♪ cant trust you, ;

Saturday, February 8, 2014

Hi loves, how have you been?

I know I haven't been blogging IN AGES. Been toying with the idea of deleting everything here but why though.
Definitely doesn't erase the memories. Both good and bad.

It's just another year. And well, I've been through a lot more, I guess.

Life wears me down like nothing else, really. It does eventually shape me to become better but that's if I want to go down that safe, common path.

I'm getting progressively sicker. Physically and mentally. Been having fainting spells more often than before, and though the mood swings seem stable, I am still prone to a rage fest every now and then. And it runs deeper, truly, like I haven't wished every single day when I was younger to have the ability to stop letting the sad sad sad grip their claws into my soul and set myself free.

Still, nothing major, I have an ugly side just like anybody else. A melodramatic ugly side.

Anyhoo. I'm soon going to be completing my third year in university, just that one step closer to a working life. It's been... what? Just a blink of an eye.

Met several kinds of people, and I wish I could say everyone I meet is lovely, but you know, there are a few odd souls who might just be a tad too nasty to form a friendship with.

And then there are one or two who makes everything good. And those are the best bits in life I'd like to grab and never let go.

Got to stay lovely, folks. I try to be happy, just because. And when I'm happy, things will go my way. Cheers.

swing swing ;
7:20 PM;

Sunday, November 25, 2012

Just turned 20.

Well, in these 20 years I hadn't been as productive as I would like myself to be, so here's wishing I adopt a better attitude in life in the next 20 and beyond! Assuming I don't die along the way, that is.

Choy. Touchwood.

Been too aimless for a while now, and it's time that changed because I'm definitely feeling ready for the next part of my life.

Well here's to wishing, anyway. Have a happy life, baby girl. (:

swing swing ;
1:11 AM;

Sunday

- Hurts

There are times when we question the things we know

Never thought that the cracks will begin to show

We both know love is not that easy

I wish I'd known that it would be this hard to be alone

Please come home

Loveless nights they seem so long

I know that I'll hold you someday

But till you come back where you belong

It's just another lonely Sunday

Is this the end of the love that had just begun

I always hope that the best it was yet to come

Please come back don't you leave me

We're both so young I know you need me too

And there'll always be times like these

Loveless nights they seem so long

I know that I'll hold you someday

But till you come back where you belong

It's just another lonely Sunday

Maybe we'll see that we were wrong

If ever we look back one day

But till you come back where you belong

It's just another lonely Sunday

Lonely, lonely

If you don't come back tomorrow

I'll be left here in the cold

If you don't come back tomorrow I'll go

Loveless nights they seem so long

I know that I'll hold you someday

But till you come back where you belong

It's just another lonely Sunday

Maybe we'll see that we were wrong

If ever we look back one day

But till you come back where you belong

It's just another lonely Sunday

Lonely, lonely

swing swing ;
1:05 AM;

Saturday, June 9, 2012

Night time folly.

Had been fun while it lasted. I'm gonna take off again.

See you when I see you.

swing swing ;
1:54 AM;

Hello

I could stick around and get along with you, hello.
It doesn't really mean that i'm into you, hello.
You're alright but I'm here darling to enjoy the party.
Don't get too excited 'cause thats all you get from me, hey.

Yeah I think you're cute but I really think that you should know.
I just came to say hello, hello, hello, hello.

I'm not the kinda girl who'd get messed up with you, hello.
I'ma let you try to convince me to, hello.
It's alright I'm getting dizzy just enjoy the party.
It's OK with me if you dont have that much to say, hey.

Kinda like this thing but there's something you should know.
I just came to say hello, hello, hey, hey.

I could stick around and get along with you, hello.
It doesn't really mean that I'm into you, hello.
I'm here darling to enjoy the party.
I'm getting dizzy, just enjoy the party.

I just came to say hello, hello, hello, hello.

I'm not the kinda girl who'd get messed up with you, hello.
I'ma let you try to convince me to, hello.
It's alright, I'm getting dizzy, just enjoy the party.
It's OK with me if you dont have that much to say, hey.

Kinda like this thing but there's something you should know.
I just came to say hello, hey.

swing swing ;
1:52 AM;

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

Days have gone by and everything's changing around you. At such a fast pace it'd be gone in the blink of an eye. And you? You are still going through the motions, waiting, letting air whip across your face, staring blankly.

You don't change. Not too much, anyway.

I'm still growing. I'll come back when I've grown up.

swing swing ;
4:50 PM;

Monday, March 5, 2012

So many things happened but I'm only concerned with one thing.

Or two.

Now that hall production is over, may my self discipline kick in a thousand percent full force so I can catch up with my studies.

And may my sunshine be strong forever.

I JUST KEEP SMILING.

"You make me happier than I ever thought I could be." - Chandler Muriel Bing, F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Right now, I just need to stay here, right at this spot, unmoving, happy.

I'll try my best to stop time.

Are you with me?

swing swing ;
8:57 PM;