swear,
it's now or never,
gna let go,
the sooner the better
-

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2:49 PM;

my favourite colour currently : GREEN!

ahaha :D :D :D

dont know why.

just bought this green hairband from minitoons too.
lime green de :D
gohjiayi suggested. she says lime green looks nice on me :D
ohwells, since im getting the idea that green suits me (ever since a few years ago)
i shall go on a green spree.

like wheeeeee :D

not to forget i got new shoes too :D
i cant wait to wear them out someday.
high heels, made me as tall as my mom.
simple design too.

(i hope i dont fall while wearing them ._. )

ohoh! and my first tank top.
it's blue!
and it's nice :D
lols ._.
seriously.

no, in case you were wondering, there's nthg wrong with me.
like,
sudden inspiration to get caught up with fashion,
and dolling up.
:D
not that i can look better by hunting down all the nice stuff you can wear.
im too ugly,
D:

but but but!
that black heart shaped necklace in lot1 was *screams*
gorgeous.
:D

too bad it isn't big enough,
and the chain's ugly.
i want a music note de :D

ohboy :D
jumps up and about and gets excited :D

i probably should sleep more after all these book frenzy.
have been practically swallowing constance's book that night.
and now im quite sleepy TT

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8:04 PM;

! as the moon takes up its irregularities again -

it's time to move on,
as the moon changes its shape,

turning from round, bright, and beautiful,
to irregular shaped, crescent, and not complete.

**

WOOOOOOOOOOOO
marchbluesky &quiensera!
<3

really rocks :D

im pulling band up my priorities le. it definitely helps cheer people up :D
(especially in my case.)

noise.
i get annoyed.
rawr.

blow a little bubble :]
i wna stay inside forever,
a soundproof bubble if possible.
and one that never pops (:

but then again,

don't speak of forever when keeping up with the present is starting to become a burden.

**

eating out was nice!
it's one of those rare times that almost everyone is present.

vengyi farah sarah!
and of course zhiyi and liang.

where's bro?! (chua)
o.o
ohgod.

we zihighed alot.
talked about our QADs,
and many many. (:

i swear, dar is mad today. (liang)
she's like a super lame,
plus super zihigh,
plus super make me laugh!

LOL.

i bet tmr's gna be a great day (:

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9:30 PM;

constance threatened me that i'll be screwed if i din bring eclipse for her LOL.
there's no need.
im alr screwed,
from head to toe.

finally got the song that's what you get by paramore.
im in love with the lead singer i think.
no, im not turning into a les,
lols.

well, i seldom go huachi over male singers lols.

tomorrow's x-country.

mrs lwf has become me and vengyi's qad :D
lols!

and yes apparently i wore standard petals in my hair.
xD
two petals, one from haiwei's red flower,
and one from mine.
:D

bio prac was fun.
although i hated drawing diagrams,
as usual.

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9:23 PM;

god, if i had a choice, i would make myself believe that unicorns &fairytales exist to make myself freaking smile.

**

today was a perfect day to moodswing.
kinda.
yet i din,

(until the later part of the day, that is.)

was stuffing my face into book after book,

while getting my brain as hell far away as possible from thinking too much and stressing too much on things that will kill you.

eat biscuits, cupcakes, grilled fish,

had a pretty zzz day, nthg interesting, i just found myself not out there again.

anw, troubles!
tmr, there's band,
yay?
there's cid,
yay?
HELLO! last minute sia! and i cant decide which one to go to la!

you might as well throw me into hell and condemn me, put a curse on me so that i will always stay in hell, forever.

the result wasn't pretty, i started to think alot about these two, and trying to come to a conclusion of which priority was top for me.
there was almost alot of banging head against the wall action,
sulking on the phone,
whining on the phone,
and basically just going mad in my brain.

why cant i just frigging ace every test,
drop out of schl since i dont need education anw, (because im a genius.)
and just frigging avoid so many stuff and have a good time.

rawr.

**

I BOUGHT NEW MOON TODAY! (actually, it was my mom who bought it. xD thanks mom :D )

so eclipse was out of stock eh?
RAWR.

and so orchard road has to be damn crowded and irritating eh?
full of kiasu singaporeans.

I GOT KNOCKED A FEW TIMES,
A HINT OF CUTS ALL OVER MY HANDS FROM THE SHARP ENDS OF THE DAMN BIG FRIGGING PLASTIC BAGS,
AND I GOT PUSHED MANY TIMES.

damn. how i hate crowded places.

AND I FEEL GROGGY ALRIGHT-
all day!

tmr's gna be hectic.
i hope i score alright.

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9:02 PM;

i swear im going to borders bookstore asap,
anytime soon.

and im gna hunt for new moon and eclipse.
that will complete my collection of the series.

it wasn't till i arrived at schl that i started to realise my hopeless addiction to twilight.

story plot's good,
characters are awesome,
&comeon! they are gna have a movie on it!

im so buying the vcd/dvd even if i cant make it to watch the movie.
eg. if i dont find suitable people to go with me to calm me down at those super irritating parts.

xinhui has the book btw, and haiwei's cca mates.
ohman!

haha and xinhui was saying how someone super shuai will have to act as edward, otherwise..
xD

okay that wasn't exactly what she said,

jennie : i think they will find some super shuai guys to act as edward
xinhui : THEY'D BETTER!

god i cant wait for the movie, which is gna most probably come out next year.
it's may now.
sighs-

junyi succeeded in chionging the whole 500++ pages in just one day!
with occassional interruptions like me going up to where he sits and looking at the page he's reading and leaving a few comments here and there.
yes, understatement of the year, since i was restless without the awesome book and went over to him practically every minute.

god, constance and jiayi wants to read too HAHAHA. :D

AHHH! TIME TO HAVE MY INSTANT NOODLES! im still hungry can you believe it?
compared to my appetite these few days, i ate quite alot today.
and i reached home feeling even hungrier.
o.o

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6:20 PM;

happy momma's day? :D

**

red retro headband,
long tube top, extending below,
&a pair of pink denim shorts.

not to forget,
highheel shoes/platform shoes.

with perhaps the not so necessary but preferred to have assessories like super cute earrings and a long necklace,

im starting to get a bit of her fashion sense,
losing some of my own,
like gohjiayi mentioned, she's the type who throws contrasting colours around but ends up with a totally pleasant effect.
while i used to be the "eh, not matching ar? OUT." type.

now, the two total extremes mixing tgt,
lovely.

**

oh,
the agony of book deprivation and withdrawal.
before you know it, you are buying book after book,
AS A HOBBY.
guess where the agony comes from.

the hole in your pocket of course,

those bookstores are gna thank me soon.
i'll be hunting for "major crush"
and perhaps "new moon" &"eclipse" to complete my book collection of stephenie meyer's "gripping vampire love saga".
"twilight" was the first. super rocks.

seems like vampires interest me, im completely intrigued by stories of them,
"twilight" was just a random choice; my hands picked up the book almost without thinking.

well bought it, and it was pretty good. (:

saw diary of a crush series at borders too. and of course, im not going to buy them. im gna continue on my quest to drive constance mad everytime we go to the library and i start on my hunt for diary of a crush books.

i guess im disappointed with my most recent choice at popular, a book called "chosen".
yes, it's about vampires too, but so far, the plot's not as attractive as the book cover.
guess the thing about "never judge a book by its cover" is true,

17bucks wasted. how sad. ):

**

"Dazed and disoriented, i looked up from the bright red blood pulsing out of my arm - into the fevered eyes of the six suddenly ravenous vampires."
god, how i hate cliffhangers.

"You can't really believe that i would give in so easily," he said with a sour edge to his mocking tone.
"A girl can dream."
His eyebrows rose. "Is that what you dream about? Being a monster?"
"Not exactly," I said, frowning at his word choice. Monster, indeed. "Mostly I dream about being with you forever."
ohgod can you believe that? how incredibly sweet.
sighs-

**

yeahyeah, im a girl, and im hooked to romance novels and vampires too ._.
you cant really blame me, yknw.

besides, what is better than satisfying my book lust immediately after my exams?
you gta admit, throwing yourself into books after books (great books, btw.) is a very good thing to do.

then again, i must not be completely emotional after reading them. almost cried a few times with twilight,
bella and edward <3

(yes, i deliberately put bella in front of edward. seriously, why the name edward for a vampire? but he's still loves, to me. bella is.. well.. amusing at times, and can be incredibly dumb at others, but mostly, she's a super sweet girl i admire :D )

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4:37 PM;

statement of the day (or night) :
MATH, LIKE THE BRITISH WELFARE STATE, CAN BRING ABOUT NEGATIVE IMPACT.

so im looking forward to tmr,
because tmr's the last exam day (to a large extent)
and
because tmr's math and im gna score at least a 90% in paper 2 no matter what, to redeem myself for paper 1.
believe me, i have a bad feeling about paper 1.
might end up like my sciences at the beginning of the year.

oh and if i can, get full marks too :D

oh the math factor is to a small extent, cus im feeling pretty screwed right now with math cus it's screwing with my brain.

made alot of careless mistakes tonight.

i think im feeling excited and nervous at the same time,
i better not end up like paper 1, almost literally pulling at my hair to vent my frustration on why i cant do the very simple question 1. it was like, a free 5marks to get? *curses*
everyone was stunned by me.
i hope mrteo din see me hyperventilating at my seat during the exam (he was invigilating us.)
that would be super embarassing.

grah math,
then plaza sing.
and hopefully, some camwhoring :D

WOOOOOOOOOOO

swing swing ;
10:02 PM;

i realised i've really put much emphasis on my sciences.
too much, in fact.

god, i could have spent much more time on my history so that i wont have to suffer now.
as usual, it's not smth that's fixed.

so my usual last minute mugging is really gna kill me this time.

but at least i understand the events and everything better.
i hope i can do well tmr.

no normal people wont think about grades now alright? it's 30%.
zzz,

i just have to, "goodluck ar?"
and hope for the best tmr.

**

hope my stomach gets better soon,
headaches too.

happens everytime the pesky exams are near.
sighs-

swing swing ;
5:12 PM;

lols, im happy now,
guess why?

I FINALLY GOT A REPLACEMENT FOR MY SONG SOURCE :D

have been song deprived for practically years alright?
barely survived listening to 987 almost every morning,

shall attack xianglonn's comp songs.
wahaha
and junyi's too. he has 1000 songs,
not very impressive, but still, he has 5times the number of songs i currently have.
xD

YAY YAY YAY! :DDD

swing swing ;
9:51 PM;