Went for the first rehearsal ever and am now FLIPPING OUT.
Don't let myself lose control. So here's the list. Lists make me calm. I STILL HAVE NOT READ THE TERMINOLOGY FOR LIGHTING SO OMGGG.
- Location of lights (depending on where the cast are for the scene)
- Type of lights (Flickering, long, moving?)
- Effect of lights (Essentially the same as type of lights, why is this on my list?!)
- Timing of lights (Short, long? What was I thinking when I made this list. Partner said something about 7 seconds though, so I guess I kinda know what I'm talking about?)
- Brightness of lights (Dim, strong? How many percent?)
- Colour of lights (Especially the ending man. Zomg.)
Got to learn all of these asap because I HATE TO LOOK LIKE AN IDIOT.
And I have a boss to impress. Many bosses, actually.
They'd be laughing at me because I wrote in the interview: Does not know a thing but am willing to learn.
Do whatever partner is doing. He seriously knows what he's talking about.
Oh em gee gee gee.
Never gonna waste time again. I'm just glad I only have ONE super tedious math tutorial to do.
It's after midnight. Let's see how I last tonight.
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No idea what to think, with everything that's happening.
I'll just go with the flow.
You're my sunshine. I'm not giving up on this, not yet. But once I see this is truly going nowhere, I am letting go.
I'll see you soon. Be safe, please.
