your very presence intoxicates me :]

wells, pink/purple braces doesn't look very nice as compared to green.
im switching back to green the next time :X

anw, teeth's currently shifting to their new positions.
sighs-
worry : istana perf! :/

goodluck to me tmr.

currently tired,
restless,
and insane.
._.
really,
one second dont wna eat, one second wna eat.
i dont know what's wrong with me.

the 80cents mushroom i ate during recess was darn cute and nice.
it's not really worth it though :X
but ohwell~
and i bought three hotdogs for breakfast again. :D

committing suicide by borrowing three books (OF THE SAME FREAKING SERIES!) from the library. well, actually it was from LT4, but since the books were all displayed there..
._.
anw i cant believed i actually finished all the 5sets of cool down exercises after running two rounds for pe.
(plus two and a half rounds in the morning~)
so happy :D

im afraid THOSE vampire books dont appeal to me.
i will tend to compare it to twilight eh.
tsk.
nvm, even better, i will ignore them till it's time to return and it wont serve as a distraction for me :D
obstructions to breaking dawn is UNFORGIVABLE D:

ahwells.

swing swing ;
7:49 PM;

HAHAHA,
constance amuses me :D

"PRINCE sparkly vampire,
would come and save me one day."

LOL.

edward cullen is loves <3

not to mention his volvo and his girl and his sisters' cars!
ohgod, im so in love with twilight.

swing swing ;
8:04 PM;

saw a flicker of doubt in your eyes-

ohyeahman,
im happy,
so it'd better be right.

[:
i have faith again.

you've established our very own version of 'Two Deformed Puzzle Pieces'-

so what's up man?
currently STILL hooked on the saddest time of the day for vamps :D
scary eh?
not really, you would find edward cullen a most appealing and charming vamp, in actual fact.

the glue between us expired-

oh i still cant believe that i can actually have such a happy day.
went past like wheee :D
im like the paperbag drawn on my table,
it's like a perfect picture of childhood memories (:
thanks :D

let the skies return to their original colour, light and cheerful-

getting inspired is hard,
but i wna try.
have passion for smth you aint good at?
that's me. D:
(sad, but true. D:)

&let us run towards freedom, where we'd see the sun again-

im just glad he gave me a chance,
i mean, i definitely think he dont despise me as a student anymore.
i really should put in more effort in his subject,
especially since i claimed i had interest in it (:
(not to him, but to myself. ._.)

even though it's been a beautiful night,
lets turn back, and look for the light.

swing swing ;
10:20 PM;

im home bored out of my mind.

sighs-

walk together for eternity,
take my hand &set it free.

it's been a tiring week, all i wna do is sleep like siao okay.
zzz,
haha btw, when you smear wasabi all over your rice, (sushi rice <3!)
the result is disastrous.
you end up having a feeling that you're stuffing yourself full,
when in actual fact you love sushi rice like mad.
so you finish your food, but feel sick.
._.

so you really dont mind,
if i say i want you mine?

and then again, there's the fact that im not growing any bigger in size (err.. neither horizontally or vertically ._.)
no matter how much i eat.
appetite's definitely improving,
but i still see myself as tall (yes, tall. not short. i need my ego too yknw.)
as a sec1.
LOL.

so i just wna say,
i'll end it here.
let the hearts heal,
with time, my dear.

/added on-
ended up spending a few hours at toapayoh with gohjiayi.
she was bored too,
stuck at her ahma's house with no cousins.
her mom was playing mahjong. xD

so being the nice kia i am, i decided to go out with her to kill some time,
went to lib, but only after we walked a few circles.
supposedly met at 5, reached lib at 6. ._.

sighs- there are so many guitars and saxophones in cash converter can?
like, no clarinets de. D:
and i saw a flute too.
oh and there's this condemned like mad de saxo!
hidden behind xD

and we went to minitoons and.. another nice nice shop, but condemn them soon after, because they aint nice.
no nice nice stuff de.
therefore we condemn toapayoh,
the nice shops there are not nice de.

the journey back home was zzz, these bunch of guys, and these two girls, were in the bus effing each others' faces off ._.
every five seconds you hear the f word.
like, lols, i hear enough f words in schl la har.

mac fries was WOOOOO~ so is kfc.
i have a feeling if i continue stuffing myself with fast food at this pace,
i would suffer from alot of diseases in the near future.
tsk, shall not curse myself, but it's super oily sia!

someday i would find the perfect one,
to fill the emptiness,
someday i would sing a lullaby,
to cure the hurt.

/ends added on-

swing swing ;
3:04 PM;

swing swing ;
8:46 PM;

roflmao,
today is the most unproductive day of my school life,
&yet, i liked most of it.

so we had lectures, lectures, and more lectures. (amounting to a total of at least two lectures, actually. not so many after all. xD)
the following conversation was between me and -.

- : yeah, im prepared to be amused, again. bring it on.
jennie : amused? or bored?
- : a little of both, i guess.
jennie : ah.. wait, ironic. amused is positive. bored is negative.
- : im special.
jennie : im surprised you can actually boost your ego even in THIS situation.
- : i told you, im special.
jennie : ._.
- : dont blame me, blame that guy in front (lecturer), he's the one who made me special.
jennie : know of any object i can make an impact on with my head?
- : that guy sitting in front of you would do great.

jennie : almost (and yes, when i say almost, i mean almost.) rolling on floor laughing my ass off.

i swear, - knows how to make me smile even when i dont want to, seriously.

btw guess what happened? that guy (i wont say who it is.)
leaned forward at that exact moment, which just made me laugh even harder.

jennie : smart guy LOL.

guy : leans backward

jennie : OMG.
- : not so smart after all.

wahpiang i swear i had the greatest laugh in ages.

serming, junyi and jifang on the other hand, were funny like hell too.
jiayi, shuyu and zhengyang laughed like mad.

im starting to break out of my patience le.
BREAKING DAWN FASTER COME OUT! TT
actually, come out le, but i mean, FASTER LET ME HAVE IT~!

o.o hysterical ._.

swing swing ;
8:05 PM;

just some pictures we spammed today. credits to haiwei (:
omg i look so spas i dont even wna go there.
let's welcome the nutella/peanut butter &kaya toast!
:D

here's jiayi, haiwei, constance.
awman, we are four demure girls. xD







who are mad when it comes to taking pictures [:








i change my mind. we aren't only mad when we take pictures. we are mad almost every moment we are together. gosh.







okay, i totally dont know what that sock is for. &i dont wna know why the hell it is above my head.

so zhaowei the PRO photographer took this pic,

it's apparently supposed to be a bad shot.

here's haiwei, qianhui and xinhui! :D

yay that's better :D
say cheese!







haiwei :D
and yes, i was trying to put on the same facial expression for almost every pic.
should have :D
and show my teeth &braces,
cus it's green too.
matching sia.
._.


**

i need a reasonable excuse to stay away,
because although distance cant keep you away,
i know i still have to try,
to keep my heart safe.

swing swing ;
11:06 PM;

swing swing ;
5:32 PM;

dammit you dont know when to shut up and when not to dont you?
cant you tell that we dont wanna talk about it?
stop asking then! ._.

irritating kia.
lols, moreover, it's none of your business.

**

ohwells a pretty stressed day today,
i guess hormones are taking over me,
moodswings,

was laughing hard in the schl lib during hist,
and once i laugh in the middle of a moodswing,
i cant stop.

**

aww..

where's my full moon tonight?

Disappearing moon-

swing swing ;
9:07 PM;

Fade away
- Olivia

I just wanna say hello to you
But you’re not lookin’ my way
Like you trying to act cool
I think I lost my mind
Back there and then
Oh how I let my feelings go

You see, I know it’s just a crush
And a crush won’t ever last long
No one’s forcing it, boy
So you I’ll put aside
Thought friends we would be
Oh, boy…

Sadly you took my smile away
Every time you look my way
It fades away
I think it’s best it stays this way
Every time you look my way
Yeah, it fades away

You just wanna say hello to me
Now the table’s turned
I’m not lookin’ your way

Don’t get it wrong
Oh, it’s twisted up
Alright let’s make this story short

You see, I know it’s just a crush
And a crush won’t ever last long
No one’s forcing it, boy
So you I’ll put aside
Thought friends we would be
Oh, boy…
Yeah,

Sadly you took my smile away
Every time you look my way
It fades away
I think it’s best it stays this way
Every time you look my way
Yeah, it fades away

Woah…
Why did it have to go down this way?
I’ll admit I feel you when you are near
Maybe baby we got it all wrong

Sadly you took my smile away
Every time you look my way
It fades away
I think it’s best it stays this way
Every time you look my way
Yeah, it fades away

Sadly you took my smile away
Every time you look my way
It fades away
I think it’s best it stays this way
Every time you look my way
Yeah, it fades away

**

hahah, want the song can get it from me (:
it's nice :D

ohyeah, and kaya rocks (:
nutella's a bully, (HAHA)
and
butter's my hero (or heroine.) xD

swing swing ;
7:11 PM;

"You手榴弹totally就哦inour三choolman!"

a result of being stupid by not realising the comp was still set in chinese,
and the comp lagging,
and me continuing to type like nthg's wrong.
until the whole statement was formed.

i was intending to type
"You should totally join our school man!"

lols.

swing swing ;
3:21 PM;

everyone only likes to condemn, no?

perhaps when we see things another way,
we should view each other's opinions,

before lashing out harsh comments on the other party.
because that's not being responsible.

truth is, im getting tired of all these,
all of us are.

&truth is, things are not looking up,

people just aren't sensitive these days la,
they spew criticism like it's smth you cant wait to get rid of,
know what's conflict?

are you sure we are the only ones at fault?

be sure before you do anything,
because for all you know,
we are gna return the favour.

i just didn't feel the high i felt during last year tchr's day perf.

&btw, nobody chickened out,
we all played, and yes, it wasn't our best,
but we were alright.

dont go around condemning people so soon,
because it doesn't seem right to me,
to be condemning someone who's as great a someone as you,
or maybe even better.

and then, get the situation right before you condemn,
because from what i gathered,
it wasn't a very long time before we could claim them back,
it was quite a short time.

me, pissed?
pretty much so,

swing swing ;
12:02 AM;

so today's highlights were,
i ran to busstop in morning to catch bus,
and yay, i caught it :D

so clipped up my hair at schl,
like i promised.

first lesson, chem.
second, chinese.
guess what?
luoyusi wasn't here today, we are supposed to do zuowen 7!
wheeeeeee, obviously the whole class didn't do.
xD
even the usually super guai1 huiyuan only did one paragraph and started playing graphic calculator xDDD
recess was dumb, serming won me again, but, i din exactly gobble down my food, wasn't feeling hungry enough.
history,

ohyeah, history.

i stuttered, couldn't find the right words,
i got corrected for my GRAMMAR, (for goodness sake, my grammar's my strongest component for the english subject, and i never, NEVER get corrected for it before. it's what helped me for my compos D: because my vocab sucks.)
an insect invaded into the room and made me laugh by performing a stunt on a person by the initials C.H.
zhengyang smiled too, i saw. xD
&he totally condemned us by saying if anyone laughs for no reason in his class, he will demand for the reason, and there's no use shrugging, cus he would chase us out of the class if we do.
goddammit, you should have seen my face, i felt my face changing 360degrees,
from laughing to smth quite the opposite.

other lessons are pretty much the same,

band was,
well,
all mixed up.

i feel like i should do smth for him,
it's super unfair for him :/
at least must get that position, im not satisfied with anything less.

went to harbour to have dinner,
ate kfc,

went cityhall,
saw four yuhua band people, hahah, &i started getting paranoid cus everyone i saw seemed to look familiar,
._.

changed into that (dress?)
came out of the toilet after much hesitation,
saw a big group of rv trumpeters,
and a few excos and whoever,
and ran back in with liang again,

hilarious,
absolutely.

changed back into schl u again and went to take our seats le.

the concert was woah o.o

"the firm beats of the conductor, the grand sound of the trumpets, the smooth dance of the clarinets, the floating melodies of the flutes, the clear echoes of the violins, the modest strut of the piano, the timid vibrations of the harp,
when everything comes tgt-"

"let it hang in the air,
a wonder, a beauty,
an unmistakable song so rich,
so indulge in a world consumed by such wondrous melodies,
&let it take over your heart."

there was this song when the whole orchestra was playing except for certain instrus,
i think the trumpets have to wait damn long xD
so this trumpeter totally,
during this really suspicious sounding melody,
drank water from this plastic bottle,
was very anti climax and i swear, i laughed a hell lot.

i love the conductor,
:D

so graphic calculator's my new best friend.
lols,
can play all day long.

farah say tmr bring hmwk so we can piss off tchrs who ask us to go into LT so early in the morning and wait there for a few hours to stone.
well, ALRIGHT! xD

swing swing ;
11:24 PM;

today was a good day :D

woke up at a not so late, not so early time.
around 9.

then started to wash up and everything.
&switched on my comp so that i can continue my seemingly hopeless attempt at redownloading windows live messenger.
and messenger plus :D
im kinda dumb, i went to delete the program zzz,
im never gna do it anym in the future man. costed me so much time, just to download the damn thing. i wonder why my comp cant download from the official website.

started to change at about 10.
thought i could get ready in 15minutes, but ahaha,
i only came out of my house at 1030.
thank goodness the bus came at just the right time, i ran when i saw it and then boarded :D
err.. sat next to this guy who blasted the dumb aircon at me. zzz.

so i alighted at a bus stop that seems to be the correct one. till now, im still not sure whether it's the right bus stop or not.
got lost for a bit, cus cant find the central lending library. called jiayi, then she also not very sure, scared give me wrong directions so i called serming since he knew the way around bugis the last time we went there.
he helped abit, hahaha, and then i found the correct exit to the library :D

jiayi and i totally did our hmwk (kinda noisily xD)
we not bad leh! did quite alot.
then there was this bunch of guys and one girl damn noisy.
especially one guy, who laughed even more than me and jiayi combined.
(now, that's scary. everyone who knows us knows that i laugh alot, and jiayi laughs even more. wth, he laughs like shit okay! every second also got laugh.)
there was this baby who cried like mad, and the whole table was either laughing or smiling.
me? i was neutral, concentrating on hmwk, and jiayi was "aww man, so ke lian."
HAHAHA

so the guy kept laughing and influenced me and jiayi as well.
there was once when we looked at that guy and laughed like mad.
HAHAH.
they were doing trigo! then after that they did vectors, and me and jiayi's eyes suddenly lit up in "acknowledgement". xD
wahpiang, xD
then all of them started to leave, saying they should go to some ulu library next time, cus here got alot people ._.
and this guy said he's gna bring his sleeping bag LOL.

okay so i reluctantly left the two seats (we were sitting at a table y'see.)
for lunch, since mine and jiayi's stomach was growling embarassingly D:
both of us chose western food, i ate fish fillet with some guai guai noodles, not spaghetti xD
jiayi ate the spaghetti we shared the last time.
we learnt our lesson, to buy garlic bread and mushroom soup tgt with our meal so we get a discount or smth.
wheeeeee. it was nice :D

went back to lib, and yes, the tables were all full D:
we sat on the floor, AFTER taking some books xD
and started to continue work :D
found it very uncomfortable,
so i went to check whether there's any free seats :]
twice!
and no, there aren't seats.
later, jiayi went to check, YES THERE ARE SEATS!
i went whatthehell.
we practically chionged there, sat down, &i said "i never knew a table could appeal to me so much."

so we were on a laughing spree again, and work spree.
finished quite alot today i feel accomplished.

there's this book that has this thing i like alot.
"friends dont let friends commit social suicide."
aww. so mean la, i mean, girl A was dating this dork, and girl B had to say that to her.
like, wow.
._.

bought hichew, finally. for aishah,
and bought the biscuits that i love :D
and bought kinder bueno too!
i love it can?!
the first time i ate it was last month or smth. zzz,

hahah,
it was the nicest day ever.
with no movies. jiayi wanted to watch hancock ._.
i guess im still loyally stuck to waiting for twilight the movie (:

ciaos for now, [:

swing swing ;
8:46 PM;

heh im officially the girl who doesn't make sense.

featured song(s) : inconsolable, take a bow.

-
the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me,
-

so im quite excited about the prom night thing.
i hope it will happen :D

contemplating,
1. gohjiayi's idea of boyfriend t + jeans + (optional hat) +(haiwei's idea of highheels?) xD
2. typical prom night formal dress and stuff like that.

im so gna fix my hair that's for sure.
my hair makes me look like i have bad hair day EVERYDAY D:

hahaha, and yes. definitely highheels.
(without specs? hmm :/)

but that depends on whether it will happen na :/

**

ohman ohman ohman :D
hahah, yknw, there's gna be dancers for our speechday rehearsal.
for the two years i was classmates with sylvia,
i only know that she can sing very well.
she can dance too mygosh xD

anw, there's 5dancers,
kimyee is one of them.
i wish her the best of luck hahaha.

**

sighs, i have alot of things to blog de leh!
but dont know why, when you blog, you forget about those things. D:
so sad lo.

anw, there's a bunch of hmwk.
every single subject also got hmwk zzz,

youth day?
pleah.
more like yet another excuse to give us torture.

i dont mind the hmwk that much,
i mind the amount of it.

too much is ridiculous D:

swing swing ;
9:18 PM;

where'd you go?
i miss you so.
seems like it's been forever,
since you've been gone.

- fort minor

**

BIG things happened,

big things like the recent concert on 29th june,
at victoria concert hall,

it was super memorable,
not to mention the pride i felt when i played on that stage,

i did screw up one or two parts though ZZZ!

seeing yuhua rehearse their items were pretty entertaining,
you should have seen how kimyee's eyes sparkled.
her "NEH!" (you know, the sound you make when you wna say "over there", that kind of neh. ._.)
is this percussion guy.
not bad la, hahah, but not bad only.
(eh, i got good argument here leh. kimberly also dont approve of him alrights. at least she doesn't seem to approve. xD)

my eye candy?
hah, the sparkle in my own eyes have diminished.
had i been blind? or did he really grow fatter or smth xD
stupid kimyee and limjiayi, see how their condemnation (?) of him has affected me?
but still, when we were at the so called backstage,
i was quite scared.
but yuhua people start to walk here and there,
zhiyi totally interrupted me in the middle of some trivial statement i was making to tell me that he's there.
hahaha i totally turned 180degrees and made zhiyi and sofia laugh.
laugh out loud indeed. it happened a few times, and i turned 360degrees sometimes.
i ended up laughing my guts out anw, and by the time we went up to the stage, i was kinda zihigh yet a little nervous. at least it was better than the first rehearsal when i literally shivered.

the yuhua eflat clar guy (called junyi i think. ._.)
he's kinda stupid too.
he's cute cus he seems to be constantly hiding a smile like a yijun.
hahah, anw he's cuter than sebby.

as for sebby, hahah, seriously, i have alot to thank him for.
he's been a great motivation for me lately,
and no lets exclude the negative encouragement part.
&he kept asking me why i was so sad today.
lols, did i look sad? i was just yawning alot and was very tired.
ohnos my default face is that emo huh?

i want flowers D:

**

today was sad D:
erjie din come i was lonely.
had noone to talk to during math lesson and to discuss with.
what's worse is that mrchoy asked us to do some proving question of some sort and without erjie to discuss with im at a loss.
rawr D:

erjie get well soon :D
assumed you were sick :/

ahaha i have a craving for chocolates, we had chocolates, the whole clarinet section,
and a few extra people,
namely, jieren.
claimed he sent me a lot of songs, so he should have at least one chocolate.
ahaha, ohnos and daphine din get any choc D:
i think the cadbury choc can still be saved xD

all in all, it was very eventful, these few days.
i rarely have so much excitement in my life and im still feeling restless hahah,

btw, farah rocks :D

im yijun's and evan's mom o.o
chuashixian's their dad,
and i wonder who the others can be.
limjiayi said she's kimyee's sister,
and kimyee is yijun's girlfriend,
liangshixian is someone's grandmother or smth xD
zhiyi is..
OHMAN!
ISN'T THIS EXACTLY LIKE HONGLOUMENG?!
complicated family tree sia.. xD

hahah,

(desperato, xD)

swing swing ;
9:38 PM;